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CHAPTER 47. WARM HUG

Dante patted his eel inexhaustible look at Bella's behavior. ‘So this is your real attitude? But why didn't you ever ask me like this? You're freaked out every time I go into that room. You always begged me the same thing so I wouldn't touch you. You always begged me not to sleep with you, not to touch you and stay away from you. You always asked for my freedom and that's what you always wanted but why do you want me now?’ ask Dante in his heart.

He doesn't understand how to deal with bella. ‘You're like a plain little boy, so innocent! How did you get into that black world? Don't you know how much my heart hurts when I see you there?’ Dante's heart was slashed to imagine how the men touched his body without him knowing he grasped his own waist firmly so that his nails stuck and hurt himself.

“Save your smile! Wear the correct blanket and sleep.”

“Iya Sir. Don't you want to sleep again?” bella asked innocently blinked her eyes. Dante was completely wrong to look at the woman. While Bella closed her eyes while pouting.

“Just sleep! Don't think of anything!”

“I'm sorry Sir. I'm also trying to sleep but don't get mad at me keep.”

‘Belinda Alexandra Amani, I purposely named your son the same as your name Alexander so that I will always remember you. Your son is alive and he's with me. Your son has the same eye color as you. You're like a child.’

Dante felt a strange feeling encompassing his heart. “Come closer to me.”

Bella opened her eyes. “Thank you Mr.”

“Happy yes?” dante Syndicate.

“Iya very happy. Warm and comfortable once can hug your body like this.” replied Bella smiling. He almost jumped up in excitement and opened his arms to hug Dante, inhaling the scent of the man's body. Dante involuntarily hugged Bella, giving her warmth.

‘Should I smile to see you smile like this? Should I be happy to see your attitude? I should be happy, but that's not how I feel. I feel pain...very sick and more slashed my heart to see you.’ said Dante in his heart while tightening his embrace on Bella. Feeling the warmth he had craved for so many years.

“Hem...it's very warm Sir. I'm happy.” Bella's soft voice back heard in her ear made Dante tilt his head to look at the woman in his arms.

“Only a hug you want? Something very simple?”

“Hemmm...” replied Bella nodding her head reluctantly to open her eyes.

“I'm talking to you why don't you want to see me?”

“Your voice calms me very much Sir. But if I see your face and you get angry again, I feel like crying. I feel more comfortable in your arms.”

‘What the fuck is this? It's so easy for him to talk to me like that! Don't forget Dante that this woman has been a seductive woman for the past few years. He serves both single men and married men. Remember that Dante!’ the man's heart reminded him.

“Ah...it shouldn't be like this!” the words that came out of Dante's lips made Bella open her eyes to look at the man who was looking straight ahead.

“Then I have to how, Mister?” asked Bella innocently.

“Give your body to someone! It's not something that a good woman does!” dante shakes his head.

“I am not a good woman Sir! I'm a seductress. I'm a broken woman who's been destroyed. I just need a little warmth because with that warmth I feel loved even though I will never be loved by anyone.” said Bella Lirih.

Dante did not like Bella's words at all, his forehead frowning.

“Why did I say that?”

“As we grew up we got closer but unfortunately my father fell broke and we fell poor.Since then my father's attitude changed, he started getting drunk and I was a kid to understand what he was doing outside the house. We often eat from the food of the neighbors. Mother was very nice, she often came and took me and my sister to her house, took care of us and fed us.” Bella replied smiling and the smile disappeared again replaced by a sad expression.

“When I began to think about what I wanted to achieve when I grew up, when I was preparing all the plans for my future suddenly someone came to my father's house and took me. That was the beginning of my life's destruction, everything was falling apart. No more dreams for my future, all gone! I'm not a good woman, sir. I can no longer realize my dreams.” Bella wiped her tears with the back of her hand.

“And I no longer care about my most important dream now I can give a better future to my sister. I'm willing to peddle my body until I have enough savings for myself. Sarah my sister is my future, enough I'm ruined and I don't want her to suffer destruction like me.” Bella's tears pour down.

 

‘AH.... I really want to wipe your tears but somehow this hand feels heavy and I even clenched both my hands.’ whispered Dante glanced at Bella without saying a word. Bella breathed a heavy sigh to strengthen her heart.

“I want to enjoy my life before I get old and I won't get love. I will be thrown aside because no one will want me and that's when life will get harder for me and I will have to fight again from zero. I have to raise a lot of money from now on so that I can save so that I don't get destroyed later when I have nothing left.”

“You mean...you don't expect anyone to stay with you on your old days?” ask Dante. ‘Puffff...why did I so ask about it?’ in the heart.

“Of course I want someone to accompany me, sir. Mr. Jeff promised me!”

“What did you say? She again?” dante's anger was ignited again not like to hear Bella mention the name of another man. “Keep out of my body! Go there!” Dante pushes Bella's body.

“Ha? Why are you suddenly angry? I'm talking honestly.”

“Why should you mention his name again?” Dante glared at Bella.

“He promised me that he would redeem me and he would make me his mistress or second lady. But I told him I just wanted to be first. He also told me that he would make it happen just wait for time.”

‘He likes you stupid!’ gerutu Dante pursed his lips furiously with his hands together in front of his chest. “So that's why you called her? You think he'll make you his?” dante asked, staring at Bella.

“I don't know, Sir. I haven't thought that far. I just want someone who loves me sincerely and is willing to accept me for who I am even though it is impossible.” replied Bella with a bitter smile on her face.

“In other words, your biggest dream is to find the person who loves you?”

Bella shook her head and also nodded her head.

“What do you mean shake and nod so?”

“If you ask me if I want someone who sincerely loves me, of course I answer yes. I do want that but that is not my biggest dream as long as I live in this world.”

“Then what?”

“I just want to see my son's grave wherever I am I'll look for him. I want to meet and see her just once. I want to apologize to my son because I can't take care of him. I want him to know that I miss him so much even though I will never be able to carry him.”

PLUCK IT!!!!

“Hey stop dreaming. It's late at night, go to sleep.” said Dante to divert the conversation as his hand touched Bella's forehead. His heart ached when he heard the woman's words.

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