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CHAPTER 23. I DON'T WANT TO CHANGE THE MEMORY

Dante just silently did not answer, he glanced at Bella for a moment and walked back straight to the door leaving Bella alone in the room. “Why is that guy so cold?” annoyed chatty. “Aduh....what's wrong with me? Why is my body shivering like this?” bella asked even as her feet dropped on the floor, her entire body trembled and limp. Even his hands shook greatly.

“Come on Bella, you must be strong! You can do it, don't give up or you'll be fared worse than now.” Bella tried her hardest to force herself to walk to the bathroom.

After the shower, he returned to the dressing room and put on whatever he could. After all, none of the clothes on the wardrobe deserve to be said to be decent clothes. ‘Huh...string romper again...ahhhh her bottom clothes are also like this! I'm like working day and night. Wah....I like this model nice!” Bella chooses clothes and goes downstairs to meet Dante.

“Last night I must have made a big mistake so he came. He must have come to punish me but because my condition is bad it is even me who troubles him.” Bella muttered to herself and stepped out of the room with her legs running in trembling.

“You're late and you made me wait!” dante said when Bella was in the dining room.

“Sorry Mister.” only that sentence can be said from his cherry red lips before he sits in front of the man.

“Eat!”

“Thanks.” says Bella brief.

“Hey....what's wrong with your hand? Why are you shaking like that?”

“I don't know Sir. Forgive me for making such a noise on your face.” His heart trembled like his body for fear that the man would get angry and punish him again. ‘Is he mad at me but why is he silent? Ah I have eaten anyway he also does not care.’ murmured in his heart and began to eat his food.

‘What is this feeling like I've eaten it?’ he said in his heart while stopping chewing and looking back at the food on his plate.

“Do you not like your food?” dante asked when he saw Bella stop touching the food.

Bella nodded her head looking at the man in front of her.

“I'm sorry.” he replied as he wiped the tears that suddenly dripped.

“You don't like that food? Why did you cry like that?” dante asked as he put down his cutlery and looked at Bella sharply.

“Do not misunderstand Sir. I love this food, I miss this taste.” he answered honestly and Bella again cut the sausage and mingled it with a avocado smash. Bella also tried a mixture of smash potato, egg and mayo. He really liked this food made him think of something.

“Food you like you say?” ask Dante curiously.

“Iya.” replied Bella while nodding her head. “I used to eat dishes like this once. It's delicious, it's been a long time I don't feel it and I always miss this taste.”

“You can get food like this anywhere.” Dante smiled thinly.

“No. It's different. I still remember the taste is very similar, arguably almost the same.” with a little confused he replied but actually he felt that the taste of food was the same as he had once eaten, Bella smiled.

“Look at you even stop shaking after remembering it.” said Dante who observed Bella's hands and body. The man then leaned his body against the chair. His eyes scanned the girl in front of him, watching her every move.

“I did eat a dish like this.” obviously Bella without being asked.

“Oh so. Do you like it?”

Bella nodded in response. “but I never again found the same taste of this food, just one time.”

“One time?” ask Dante again but there's a chill in his heart.

“Iya only once and tomorrow is a very sad day. That's why I always remember the taste of food as delicious as before the excruciating pain.” replied Bella smiled cynically and then wiped her tears. Bella doesn't realize that Dante feels the same way. The man did not lose his heart to remember the same day.

“I'm sorry Master because I can't control myself without the usual medicine I take.” Bella said again wipe her tears.

“Start now learn without the cure. You have to change your life. The doctor will help you, he will come here and he will tell you what to do!”

“Thanks. I thought I was going to die of an overdose.” said Bella still with a smile on her face.

“Spend your food if you really like your food.”

“You want to add?” dante asked to see that Bella had finished her meal.

“You don't want” asked Bella with a face tempted by the man's plate of food.

“Eat!” Dante stood up and took Bella's plate and put her new food down and ate three mouthfuls.

“If you like this food, why don't you make your own?”

“I can't cook.” replied Bella honestly.

“Very easy to make it.”

“Do you cook this, Mister?” bella asked again as she continued to chew her food.

“Not. I can't cook.” replied Dante glancing at a glance.

“Oh reasonable!” bella chimed in.

“You can search for recipes and how to cook them on the internet.” said Dante.

“No.” said Bella while shaking her head.

“You mean?”

“If I cooked it myself it would be bad and make me think it was bad. While the first time I ate this food, it tasted so good as this! I don't want to change my memory.” replied Bella.

“Good if you like it. Finish your food.”

Dreeett dreeetttt dreeeeeeett

Dante's phone rang making him a little anxious and immediately picked him up.

“Iya darling. What's up?”

When Bella heard the ‘sayang’ greeting from the man's lips made Bella wonder vain who called. Is it his wife or his girlfriend? But he stayed focused on his food.

“Honey, it's seven in the morning and you haven't come home yet. Are you coming home this morning?” ask Tatiana.

“I'll work. I still have a lot of work to do. What's up baby?”

While Bella steals the man's hearing on the phone. He smiled cynically ‘Haaa. Surely the woman told him to go home.” he murmured.

“Alex is looking for you, he's angry because his morning breakfast doesn't suit his taste. He even returned to ignore me and throw a glass at me, I was tired of persuading him to continue.” Tatiana said.

“Just tell him I'll be back soon.”

“All right I'll tell him. I'm waiting at home yeah, be careful on the road.”

“Thanks dear.”

“I always love you, baby.” said Tatiana disconnected phone.

“I have to go now. Take care of yourself here and there's no need to clean this house. Get upstairs soon if you still want to rest.”

“Thank you Mr Dante but can I ask you for help?” ask Bella to be brave.