
He gently kissed Tatiana's lips but her heart and mind were elsewhere. ‘I feel so guilty for you Tatiana! Good thing you don't know what happened last night. It's all out of my control, my wish to be with Bella I couldn't put off again last night I really wanted her by my side even I wish she was in my arms every night. I don't know why but it feels so good to be able to spend the night with her.’
‘I feel I have a passion for life with Bella and this morning my passion for life got me excited about living my life. She's so much different than you Tatiana! But I I lied to you to protect her. I love you Tatiana but I feel my love and affection for Bella is much greater than my race for you. She has something you don't have, her innocent, spoiled attitude, everything about Bella makes me different. She's my son's birth mother, there's a strong bond between us that we don't have Tatiana.’ Dante said in his heart.
Although he is currently physically with Tatiana, enjoying their time together in the room with nothing to interfere with the favorite activities of husband and wife but actually in Dante, he is doing that with Bella. He closed his eyes recalling his activities with Bella last night and this morning. The woman in front of him was no longer Tatiana but was replaced by Bella's shadow.
“Ehmm…...Dante is sick!”
“Did I push it too tight?” ask Dante who does not know that the core part of his wife is injured due to his love with Lorenzo who uses the torture device earlier.
“No! It just hurts. But this is delicious Dante just like you did when we were in Indonesia. You made a very strong push until my body crumbled, Dante!” said Tatiana who was completely powerless back then, even her body was full of sweat with breathless breath they spent an hour together.
“Sorry because I didn't give you this these few days.” said Dante.
Tatiana shook her head and smiled, “I know you're busy and last night you must have played with your friends right? There's no need to talk about it anymore, I'm so tired today. Rest first Dante.”
“Ya. You're also resting, baby! Let me take care of Alex first. I'll make some food for Alex first. Soon she's done piano lessons, isn't she?”
Tatiana nodded her head with a smile on her face.
“Dante!”
“What?” dante asked again in a soft voice while gently stroking Tatiana's hair.
“How big is your love for me Dante?” tatiana's question made Dante's face smile gently at Tatiana before answering her.
“I can give up my life for you to exchange it for your life! I'm willing to die as long as you can live and be happy, I don't matter at all, dear.”
“Thanks for expressing your feelings to me, Dante.”
“You're the best, Tatiana!” Dante kissed his wife's forehead and smiled.
“Oh yes, I want to ask you permission Dante!”
“Where are you going?” ask Dante, please,
“I want to attend cancer association meeting, you know my disease was uterine cancer.”
“Iya.” Dante nodded his head. “You want to participate in that charity program again?”
Tatiana nodded her head. “Iya Dante! I felt the pain of having the disease first and I wanted to share it with them. If you allow me, I'd like to go for two days and one night because there's a gala dinner.” Tatiana spoke as she looked at Dante expectantly as if begging her husband to give her permission.
“Do it! When are you leaving, baby?”
“Tomorrow! You're letting me Dante?”
“Go! I will prepare everything for you.” replied Dante.
“No need Dante, darling! I want this time to donate with my own money.” Tatiana.
“Can I not contribute?” ask Dante while gnashing his forehead.
“No need! I have enough money for that. My family's gold and diamond mines made Dante enough money! Maybe it's time now that I spend some money from there.” Tatiana smiled.
“Thanks Dante! You've helped too much and you've been financing my life. I don't lack anything.”
“Because you're my wife and it's my responsibility to finance your life.” Dante's responsibility is to pinch Tatiana's nose.
“But my parents also left me a lot of wealth! But you don't want to use it at all, Dante! It can help you also to develop your business.”
“It's yours.” Dante shook his head. “It was your family's money and I won't bother him.” Dante said and looked at his watch.
“I have to prepare a meal for Alex first! You rest, I don't want you to get tired and tomorrow you're tired. I don't want it when you come home to be sick.”
“I'm sorry Dante.”
“I'm so worried about you Tatiana. Every time you come home from your association, you're always exhausted and in pain. I don't want your disease to recur again.”
[Yes, Dante, you don't know what your wife is doing out there having fun with a lot of men who are torturing her to the point of bleeding. He always lied by saying he was following a cancer association, but he paid people to torture him so he went home tired and in pain]
“Don't worry about me, I'll take good care of myself.” Tatiana replied.
“Ya. Be rested. I'll take care of Alex first.”
“Thanks Dante.”
Dante justifies Tatiana's blanket and she goes downstairs to change her clothes towards the bathroom.
‘Good you let me go! Aha....I can't wait to have fun with ten men!’ with a smile on Tatiana's lips, she took her phone on the nightstand.
Lorenzo: Hello Miss Rebecca, how can I help you?
[Right now Lorenzo is teaching Alex so he uses Rebecca's name as a distraction from Bella watching over Alex.]
“Tomorrow I can go where you are! You know what you have to prepare? Don't forget I need ten men! The most delicious torture tool!”
“Good. I already know.”
“Don't forget your obligations now. The waiter's gonna be there, I'm so tired of not being able to pretend. Remember yes tomorrow!”
“Who ? Your boyfriend called ya?” bella asked Lorenzo as he hung up, with a teasing look and narrowed his eyes slightly.
“Not Miss Alexia Devania!”
“Hihihi..why did you call me that? Nice to hear.” rather shy Bella talk. ‘Ehm, since earlier his attitude to me was very sweet.’ muttered Bella's heart.
“Because you're also glad I called you by that name, not Alexia Devanio?”
“But her name is Bella not Alexia!” alex protested next to Bella.
“Alex baby, I know. I'm just teasing him a little bit can't I? So that he can learn as quickly as you! I have to call him by the name he likes.” Lorenzo blinked one eye at Alex.
‘Ouch! He got close to Alex and now he's behind me between me and Alex. What the hell is he doing? He grabbed me and one more hand grabbed Alex. Ahhhh! For a long time no man has embraced this kind of affection.’ muttered Bella.