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CHAPTER 60. THE PAST ALWAYS COMES BACK

Ella continued to mutter in her heart while imagining imagining she had a muscular build like bodybuilding, without realizing she was smiling to herself. His mind was already wandering around the island of Sumatra, he longed for something he had not eaten for four days. His addiction to drugs made his brain completely shorted.

“Quick massage! Use the scrub, don't be dumb! We are in the sauna room and should not be here long, there is a time limit.”

“Yes I understand.” Bella starts to do Dante's orders.

‘Why is my heart beating so irregularly? He never allowed me before, but now I feel thirsty and find water. Completely dry after days of not drinking makes it taste so fresh and lost my thirst.” his hand instead of moving to other parts instead just circling in that part alone. Dante realizes what Bella did.

‘Are you satisfied to touch it? I let you do this all on purpose today. Today you can touch my body as much as possible because tomorrow you will come to my house and there will be no more things like this. I will try hard to see you as someone I don't know. Only then can I forget how I feel about you. This feeling is wrong and out of place! I have to limit myself, I'm married and have Tatiana and she's my wife! His murmur in his heart was increasingly worried because honestly in his mind was still filled with memories of the past with Belinda aka Bella.

Dante always remembers all those memories and when he was with Bella, his feelings got bigger and this is what worries him. ‘You're just my son's nanny. You have no place in my heart! I did all this to save you, I didn't want you in that life. Terrible world, you need to get out of there!’ whispered her heart felt even more tormented as she also tried to refrain from touching Bella. That was his greatest passion, he missed her so much, he wanted to touch her.

‘You know how it feels when you hold my body? I want to hug you like before! I am tormented like you! But I have to endure it, as now I try to resist my will even though I really want to touch you, I long for our togetherness in the past.’ whispered his heart desperately trying to divert his mind though still his mind back there.

“Hei why don't you put the scrub on? You just circled there from earlier.”

“Sorry sir, I can't concentrate.”

“Stop your movement there. I'm talking to you!”

‘Duh ferociously, he can say slowly. Sucks....can't hold it anymore.’ murmured sadly due to Dante's orders.

“Use your brains on me! I've told you over and over again that I don't want you to do what's right. Even if you tease me, I'm not interested at all times. You remember that!”

“I understand mr.”

Bella pursed her lips. ‘Why is my fate so sad? I'm not wanted, it's the first time a man has said that. She doesn't like me because I'm a former woman. His words hurt so much! But what I can is not my will either. I also want to live as a good woman but why should I think about her words? I have to be happy, don't I? I don't have to be tired of serving him.

But I still can't refuse her, why does she have such a dazzling body. Until the back is smooth white and well maintained. His body is sturdy muscular solid...aduh I so anxious it feels like to be spoiled with him.’.

“Already.....finish! The front now, do the right thing.” said Dante change his position.

Dante turned his body to make Bella's mind again disturbed, let alone to concentrate on massaging to change the eyes only he had difficulty.

“Hey what are you thinking?”

“I....it....” his sentence was interrupted because his mind was getting messed up.

“Belinda Alexandra Amani! Why are you biting your lips with a smile?”

Waduh his face was fierce to make Bella pursed her lips tightly.

“Sorry sir, that's why...I...”.

“I—it...”.

“If you talk to me do not talk but your eyes look everywhere.” the sentence he said should be very embarrassing for normal women but for Bella the response is not so.

“Sorry sir but I can't take my eyes off of there. Do you want me to do something?”

The plot! Dante pinched Bella's forehead firmly.

“Aching. Why are you nipping my forehead again?” his hand immediately held his forehead.

“Use your brain! Don't put your fantasies on, do it right. I told you I didn't want you. If I really wanted you, you should understand?”

Dante spoke as his left hand rested on the wooden seat of his head and his right hand was bent into a triangle so that he could lean it against his knee.

“I'm sorry sir. I have to what else if I really want to. I also want to be able to hold back but I can't, sir.” Bella spoke truthfully while grimacing withstanding her afflicted pain.

“Basic shameless! You've said that phrase repeatedly to me!” Dante looked at Bella.

“I really don't know, sir but I really can't control this myself. Huuu...” he replied with a beating heart getting faster. They were still in the sauna room and sweating but Bella's body was sweating coldly because she couldn't help herself.

“What the fuck? Why are you crying?” said Dante.

“Yes, how else sir..I really want even now my head hurts. I really want my medicine, can I?” Bella can no longer tell the difference between a wish, a need because her mind was affected by a drug long ago. He was already unable to think like a normal person and made him like a fool.

He really needs therapy and Dante also realizes that.

“Did you always say the same to your clients?” pawk Dante with an angry heart. ‘I will continue to reject you with harsh words so that you don't become more and more stupid! You should be able to move on with your life because I can't be with you forever, I'm married and have Tatiana and Alex. I can't always help and protect you even if I want to,’.

“No, Sir. I never said that to them. They always wanted me first and there was never a feeling in my heart like I felt in you. But your body is indeed the best sir....do your friends also have a nice body like you?”

“What? What do you mean talk like that?”

“That----the other four of your friends, maybe you can give me one.”

“Don't dream of you! I'll never give it to you! It's good you're talking! Never think the no-no. Quickly massage me again.”

“Yes but I really want to, sir! Please just give me a little yes, one pill is fine too. I'm really tormented already can't take it anymore.”

“Bigger! How dare you beg me?” Dante looked at the woman furiously.

“I'm sure I can't take it anymore, I can go crazy if this keeps up. Come on, sir, just give me a little medicine.” Bella almost cried because she wanted it so badly.