Serra(Bloodless Wound)
Nyepi last year
march 12, 2021
There was a match event that entered my agenda. At first I was ordinary, there was no longer any awkward in me following the same event.Perhaps because it has become accustomed to.
It is ready with all combat troops, be it mosquito troops, shadow troops or troops of the tuyul. The two days leading up to the event became the busiest day for all forum members.
All prepare themselves for one victory of the petitions they champion. I was used to the view in my own forum, not many members but enough to be called the cage of the most noisy riot troops.
Only with 54 people can make a rowdy forum all day with all the chatter and laughter without stopping. That day was beautiful.
I only listened to those who were preparing an event party for me. I left them by going to Nadya's forum. Unexpectedly the same thing happened there, I laughed without wanting to join.
Turning to the rey forum, the members are not more than 30 people but already rame kayak market moved. I smiled again, on two forums my friends posted real announcements of support requests for me from each member of the forum at my event on the 14th.
Ting
A message came from the Rector.
" Are you sure you're following the big event?" ask in a message
" Yes dad, I'm sure. What happen dad?"
" This nyepi day hai Serra, what are you not bussy in your country?"
" Ha!!, I haven't even seen my calendar yet. I'll check first." Hunt me down my cell phone and move to see the calendar hanging on the wall.
" Oh my good" I said patting my forehead
Why teledor? I should have checked the dates and everything before applying as a participant in the event.
I only looked at the brochure given to me and was attracted to a formidable opponent. As if spurring my andrenaline to again want to achieve satisfaction in the victory cheer that all members of the forum feel.
Let alone seeing the smiles and parties my friends gave me. Proud of our achievements together with the slogan "TIGER DEFINITELY WON"
Selogan crazy that they get from the teasing of a competitor love me actually, but instead used as jarkon to spur our spirit.
" What should I do now" My monologue told myself
" Dad, help me please🙏"
" I can't Serra, I was busy that day. I think you know?"
" Gosh" back I hit my wide eel plan. Why can it forget.
" I also have the same day, so I told the dean to intervene. How can I help you!"
" Hehe, sorry dad I forgot😁"
" Love you think so be all lupaan. Focus on everything."
Dam' it's got to be.
I rack my brain thinking of the best way to make a solution. And the worst thing is to explain to my friend how. I want to laugh when I see their disappointed faces.
While in the event my name as a representative of the forum can not back down again. Finally, he was forced to find a replacement to attend the event.
What about my friend?. Don't be asked what they've gathered to support me at the event to be the party that day, they call it "The disappointment party"
As much as I can persuade them to use all that to support the replacement that I have appointed myself the results remain nil. ya have I resigned anyway was I wrong.
With messages sent globally from the communication that there will be network disconnection while making all understandings even though disappointed.
march 14th, 2021 new day
Please hope the anxiety hit makes the upset stronger. Even though I have already taken the solution. Even Rama and I had promised each other to be off all day that day.
" I'm also off if that's yank, why on too if there's no you. Slippers"
" There will be other friends too, just one day a night anyway" I advised without thinking. I forget that the time of day last night is very long, while cheating is enough with just 5 minutes.
" It's up to you then. Shif tomorrow are you yank?"
" The night, it's quieter, there's nothing I work for."
" It's good, no one's nagging you if you're late for a meal"
" It's a lack, it's too comfortable with your nagging because"
" The gumbatnya" Cibirku
" It's true"
" Yes yes, rather than a manyun" Timpalku
The conversation was not clear just to fill the time before morning. The next morning we could no longer do it.
07:00 in the morning, I got a cell phone. Tried to bring it to life and there was a message what Aap came in from my sister. Just to tell him that he's okay in his contract. At first I was used to answering messages but then I realized one thing" How can we get messages back to each other?"
I'm happy to go back to trying to log into the forum and connect. Smile I exhale.
"'Asem where the event I've diverted, the time I want to take again is not ethical at all right" I chided mocking myself.
In the end I stayed in my silent mode. No one knew at that time if I could come and listen to their conversations and preparations. I laughed silly, because now I'm acting like a con man. Not my intention
But one advantage I got, all the time I spent with him.Laughs at the silliness of these few days.
" You didn't tell them you could come yank"
" I want to but not now, maybe tomorrow. If now pity the same one who replaced me and don't feel good for the other."
...🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹...
It didn't feel like time was so fast going on, leaving behind a lot of memories. Be it a good memory or a bitter memory.
It's been a year, hoping all can melt with the wind.
Decompose laughter leaves wounds, life is like a mirage.Sometimes crowded and sometimes torturous, but do not forget with all the likes that say hello
Sometimes a mistake can make a lot of assumptions, making us personally suspicious
Time will keep moving, leaving us who are still walking in place
Wrap yourself up with a pseudo happiness that sometimes comes like a dream
Never forget the story even though all the carvings of the story passed with the change of time
Smiling brings the heart in peace
Grasping finger after prayer in a dream, hoping that everything will change soon
Slowly wanting to go in search of inner calm, away from all that is real will never be sure.
Laughing loudly carves out the beauty of wishful thinking
That way everything will always look beautiful in the shadows
Keep running without having to look again, treading wings develops a dream
...🌹🌹🌹🌹...
Warm regards, dear greetings
My serra story ends here
Sorry this story has to end
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