The Chosen Heart

Episode 88's

''Whoa, what's wrong? Why are you angry?'' Ask Hanan. They were on their way home.

''Men are insensitive! It's usually a girl's pain. Don't know what a girl is if you're in love it's hard to move on her!" Zahwa replied in a resentful tone.

''Well, who do you mean? Surya?'' ask Hanan to make sure.

His wife was careless without knowing the cause.

''Yes he is! Who else. Zahra what less try? Beautiful, attentive, also higher education, son kyai, complete package he mah! Chick Sholehah. Don't think I'm the same as your brother!" Answer Zahwa. He's getting emotional. Remembering Zahra who was so sad when he learned the fact that Surya did not have the same taste.

''Pussy...Women are always thinking about feelings. The innate baperan. Everything is seen by feeling. What a bucin !'' Hanan said after understanding the direction of the matter.

''You even defended your brother anyway? He's wrong Lo! she was a woman as good as Zahra. If not love! You can start to love. We used to be able to." Deny Zahwa growled.

Hanan was just a head-scalp. Not thinking about women. Their friend was hurt, but it was as if he felt it. They assume everything must always be right and everything else wrong.

''Why silence! Right, am I?!" Sergey Zahwa.

''It's up to you!'' reply Hanan.

Hearing Hanan's indifferent reply made Zahwa grow irritated and talk incessantly.

Arriving at Zahwa's house venting his frustration at Hanan. He told Hanan to sleep outside.

''Joh Yang? What's wrong?'' ask Hanan confused. She received the pillow and blanket Zahwa gave her roughly.

''Think yourself!'' Zahwa shouted while closing the door.

''Apes,'' Hanan complains while patting his head.

He finally followed what his wife said. He went downstairs with a pillow and a blanket.

''Oh, Nan, are you sleeping here?'' Ask Surya who just came.

''Nguys. You ah!'' Hanan replied annoyed. He put pillows on the sofa as well as the blanket.

''Haha...What are you wrong?'' Surya asked amusedly looking at his sister.

''Your fault. I'm the one who got hit.'' Answer Hanan.

''Kok me?'' Surya asked confusedly.

''Yes. Because you don't want Nerima to love Zahra. So he's upset, I'm the one who got hit.'' Answer Hanan.

''Heh...kok can?'' Surya's confused.

''You ah! Ask it yourself. I'm going to bed. Tired!'' Hanan replied indifferently. He began to lie down and covered his body with a blanket all over.

''Yes deh. I'll be clear.'' Surya. She's not good with her sister. Because of him, Hanan had to be kicked out by his wife from the room.

Hanan did not answer. Looks like replace him who's hooked Surya.

''You don't sleep in that other room, than here." Surya said when he was in the middle of the stairs. Remember that many rooms are empty in their homes.

Hanan immediately opened his blanket. He just woke up too. Why didn't he choose one of the empty rooms in his house. Angrily he got up from his sleep, then climbed the stairs and headed for one of the rooms not far from his room.

Seeing his sister's behavior, Surya was just shaking. After feeling Hanan into the room. Surya's headed for Zahwa's room. He has to straighten things out.

Tok tok tok tok

''What's up, Mas? Nevermind! You sleep outside first. Don't bother me!" zahwa shouted from within. Maybe he thought that a different Hanan was on his doorstep.

''Zahwa...I'm Surya. Not Hanan.'' Surya.

There's no answer. A few days later, the door opened.

''What's up? Nysel has rejected Zahra." Zahwa ketus. He's chest-shrinked. His face challenged Surya.

Seeing Zahwa whose emotions made Surya shrink a little. In his heart said, it is fitting for his sister to accept it when told to sleep outside.Women when angry look more terrible. Success makes the person in front of him afraid.

''Can I explain?" ask Surya carefully.

Zahwa did not answer he looked away indifferently, but remained in place. That means he's listening.

''First. How I said reject Zahra. We have never said to each other. I met him at the mosque, where we used to meet. I asked about his feelings. But he replied that he did not feel what you were saying. Even I was embarrassed, for first saying I thought of him as a teacher, a friend, a sister and nothing more.'' Bright Solar.

''Well, that's the problem. Before he just expressed his feelings. You have rejected it. How could anyone dare to say his condolences after listening to such a confession." Deny Zahwa.

''Zahwa. It's not a small thing. It's a big thing. I no longer want to play with relationships. Now if only I had expressed a feeling that I was not sure of myself! Is that gonna make everything okay? Huh! Is Zahra going to be happy?'' Surya said reassuringly .

''But you can learn to love him. She's a good woman, Mas.You regret letting go.'' Zahwa.

''yeah... She's a good girl. That's why I don't want to take it half-and-half. If only we were meant to be together. Surely we will be the same - same Zahwa.'' Surya explained and slightly pressed.

''What is destined for us will not pass on to other beings. As hard as we try. If it unlocks our destiny, we won't get it." Surya made Zahwa speechless.

''But he's sick, Mom? Poor him." Zahwa.

The shadow of tears that Zahra hid some time ago teased her back.

''It will hurt even more. If we are not destined together. Again, he will feel the same. Used to be with Hanan and then me.'' Denying Surya.

''This is not a Zahwa movie. The one who typed the woman did not get the person she loved. He could turn to his brother. It's not a ball game either. Which we can just pass.'' Add Surya.

''Alright... If that's what you think is right. I was wrong. Because I didn't think about it. Maybe you need some time.'' Zahwa said later.

Hearts scared. Between Zahra and her sister-in-law. They both mean the same thing to him. On the other hand, he is very happy with Zahra if later with Surya. But in reality, Surya still looks traumatized by his past which is no longer because of him.

''I hope you understand. And don't vent your anger on Hanan. Moreover, it's your anger because of me.'' Surya's message before he leaves.

Zahwa. He's already starting to melt.

Click!

The door to the next room is open. Hanan's face innocently came out from within it.

''Has he? Can I sleep in my room?" Ask Hanan without sin.

Knowing that her husband eavesdropped on the conversation made Zahwa anxious.

''No! Not tonight!'' zahwa then closed his room.

Hanan blew his breath. Resignedly. Then go back to his room. Surya who is still sculpting, then went to his room.

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