Serra(Bloodless Wound)
SERRA
February 5th
" I'm sorry, I couldn't understand you yesterday. I don't want to limit the scope of your association, but I don't like what you say miss to other guys. I'm sorry I love you when I hurt you. I love you."
" Don't be sad anymore, many say your mood is angry sorry, dear."
" Will you be by my side? if you are worried about nothing, you can go. Sorry yesterday not I intentionally nyuekin you but I also need time for self-introspection, I ng I was also wrong to exaggerate the problem but indeed I do not like yank"
The series of Rama's messages increasingly make me chaotic, the messages that seemed to make everything collapse dark is all
" You mean what? you want to let me go yank?" (Serra)
" It is precisely I who ask, still want me to be by my side with all my selfishness, can still sayank?"
" I said yesterday do what you want yank, sayank can be angry, can blame me or want to reply me by saying miss or say love with each other do it if it can make me satisfied. I'll consider it a consequence and a punishment for me. But I'm not going away. I love you." (Serra)
These tears have fallen, I really don't want the end
like this. I love that he is so sweet. Her anger made my day colorless dark.
*Management forum meeting**t* (flashback)
Until the afternoon, Rama was still chuekin Me, even all my messages He did not reply. Today my mood is really messed up. The team members' children were usually relaxed meetings full of laughter but that night was all tense, I was aware of the situation but I myself was unable to control my emotions.
There were even some who were exposed to my snaps when it was just a trivial mistake. I no longer know how to quell the chaos of my heart and mind.
" Serr you why the hell from earlier angry mulu? again, yes?"(( Dinda)
" Weh Ser what's wrong with you, when it was just a trivial matter how can you make it so? your emotional tumbens don't control Ser?. I'm mad I'm surprised I saw you so, you realize who did you snatch earlier? Dean Ser Dean?"(( Rehearsal)
" Bodo really wants anyone if it's wrong, I don't care."( Serra)
" Want to tell the same story I Ser?, who knows I can love solutions.You can also be angry with me later. So you don't have to vent them all the same, you don't see all in fear Ser? you are firm, it is fierce but do not show your serenity also dong. We're used to your assertiveness but honestly surprised to see you're this creepy."(( Rehearsal)
" You have another problem with Rama ya Ser, otherwise you might not be like this. Aish tightly dispersed on the run, because the lion was raging. We have not found a solution about the forum event in two days."(( Rehearsal)
" What was the problem this morning Ser?"( Shemale)
" What problem?" ( Coach)
" Itulo the problem that Rama was fighting because Serra talked with Bang Alan, until now Rama no appear in the campus" (Lala)
" Hus gossip is you La" (Dinda)
" Yes who is gossiping, really ask Serra if you don't believe it" (Lala)
" Diem La, don't add to the murky atmosphere. You don't see Serra's face that's creeping, want to be spray rich Dean?" ( Coach)
" Sorry I can't think tonight, my brain's dead end. Sorry, meetings must be chaotic too. Let me make sure I think again about the idea for the event yes, now just disperse free I have no solution". My breakup at last, I realized my attitude was outrageous. It's really fucked me today.
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Rehearsed
" Ser, sorry I chatted you personally. I know I'm in a really bad mood again, I don't let me share Ser I'm ready to be a listener."
" Lue know I Rat personal problems I can't possibly share."
" I know Ser, but trust me, we're members of your team always there for you, we can find solutions together to solve problems."
" I still don't trust the team that I formed Rat, I know I can't keep people's mouths shut so as not to speak up."
" I can trust you with me, tell your heart to be calm. Lue's not Serra if you're angry again you know no, genuine serem."
" If not who do I keep?"
" Devil time."
I laughed when I heard the new nickname that was given to me. I know Ratih just wants to entertain, but the heart problem is really complicated.
"Finally Iue can laugh Ser even for a while, huff your attitude like that could mess up your position as leader Ser, lue realiz noth." ( Coach)
" I know I shouldn't be angry because of such trivial things."
" Next time keep the emotions Ser, not only not good for others but better for lue. I know a lot of people don't like me."
" It's true, but how about RK in the future?
" Why RK?"
" Hadeh where your smart brain shifts Ser!!. Inget did not Rector and Dean ever say the responsibility of RK was all given to lue, so now I understand not the same I mean?."
" I'm dizzy Rat, I can't think."
" Lue take a break, if you're ready to find me story yes. I'll always have time for lue Ser, kepp smile kep strong I'm sure I can."
" I need to, thank you, Rat I want to talk to you."
" Yes have rest sono, gomel also need power Ser." hahaahhaahh
" Sompret hahahah bye Rat."
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february 12th.
" Ser has a show what's heula?, I skipped yesterday so miss the news."
" Here's the reason you're Ron, podium star selection."
" I mean yes sort of race that, later will be chosen the best."
" Is there a prize?"
" Is it certain, your interest is Ron?"
" Maybe there are special conditions?"
" Conditions in particular must be active anyway, others are not there. Just the usual terms of the event."
" Who is the list? same you can?"
" Same Ratih Ron, he's in charge."
" The prize is interesting, if not interesting males follow."
" Your base yes, I sent the promotion. Read it yourself not much nanya, dizziness explained."
" Hele duck is still sensitive to you, here I hug to calm down."
" Sompret won't knock you."
" Wkwkwkwk gosh you're Ser seriously heartfelt, watch out fast old lo."
I didn't answer Rony's lead, I'm having a hard time controlling my mood. Finally I choose to go home and go to the Rujak stall, today my schedule to eat spicy food so that the burden wears off a little.
" I went home first, today is not my mood. If imposed
afraid mala kepancing angry rich yesterday, can mess everything."
" Yes, let me take care of it later."
" chat me if there's anything less clear Rat." Train just nodded.
For the first time in my time as leader, I took my responsibilities to the team. No mess, not really competent.
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