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CHAPTERS 108. I HAVE TO PUNISH ALEX!!

“Of course not, dear Dante! I'd rather you don't go anywhere, just stay here with me and Alex. I feel comfortable being by your side.” said Tatiana spoiled.

‘He he I already know this is what you're going to say Tatiana!’ whispered heart Dante.

“Then why are you asking me that as if you like me if I go?”

“Ah you're too sensitive Dante!” Tatiana.

“Ha ha ha ha I'm just kidding, baby. Just wait at home for a little while I'll be home, okay?”

“Good. I will wait for you!”

Tatiana turned off her phone, had a smile on her face and put her phone on the nightstand. “I've prepared our lunch but you're still not back! You are Dante...If you have a job problem, you must have forgotten everything!” Tatiana slightly sneered and stood looking for her clothes back because after bathing she was still wearing a bathrobe.

“Why seeing it always hurts, huh?” ask Tatiana while grimacing.

He picked up a map that he had placed between the folds of his clothes.

“If I didn't have this disease! I don't have to take that fucking kid! And I won't have any inner pressure! Every time I see the child's face, I imagine the face of the woman who conceived it! Is it true as Dante said that he was just doing baby tubes with the woman or did he have intercourse with her? This has always been a thorn in the flesh, it has been four years and I still feel depressed imagining if my husband really did it with another woman?” he sighed.

“Where did Alex come from? That kid makes me feel depressed all the time, but I can't get rid of him because Dante loves that kid so much! If anything happens to him then Dante will do anything to protect the boy. And I had to pretend to be a good mother to her to keep Dante by my side, isssssshhhh.”

Tatiana held her chest that was painful there, not the physical pain felt but the heartache, the pain of envy and spite in the woman who conceived Alex. “Why do I have to suffer from such a bad disease? Ovarian cancer forced me to remove my womb and I would never be able to have children. Although I can live but I can't give a child to Dante!” his regret could only be harbored in the heart without being able to overflow it to anyone.

“For so many years I have always pretended and suppressed all my emotions! All this because you're not fair to me God! You're not fair! I hate you!” he said cynically especially when he recalled all his past.

FLASHBACKS

“Already Tatiana! What else are you crying about? Everything will be fine, you're alive and the disease is cured and there's no more in your body. It's been seven years and you're still fine by my side. You and I are still together, shouldn't you be grateful Tatiana?” dante asked that night when he felt Tatiana very closely trying to calm his woman.

“But my life is not perfect Dante.” Tatiana said crying in her arms.

“Do not talk like that. What else is not perfect for you? You already have everything that a lot of people out there dream of. What more do you want?” ask Dante.

“You always want children. Even though you didn't tell me but I know.”

“Already. I don't think about it much anymore.” said Dante.

“You lied! I know in your heart you want a child, all men like you always want a child as your heir!” Tatiana broke away from Dante's embrace and looked at him.

“I still remember what you told me. You love me so much, you want to live with me and you want us to have cute kids who will bring happiness to our home, be our friends and be our friends when we are old. Is that what you expected? And until this moment you still expect it!” tatiana said with a sob.

“When I talk like that the conditions are different now and now I know what the problem is and I know your flaws. Never mind Tatiana, I don't care about that. As long as you live by my side, that's enough Tatiana!” Dante tried to persuade the woman with words and pulled Tatiana back in his arms.

“What's wrong with you Tatiana? Why are you being like this?” dante protest.

“This is all because I feel imperfect, I feel discouraged and scared! I don't know how to tell you!” Tatiana spoke again while sobbing.

“Say! Now what do you want me to do?” Dante resigned was no longer strong to see Tatiana crying sobbing.

“Go!”

“What?” Dante stared weakly at Tatiana.

“Go Dante! Find someone who can give you a child! And bring the boy to me! But never bring that woman! I just want her child, you have to do that without having sex with that woman! You understand what I mean, right? By way of baby tube!”

“There's no way I'm doing that. Where are there women who would do that?” Dante shook his head rejecting Tatiana's request.

“Come Dante! Give me happiness. I don't want you to say no but someday you'll be with another woman and get a child out of her and leave me! You better give me that kid! I beg!” Tatiana forced.

“If you really only want children, we can do artificial insemination! No need to find a woman! Only need a mother who wants to do it.”

“No Dante!” Tatiana shook her head.

“If you do that then the woman will know that she is pregnant with your child and she will love that child. Not necessarily after the child is born he will give the child after he knows who you are. Even though he doesn't know who you are, he definitely won't want to give the boy away! Do it to a woman who will never have a taste for you, doesn't know you, doesn't see you and doesn't disturb our household!”

“Yes for God's sake Tatiana! Why do you think like this?”

“Because I want to be happy Dante! I want to have a perfect family like everyone else, a family that has children!” pinta Tatiana then sulks at Dante.

“Huffff!” Dante sighed and still shook his head not understanding.

“Come Dante! Plissss made my wish come true this time! I beg. Just to bring that baby into this world! Not a hard thing to do.”

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“Alex! I just need you to keep Dante by my side! If there were no children between us, with Dante always surrounded by women, then one day he would choose one of the women to be his wife and give birth to a child for him. But with my idea, I was still his only legitimate wife and I was not afraid anymore!” she smiled at the sumringah.

“I've seen many households destroyed because there are no children. Moreover, a man like Dante who is rich and has abundant treasures is sure he will want an heir. It was fortunate that he agreed to my wish to bring the child to me. He's been by my side all along so I'm sure he didn't do that with the woman that Alex was pregnant with! She actually did IVF to get Alex.”

Tatiana muttered alone while remembering everything that had happened all along. Suddenly he remembered something. “Where's Alex? Why haven't I seen him since?” he's pinching his temple. “So where did he say Dante ya?” Tatiana started thinking about Alex's whereabouts.

“Ah! Bella's! Yeah, that kid must be with Bella! I don't want that kid to play with Bella, he can't get too close to Bella! That woman is too dangerous if she can attract Alex, it's not impossible that she can attract Dante! Her face is too pretty and her body is too sexy who wouldn't be tempted?”