
The pain that broke my feelings made me goosebumps no one knew I was sick, I don't know I'm very fragile if it's dealing with Rama. If someone asks why is that? what makes me love him so much? Even the answer to myself I don't have.
Sometimes I want to free myself in my attitude but I cannot defeat my own race. ***I love him
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Rama asks permission off some time from all the activities of the forum, I agree to him and give time so that Rama can be calm in dealing with the problems posed by him himself and Wulan.
But in reality Rama did not really disappear. He was always actively contacting me and sharing complaints with me.
Back I tried to restore his spirit and confidence. I most understand the nature and attitude of Rama when he was down then go away his choice because Rama can not think clearly at that time, it makes no difference when He was angry, it makes no difference when He was angry, when angry Rama will be a different person and it is terrible. Others who receive his anger will feel hurt but I, I am too full will be angry so I can fortify my heart firmly so as not to make it waver when Rama rampages,
" Yank, I'm ashamed of you. After what I've done, why do you still want to be by my side?." Rama's question confused me.
" Don't know Yank, I just know I love you." Serra
" But I've always hurt you with my behavior, you can leave if you're disgusted with me." Ramah
" It is for now not to think of Me, my heart or my race. Focus on Yank to finish all the wanderlust Wulan made." Serra
" Huuft I don't know if you're not around, who do I have to change my mind with? thank you, my dear, you are the best." Ramah
Do not think all the plays and plays played by Wulan ended, after my warning He still continues even Rama had sent the results of their private chat to me as proof that Rama had finished everything with Him. But not with Wulan who is determined to stay together.
" Wulan I've hurt Serra, I don't want to let her down again. I'm asking you to understand."
My heart warms to read the private chat that Rama sent to Wulan. Only now do I feel loved honestly even though the words affection, love and longing are often said but in my heart sometimes hesitated to interpret the taste, is the taste the same as I feel?
I'm in a state of mind with myself, I'm aware of my circumstances. Rama's too high for me to reach. But dear this is real, this love exists and I cannot afford to reject it.
It may be true to say that love is blind, knows no time or place and is in a state of incompatibility. But this love is in my heart without passing.
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Forum sings
" Morning all" Lala
" Morning is also La, the other morning is." Dinda
" Wah tumben on gathering early in the morning what the hell is this?." Rehearsed
" Don't know suddenly there's a notification asking to gather." Yantis
" Who gave the command?." Rehearsed
" Serra this morning sent a random message, told us to gather here. For what and what I don't know." Yantis
" Have anything happened lately that has been missed? why I'm so dead-end Gini ya." Rehearsed
" Special RK is safe as long as Serra holds quite a bit of shock can be overcome." Dinda
" Ber sometimes I'm confused Serra it can be from where the info and also can He think quickly how to overcome it?." Rehearsed
" Generic intake weh, Serra had lived abroad so eat Bread well we cassava which is far different." Dinda
" It is still morning on the altar, also ngibahin Me. No work for you?." Serra
" Wkwkwk.this is not Serr's ratio, but talk if the ratio is behind so that the person does not know." Dinda
" It's up to his obvious name not to throw up a lot." Serra
" Sorok is you ser." Dinda
" In whose slob? vomiting because most things are not necessarily true, do you think long distance Din." Serra
" You're not nervous anymore, are you, Rat?." Dinda
" Ngigau why else would I?." Rehearsed
" Well you said Serra went back where did she go? there's no report he's leaving, right." Dinda
" Have you debated, ready no impromptu duty." Serra
Small debates between special teams are common but if not stopped will spread everywhere later.
" What other duties is Ser?." Dinda
" There is a discourse from the Dean and the Rector, the eagle team will be closed and replaced to the Garuda team that belongs to the Dean himself. I need people to monitor the active student movement, because there will be many activities." Serra
" Determine the concept We go together, if we split up we'll have trouble handling." Rehearsed
" Okay, guys who walk. For a while I have another task waiting." Serra
" Well, then we move together and the results we negotiate again. Well, if you have agreed, just make a decision and report the Rector." Dinda
Recruitment of new members for the new forum as well, the task was young yet I couldn't carry it myself. Not unwilling or unable but Ramaku is more important than that for now. Rama needs me to restore his fallen confidence, and I will not leave him.
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" Mamy how are you?." Danny
" Good Dan, why?" Serra
" Don't Mamy get sick yesterday?" Danny
Jeez, this child knows where I am sick from, but no one knows my condition that dropped because of the case of Wulan and Rama.
" hurt? who's sick Dan? mamy's fine." Serra
" really? Mamy wasn't lying to Danny, was he, Mam?." Danny
" Why did Mamy lie, proof of this healthy Mamy." Serra
Sorry for all the lies I've been doing lately. Lord You know best why I should hide my circumstances, I do not want to be a burden on the minds of those who love me.
" Mam, what is Papi? the problem is sorted out yet the drama queen?." Danny
" Hust you can't do that, remember not to call her the drama queen out there. If Mamy ever met Mamy, Mamy's mad at you." Serra
" Yeah Mamy is too good anyway, he's already willing to take Papi is still also behind. Though if allowed Danny want to bully him until he can not talk again let's knock." Danny
" No permission, nothing'an you. And Mamy's not a good ass but Danny's trying to put himself in the Wulan position how would Danny feel if he was bullied?." Serra
" It's her fault, mam, why you want to be a bully." Danny
" Mamy doesn't want to debate, which Mamy wants all of you Mamy's friends and neither do you interfere in the matter. Let Mamy, Papi and Wulan finish it all. Want to promise Mamy you're not gonna interfere with Dan." Serra
Forced to do this, I know very well the nature of the free Danny. Danger if I give him permission, I don't want to arise new problems later.
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