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Silent Pain

Silent Pain

Fists that contain candy kiss with the word I MISS YOU I prepared for her who was joking laugh with her friend, I smiled and I hope with her answer for me, I wish she had the same feelings as me, yes even though I realize that I do not deserve to say it because I am a woman, but with confidence I want to say it.

The footsteps accompanied my mind, my mind that was thinking about her reaction in front of me later, and my legs stopped, I really saw her reaction in my mind, my disappointment in myself began to whisper in my fingers, I really did not dare and my hands began to cool down "tia, why are you?" tanya ayu who came arrived from behind me, "eh ayu, not yu. But yu, I'm asking you to help me, give me this kiss candy for her, honestly I don't dare" I honestly told my best friend, with a smile of relief ayu responded to me "iya tia, where's the candy" "this is yu, thank you already want to nolongin me" ayu soon approached the wisdom that was standing next to the tree, and I went to hide to make sure he received it.

Since I didn't want to see him, I left the place, I was afraid the result was disappointing, I just hope that he accepted it, after a long time from that I didn't ask ayu directly, fear still envelops me but from the end there ayu who ran away with a smile of her teeth shivering she was full of spirit "tia, wisdom to accept it" at first I did not believe in all that, I did not believe it, I also started smiling cheerfully and managed to lift my soul from the turmoil.

"mayu, it feels like I still can't believe, it turns out that she received the candy from me" "iya tia, congratulations yah" ayu smiled comforting my heart, "but yu, what if she threw the candy away?" my heart is still not calm with all that, "eu, do not know tuh tia" "oh yu, please ask dong, please!" I also asked ayu to ask him. "arif, the little wisdom was thrown away?" "what?" "little one, red one" "oh, really!" I smiled even more with his words.

On a cloudy Saturday, I say a greeting of happiness to the world, even though the weather is not supportive, this heart is still cheerful with the events of yesterday on Friday, the cold morning did not make me discouraged to go to school, after I came to school, the bright face that always ayu use now the opposite of that, I tried to say hello ayu "ayu why?" "tia, any sad news?" "what?" "the word aoun, the candy is asked equally adi, and it turns out that wisdom even gives it." I also received the news with a flat expression, although the heart was a bit disappointed but I tried to calm down this, "yes already yu, although sad, ayu don't be sad that person my problem really." "I just want you to be happy tia, you stay patient ya" "yes ayu bawel, I'm always patient"

A gentle breeze seemed to cool this torso that had been burned by the glare of sunlight so brightly lit, yet I was still standing on my school basketball court, he who stood before me was frozen as mute as without a word.I who went to stop my breath and exhale pain saw his eyes that really confused this heart.

Just as I closed my eyes and I saw his face again, this pounding heart saw him who was just silent with no words he offered, I tried to say one word, one word, but heavy as embracing this earth, and had been a few minutes from this, I also ventured to say a word "ariff, you must have known from your friend and me, friend, that I like you and everything is difficult to forget, because this love is really a gift from the best God, maybe this love God entrusted is indeed to be kept good, good, but I know you're not what I feel right now, but I beg you to realize, don't let this heart down" when I see her eyes come back to my senses, in his heart he did not understand what I was saying.

In silence I turned around and went away from the wisdom that was still silent in the middle of the arid basketball field.maybe this love will not be avenged by him even in my imaginary dreams.

I cried through the day of the day that was so difficult to avoid his pain, loving you is an obstacle that I have to face between my age in this world.Maybe with silence he without a word, he said, regretful expression to me, and though hard I will leave it.