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CHAPTER 62. MY SON'S FATHER

“Said release your hands!” screams loudly. His heart was starting to burn hot.

Bella refused again, shaking her head. “I don't want to! It's mine! Let me hold for a moment.” persuade Bella then stare at Dante's property while clucking.

“What do you expect, ha?”

“I want him to wake up. Come....build!”

“You think the way you hold him he'll wake up? Stupid fool!”

“Please wake him up, I'd like to see him just once, sir! You must have deliberately detained her, right? I know it!”

“You want him to wake up so you can compare him to someone else's? Who was it with..who did you say was the best?”

Bella laughs at what she says, “Where might I compare you to the man I said was the best, sir. That every touch of his and everything he did made me drunk even though I always tried to resist. Now I feel sorry why I never enjoyed it.”

“You mean you reject your own customers, do you?”

“Not.” Bella shook her head. “I resisted the taste because I didn't want to if I wanted that taste first! But finally I can't even forget that feeling and I always think about it to the point of driving me crazy.”

“So he's driving you crazy isn't Jeff?”

“No, Sir. When compared to Mr. Jeff, there is nothing compared to that man. When that guy touched me just a little bit already made me flutter and he wasn't gentle like Mr. Jeff was kind of rude but he got me hooked in my mind.”

“Let go of mine! So you're imagining it now? How dare you imagine hers in front of me?” Dante glared at Bella. His eyes radiated anger.

“Iya sir!” honest answer.

THE PLAAKKK!!!!!

Dante slaps Bella in the face for her honest answer. “Ahhhhh...sakit.’ says. His hand immediately let go of the dante and held his red cheek with Dante's hand stamp on his face. The slap of the man was very powerful as it channeled his emotions.

“How dare you touch me and think of that man's face!” dante's eyes squinted and was about to get off the wooden seat in the sauna room.

“Sorry, sir but I can't imagine his face. I only remember the game because it makes me want to keep going and I don't compare it to you because I never saw it.”

“What do you mean?” dante looked at Bella in wonder.

“Say clearly!”

“My son's father! He's my son's father, sir! Her every touch was completely unforgettable and I always missed her.”

“What? Did you say just now?”

“My son's father, sir. The man is my son's father.” said Bella smiled wryly considering the man in her past. The man who took away his chastity and the father of a child he had never seen. “I waited for him every night in that cold, dark room! No sheet of cloth closed my body at that time.”

“Only his appointed servant came twice a day to the cold room to take me to the bathroom, my life was like a pet but stupidly I was always waiting for him. The pleasure he gave was like a candle. Actually I don't want it, I even hate it if he touches my body but there's something inside of me that can't be born if I need it. I was even willing to wait until he came to see me even though my hands and feet were tied. I always refused and tried to remove that feeling every time she left me, wanting it to feel like I was banning her from leaving and I wanted her to be by my side.” Bella replied while wiping off her tears. The yearning he held for four years and hoped to see the man again.

He didn't realize the man was by his side right now.

“Build! Why am I crying on the floor like that!”

“Hiks...hiks....I miss him a lot Sir! I miss that touch, the hand that easily always makes me tired, he used to allow me to touch his hands and body, that's what I want..hiks....hiks.

‘Basic crazy woman! You're making my head hurt even more! You said you hated me but now you want me? What the fuck? You...arrggggg! I should how? Should I be happy because you miss me like I miss you too? Ha....Why does my heart hurt so much? Why is she crying in front of me?’ Dante silently looked at Bella who continued to cry on the floor, her hands hugging her legs and her head buried between her knees.

“Build! Why do you miss others when you're with me?” Dante. ‘I should be able to be patient and refrain from hugging her even though I really want to hug her. Maybe I should give her something to please her, ahh. Don't let him recognize me!’ whispers in the heart.

“I'm sorry Sir but I do miss him! Sometimes I vent my longing for the man I am with. I go crazy every time I remember it and can't vent. The way he touched me, the way he aroused my passion and how he channeled his desire to me. When his lips touched mine I liked it so much! Her lips rarely touched me but I still remember once in a while she opened my face cover to the extent of her lips and kissed me. He pressed my body, pufff. His hands were very good at making me float even though I rejected him but I always missed him in my silence. Although sometimes I get almost the same taste from other men but there is no man like him. My experience with him was the most perfect!” Bella smiled even though she still sobbed. She always felt happy remembering her past with her son's father.

“You even cried in front of me! You got no brains?” Dante squinted his eyes.

“Sorry yes Sir. Please punish me but I can't forget it. I don't know why I always remember him. I'm always like this when I remember everything, I'm afraid of him but I miss him. There's still a miss that's always left for him.”

“But you said you hated him! You don't want it. You said you couldn't forgive him then why do you want him now?” dante's head was more dizzy thinking about Bella's opposite speech. His curiosity of wanting to know the woman's feelings made him even more chaotic and quayeng.

Bella thought for a moment, ‘It's true what she said, I do hate the man and don't want to forgive him but somehow I always miss him. I love the touch, I love all the flavor it gives. I have never felt such pleasure from another man. She is different, her treatment...ahhhhh!’ his tears kept holding back the longing that did not arrive.

“Why are you silent? Answer me!”

“Sorry sir. I said that I hated him and could not forgive him. But.he's my son's father. He's my first man! He was the man who first touched me and gave me that feeling. I hate him so much that I will not forgive him but I love him too, my love is beyond my hate. I was with him, not just for a day or two but I lived with him for quite a long time, enough time for me to love him. He never talked to me so I don't know how he sounds. But I really like being around him because I feel like he's protecting me, I feel warm when he hugs me, fragrant body. There were even some of my clients who wore the same perfume that made me always remember it. I love her so much and miss her, whether I can meet her again or not.”