The Chosen Heart

episode 11

" Sury has not yet come down ? " Ask Hanan .

" So I called mas , but Surya refused to eat together . He said he'd rest first. Maybe tired after the trip "answer pasih.

" Oh "

Zahwa just fell silent . He tried to behave normally in front of Hanan. Take a meal and instantly eat it, without speaking .

Hanan sees Zahwa, as is not usual.

" You will deliver food to your sister. She must have not eaten " Hanan said after she finished eating.

" I am, why not love. Bik please deliver his food, "Disput Zahwa, and immediately ask bin pasih.

" Yes non "the word pikasih, he was washing dishes and some kitchen utensils.

" Bik pasih still want to bares-beres . Later on, " said Hanan.

He took out a tray, put down a plate of food complete with his vegetables and side dishes, and a glass of drinking water. Proceed to Zahwa.

Zahwa hesitated to accept it. He looked at Hanan , with a puffy face. But Hanan was not affected at all.

" Take me" said Zahwa, finally receiving the tray.

" Ngantar just eat between 'em, " said Hanan mocking.

Zahwa's face was clear, now added to the look of the pleading face.

" Yes yes, kirain after meeting my sister you will be happy . It turns out I even met a ghost " said Hanan. He finally gave up . They walked towards Surya's room.

" What do you think of your brother as a ghost ? " Tap Zahwa, '' 'em ,

" Who said ? "

"Bustusan, I said I'd seen a ghost "

" Huh. It's up, it's up to "san.

Tok tok tok tok

" Sister, I'm sending you to eat. Open the door "Shouted Hanan.  In front of the door .

Zahwa's hand trembled . His blood flow suddenly felt hot and heavy . And again, his heart was beating faster.

Hanan was unaware.

" Go in, not in the key,"

A voice from inside room , without waiting for Hanan directly opened the door.

Seen Surya is laying down his body with a little lean . His left hand clenched he put it over his forehead. He looks frustrated .

Zahwa entered and placed a tray of food on the table on the side of the sofa.

Without asking 'em, or even talking he went out without excuse.

He knew, the two men were staring at him. More Surya .

" I thought he'd like you, sister, but it turned out to look scared" Hanan said. After Zahwa left and left the two of them.

" Why is it? " Ask Surya .

The heart still does not accept if Zahwa whom he loves turns out there is his own sister's wife. There is no explanation from Zahwa.

Whatever it is. It turns out that if anyone talks about Zahwa he still wants to know. Smallest whatever.

" Before you go home, he cleans your room. He looks happy with your room.

Say pasih, just like his room used to be. He also slept here  . Even he looks curious about you, I thought he would fall in love with you when you came "Hanan said at length .

" Hey, you mean ? "ask Hanan. He looked confused and curious about what his brother meant.

" Didn't you love her ? "Ask Surya .he adds to Hanan's tangent.

" Love her. I don't know, but I feel ordinary at the same time "Anan replied casually.

" If it were, there was a man who loved her and wanted to marry her how ? " Ask Surya .

Either Hanan considers it just a question can be a joke or indeed a statement . But Surya really wanted to hear the real answer from his sister.

Hypocritical, if he no longer wants Zahwa. He had long since waited for the day that this day arrived .

Right where he finished college and returned to his homeland.

A few days before he returned. I wanted to surprise Zahwa. Tell him he won't leave again, won't leave again. He had already promised, and he would completely keep each of those promises.

Take her for a walk and go to the place of memories of the two brands. It's nice, seeing her smile, especially her laughter. Especially when you have to listen to him tell stories.

And in the end, he'll meet his parents. Proposed to.

" Hey, brother are you okay ?" Ask Hanan. Surya woke up from his daydream. It dawned on him that he was just imagining it.

" I'm fine . I will eat and quickly sleep "Surya replied.

He stepped up to take the food that Zahwa had brought.

" alright. I am tired and want to sleep fast. " Hanan said and went out.

Surya stopped the food. Sleep, erratic thoughts. The shadow of Hanan and Zahwa that will be one room is depicted on his head.

" And about Zahwa . All I know is that she's my wife right now . And if anyone else loves her, it doesn't seem to be my business "Hanan said before she closed her sister's bedroom door.

Surya was silent . Did Hanan already know about his relationship with zahwa?

Surya put the tray on the table. He got up from his seat and opened the door of his room.

Seen her Hanan entered into his room. Somehow , there's pain in his chest .

Unknowingly, he followed and was already standing in front of his sister's room door.

His heart is not broken . So many questions and questions.

" Why should Hanan , maybe if someone else . My heart will not hurt this "inner Surya .

Hanan returned to her room . No longer cared about food and her stomach actually felt hungry. The pain in his heart was more controlling of him.

It hurts so much, doesn't it ?

To this body cannot feel his soul.

For the promise he wrote. For the dream he wanted to express. For a struggle that is only for him. For the waiting he kept . Especially the miss who always roared . It all seems to be in vain.

In another corner, in the darkness of the room . Silent, quiet she also felt . Full fall nestapa .

Dam that was guarding earlier . Now he can't stand it anymore. Maybe that's all he can do right now. He filled his emotions with tears.

Isakan that he hold as hard as he can, so that only he hears her. Just so he feels it.

Is that sick ?

Maybe humans could fight the world. But what man can fight against destiny, which is the provision of HIM that makes them.

Isn't HE also the one who unites hearts, but sometimes we forget , he can also break hearts as well .

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