The Chosen Heart

Episode 13's

" Down "

" What ? " Tanya Zahwa, she assured me what she just heard.

" Down" said Hanan again . Zahwa wiggled at the crowded streets with vehicles. Their car stopped on the side of the road.

" Why ? , did anyone miss ? " Task Zahwa .

" Go , I'll be late" Hanan said slightly pressing.

Zahwa fell silent, and got out of the car . The lost car drove off quickly and left Zahwa alone.

" What should I do now. " Said Zahwa, without feeling his tears coming out.

The silence of the streets and the noise of the people around him no longer makes him noisy. Maybe because his heart was too quiet.

" Zahwa ? " one shouted, Zahwa turned to the direction of the voice.

"Solar Mass, why is it here? " Task Zahwa. It was realized that he had been walking without a destination.

" That's not important. Let's sit down first "surya said. He took Zahwa's hand, carrying him on an empty bench on the side of the road. Zahwa remained silent.

For a moment they were silent .

" Whatever happens, let it happen . Now you're my sister-in-law, so please don't avoid me. Hanan , he's too sensitive . " Sury said at last.

" Yes . I know my position "

I don't know why his heart ached hearing those words. Like turning the hand is their feeling, when one side can not take then one side will replace it.

" May I see your smile, my sister ? " Surya asked, she crouched down in front of Zahwa with her sweet smile .

" For ? " Task Zahwa.

" For me, especially for yourself "Sury answered.

Zahwa smiled, maybe only he could make her feel happy.

" Okay, as a sign of our status change. May I take you for a walk "Take Surya cheerfully.

Zahwa thought for a moment.

" Today forget Hanan, she can't count on "surya said .

Without thinking again Zahwa nodded . Walk down the city streets.

" Where do you know I'm here ? " Ask Zahwa

" I'm your ex-lover, so my instincts about you still work a little. " Surya ngawur said. But it made Zahwa laugh.

" Ohh, okay . You are the best " said Zahwa.

Without realizing it, Zahwa was already carried away. He looked happy, playing one game after another there . Sometimes invite Surya to duel with him.  After getting tired they sit down and have ice cream. And then back to walking, shopping and buying necessities for them.

Zahwa's steps stopped suddenly. His eyes were on the jewelry store.

" What's up ? Do you want to buy jewelry ? " Tanya Surya, realizing Zahwa was glued to look at the jewelry store.

" Before we returned, Hanan and I went to the store. He ordered a pair of rings . For you "

" Oh. Yes, I told her. I thought after I came back I would immediately give you a surprise and propose to you "Surya said. He smiled, a little forced and like hiding something.

" Hey, I was jealous of myself then. "

" Why can it ? "

" I'm envious, back then I felt the woman you were going to apply for was very lucky .   Mas Hanan also told me, that your room has been designed according to the tastes of your lover. I thought , You really love her "Light Zahwa . That sense of uncertainty he felt again.

"I do love you" said Surya, he stared fixedly at Zahwa.  The look he always gave to Zahwa alone . So sure, as if those eyes were talking that only he was loved.

Both are silent, especially Zahwa . If in the past he would have spoken out loud to reply to the statement of the man in front of him, but now it is different. Although he wanted to but it all seemed like nothing more.

" What if I don't forget you ? What if all my life, when I meet someone new, I will never fall in love with them, because they are not you ? "

" Even the prophet Muhammad had greater love 

To sayyidah Khotijah, compared to his other wives. Even after he has gone . Later protested by Dewi Aisyah.  "

" As the prophet answered, he simply prayed "O my God, do not torture me with something You have, while I do not have it "

" Justice of the heart, Kanjeng the prophet alone is not able . Especially me ? "  Inner Solar.

" What do I have to talk about ? " Task Zahwa with a blank look.

" It's been , forget it . Let's continue ', where are you going ? " Tanya Surya diverted the atmosphere.

Dreet

Hanan

When you're done, go home quickly

Chat content from Hanan . Surya sighed he put his phone back in his pants pocket.

" We go home , Hanan will be home soon" replied Zahwa.

" All right " 

The taxi took them both. Died that shopping mall. Both of them fell silent adrift with each other's thoughts especially the mood.