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CHAPTER 73. HOW YOU FEEL

“I understand madam as I have explained earlier, I will not do that.” Bella smiled as she nodded her head.

“Good. I can calm down now. Oh I forgot to ask how old are you?” Tatiana asked in a quieter voice and was no longer intimidating.

“Usiaku is twenty-one next month.” replied Bella trying to be polite and reasonable.

“Wah it turns out you were so young huh. You know I'm thirty-three years old now. Hehe I'm so old huh? Ha ha ha ha ha.” Tatiana chuckles.

“No, mistress. You still look young and very beautiful and energetic. You don't look like a thirty-three year old woman at all.” replied Bella honestly.

“Really?” like other women, Tatiana was happy if she got a lot of compliments.

“Iya right mistress. Maybe it's because you live happily so your face ageless.”

“Thanks. You're the same, you're so beautiful and energetic. Your eye color is also good. Almost the same as my son's eye color!” tatiana said without realizing that the faces of Bella and Alex were similar.

“Thanks mistress.”

“Can you tell me how you used to experience?”

“Means?” bella asked who was confused and astonished by the woman's changed attitude.

“I mean how did you experience caring for a child while you were working in Macau. Why did you stop working?” tanya Tatiana was rather critical with her voice intonation that changed rather firmly and coldly.

‘What should I say? I've never even babysit a kid. I have absolutely no experience with children but I can't lose this job. This is the only ticket to my freedom.’ he murmured inwardly. After sighing, Bella started making up stories.

“I really like my job in Macau. They were satisfied with my work and I did not disappoint so I enjoyed my work and earned a satisfactory salary. But I had to quit my job because I had to pay my debt.” Bella said.

“You mean, you're looking for a higher-paying job to pay off your debts, right? Did my husband offer you a high salary?” tanya Tatiana was curious.

‘However I should know everything not because I don't trust my husband but I just want to convince myself. I'll have more contact with him than Dante, I'll be in charge of babysitting and Dante goes abroad a lot. So I will communicate with him, it will be terrible if he makes a mistake,’ whispered Tatiana.

“Yes mistress, your husband offers a very high salary. Looks like your husband loves your child so much that he dares to offer a big enough payment.” said Bella trying to praise.

“Because I told you please take good care of my son! I don't know what will happen to you if something bad happens to my son. My husband will scold you and I cannot guarantee your safety because he is very temperament.” Tatiana sighed then looked at Bella again. “Be nice to my son and never offend my husband, that's all!”

“I understand madam. I know how to keep the attitude.”

Bella did not say another sentence, she just smiled and nodded her head in agreement with all Tatiana's words. In her heart, Bella has the opposite feeling.

‘Based husband and wife is the same year it only threatens me in the back! Her husband threatened me without his wife's knowledge while his wife did the same. They don't want me to disturb their family. Ha...so afraid of them that I would disturb his family? Should they think what they should do to their partner and keep their partner instead of threatening and judging outsiders not to disturb their partner!’ bella muttered in her heart.

He did not think how a couple was very worried about the state of his household because of the arrival of another woman. Instead of giving the best to her husband or husband giving the best to his wife, they threaten Bella to be careful and maintain the attitude. Moreover, this woman was very annoying, I had thought she was a gentle and dignified rich woman but the more I came to see her real face, she was like most other rich women who were arrogant and haughty.

If you don't want your husband to get smitten by another woman, don't open the door for another woman. Stupidhead! Husband is also the same, want to keep the heart of the wife but instead bring me in the midst of them, do not blame me if later I become a perpetrator because of your actions!

“Is there still something you want to ask before I leave?” ask Tatiana.

“Can I ask you something?” Bella asked back.

“Of course! You can ask whatever it is related to your work.” replied Tatiana.

“Look, I really admire the harmony of your family mistress and I wonder how you feel as a mother when you see your new child born? How does it feel to hold her for the first time and suckle her?”

“Why are you asking that?” Tatiana is shocked to get a series of questions from Bella because there is no one she can answer, she has never experienced it all. She doesn't know what it's like to get pregnant, give birth let alone breastfeed her own child because Alex isn't the child she was born with.

“Sorry madam, if my question is wrong I just wonder what it feels like when you just gave birth and can hold your own! Is there a cry or a happy smile to express the feeling of being touched? I can only imagine it.” replied Bella with a smile.

‘Itu----” Tatiana is unable to answer. He just grumbled and muttered inwardly, ‘Why did he ask that? A taste? Huff did I have that feeling when I first held Alex? I don't feel anything until now, there's no binding feeling like mother and son. The boy was just a unifier between me and Dante. I'm keeping the boy so I don't lose Dante because for Dante his son is the most precious treasure! So that kid is a treasure that I should keep well.’

Tatiana was silent for a moment because she did not know what to say to Bella, she just looked at Bella with a gaze that only Tatiana could understand. Bella also noticed the look on the woman's face in front of her and it was difficult for her to understand the woman. ‘Duh was I wrong? Is such a question not worth asking in Europe? Does he think I'm being rude?” bella's heart started to feel anxious.

“You want to know what it feels like...”.

“What are you guys talking about?” Dante suddenly came so that made the two women startled and Tatiana did not finish her speech. Tatiana smiled sweetly welcoming her husband's arrival.

“Dante, Alex...” said Tatiana breathed a sigh of relief. ‘Thank God you guys came, I don't know how to say the feelings the woman asked. There's no way I'm saying that Alex is not my son puff.

Tatiana still covers up the truth from everyone about her child and her inability to give birth. Even when Alex was born, Dante immediately fired all the servants in his house and replaced them with new ones. Only his confidants are left and they are silent about who Alex really is. Tatiana could only murmur in her heart remembering their tightly hidden past as a mystery in their family that had to be shut up forever.

While Bella feels misbehaved after Dante's arrival and the way the man looks at her. ‘He looked at me like that again. Did I ask the wrong question to his wife? Or is he mad at me for talking to his wife?’ Bella did not dare to look at Dante and just lowered her head.