
"That bastard never let me! Even as long as we were with her never spoke to me, I never heard her voice. He just came to touch me every night without making a sound. He bullied me until I forgot what it was like to hurt."
Bella paused for a moment and then moved on again. "For a year, I didn't know his face and I didn't know how he sounded. My eyes are always tied, my hands and feet tied. They just untie my eyes when they want to replace them with new ones.” Bella let out a long sigh, releasing her tightness.
“I hate him so much because he took my life! He destroyed me and killed my son! He's not human, how could a man as long as he doesn't let me touch my son's body, I've been pregnant with him for nine months with all the pain he's given me! I survived for my son but I ended up losing him.” replied Bella who this time could no longer hold back her tears.
She felt a piercing pain in her heart like a sharp dagger that slashed her heart every time she recalled losing her baby after giving birth. Only the baby was her encouragement which kept her afloat but she lost it in childbirth.
Both of his hands squeezed his stomach firmly, his chest rising up and down while crying sobbing. Her pain as a mother was pregnant and the loss of a child during childbirth. He felt pain because he could never see his son's face and never even knew how soft his skin was.
Every time he remembered that, his heart was very sick. Sometimes she misses her son who is gone forever. Pain that will never heal. He was very young at the time.
“I'm sorry, Sir. I get carried away with emotions whenever I remember that dark past. I don't know why since I haven't eaten that drug, I can't control myself. I'm sorry I made you have to hug me to calm me.” said Bella who had been crying since then was already in Dante's arms and the man let Bella's tears wet her shirt.
‘So you hate me that deep Belinda?’ whispered her heart which also felt pain as it was sliced when Bella told me everything. ‘If you hate me so much why are you crying in my arms? If you hate me so much why are you thanking me for calming you down? You should have run away from me if you really hated me! Stupid fool!’ said Dante in his heart to hold back the annoyance and even hold his woman tighter. She wants her embrace to take away Bella's sadness.
‘Hemm....warm! Very warm.” said Bella unknowingly enjoying Dante's warm embrace. Dante's biggest smile came when he heard Bella's words.
‘You hate me so much but you love the warmth of my embrace! You...always make trouble but I'm happy to be able to solve your problem. I paid for your sister but you still hate me so much! You called that guy. Don't you know your son's still alive? I took good care of your son all this time, your son's place of impingement my longing for you.’
‘But I will never let you know about your son! Nah! I'll never let Alex know that you're his mother. That's not gonna happen! My son Alex..His mother is Tatiana! You can't admit it let alone have it! I've given you a lot of money and asked you to go far away and forget about your son. What you should remember is that your son is dead! But why do you still remember your son?’ Dante asked in his heart.
“I'm sorry Sir. I get carried away with emotion every time I remember that. I'm a mother, it's only natural that I miss my son and feel guilty for not giving him a chance to live.”
Bella immediately released herself from Dante's embrace and looked at the man.
“Why are you smiling? You were crying, sad but why are you smiling at me now? Are you on a show to get my sympathies?” ask Dante who is suspicious of Bella.
“Entai Mister!” said Bella while touching the buttons of Dante's shirt and was about to open it.
“Keep your hands off my shirt buttons! Don't touch me!” Dante yelled at Bella as her hands were already moving on the man's clothes about to unbutton her shirt.
“I want it Mr.” said Bella.
“Want? Do you know who you are, huh? Do you think I'm your lust?” Dante glares at Bella.
“I'm sorry Sir!” bella lowered her head. “I get it every day and more than three times get the satisfaction maybe also more.”
Bella's eyes looked at Dante with a passionate wist. “I don't remember how many times I felt it but it was so nice when I got it.” said Bellalagi lowered her head and both her hands gripped her own legs.
“Do not hope! I will never give you anything! Unless I want it but I never want it with you! I told you from the beginning about that when you were my prisoner.”
“Can't! Don't expect more!”
“I did not ask you to satisfy me.” said Bella without shame again. “Do you have any toys?” bella asked slowly to look at Dante.
‘Toys? Why is his gaze going to my pants? That toy means you! Why is he like this?’ said Dante who began to understand the meaning of Bella's words.
He's getting pissed. “Keep! There is no such thing here!”
“Good.” Bella also moved from Dante's lap lazily and then went to bed.
“Stay here quietly and stop making trouble! If you're bored you can watch TV or you can eat as much. There are many foods in the kitchen.”
“There is food in the kitchen?” ask Bella sparkling.
“Beach yourself, all the ingredients are in the kitchen.” said Dante snorting.
“Really, Sir? There are many food ingredients?” bella's face smiled meaningfully especially when she thought about food ingredients in the kitchen.
‘There's more with him? Why does he smile himself just hearing there is food in the kitchen? Day time in the penthouse was also a lot of groceries but she never smiled like this.’ Dante wondered in his heart.
“What are you thinking? What are you planning, hu?”
Bella just flanked her lips together and shook her head.
“Do not lie!” said Dante squinting makes Bella scared to look at the man who was interrogating her.
“A--I didn't plan anything sir. I was just thinking of a good meal that I might be able to try cooking later. I want to see what food ingredients are in the kitchen and process it later.” said Bella lowered her head.
“Go to kedapur. Take the groceries in the bottom refrigerator.”
“Serious Sir? Can I take it?” bella asked with a sparkling smile on her face.
“Take it yourself, I'll go to the bathroom first. Eat whatever you want.”
“Thanks Sir!” bella quickly ran towards the exit. Dante who saw it also felt astonished and frowned.
‘She's really like a child. So this is your true nature Belinda? I never knew how you were, all I remember was you always crying and begging me but I never knew you were such a cheerful and sweet girl.’ said Dante with a smile before he regained consciousness and went to the bathroom.
“There is no phone here and he cannot communicate with anyone. I don't have to worry about it.” said Dante opened the bathroom door and cleaned his face and hands and took a bath with cold water.