
Sometimes at our own time we will feel lost, whether it is love or friends. When they are close we seem to forget their presence but when the distance comes to separate then we will realize the meaning of a loss.
He used to be very close, every moment of every moment comes in the form of attention and support. But I just take it for granted without wanting to know his feelings is not, not trivializing but less sensitive is the main reason.
Letting go of all just for the sake of one belief, must be paid dearly with a word "Losing ". Yes, it's gone, no matter if we're conscious or not.
The difference between the word sincere and only sweeteners will be seen at that time. Can it? that question seems to be the scourge of wounds in every lost soul.
But there is a great meaning implied in that sad word. It will be exposed and will prove to be sincerity and hypocrisy. Here's my story..
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FLASHBACKS..
6 Months earlier.
" Yank, is there an event today? I'm gonna confide."
" No Yank, I always have time for you whenever it's."
" Ilih lebay her."
He's Rony, my best friend from a few months or arguably the last year. An introduction that was never stepped on and expected, when I needed help He came without me knowing. Rony helped me a lot to solve the problems caused by the terrifying psycho guy revelation.
At first glance about the revelation, he's a rude and very, very selfish guy. He can do everything to achieve his goal. Fortunately, Rony and Bang Fa came to help. At first I was alone in facing the strange Revelation, until at last I knew the limits of my abilities and could no longer dispel all the terror from it.
Bang Fa who is close to me might be able to read this. Finally he began to ask the subject of the problem I faced, yes Revelation asked me to be her lover but I refused because of her attitude and nature that very much made me uncomfortable.
I never expected Bang fa to come to help with the help of his friend He is Rony, and more not step back on the proposal and how to solve my problem to erase the traces of Revelation. Rony and I had to pretend I was in a relationship, resisted because I felt uncomfortable. It could be because of the sense of using Rony that makes the doubt. But Rony assures me that there is no better way, why not try it all just a play?.
From the deal of the day we became familiar and friends in quotes" In reality ", yet we as lovers "In front of everyone" .
Being close is not a young thing but because Ron as soon as I called him, the people are so cute and young to get along with us. Every day we share info about a lot of things.
In the end, the call of love became our daily life, even sometimes forgetting that we were actually just theatrical.
I'm Serra 23. I continued to study at a college called "RK" campus which gave me many good memories of happiness, sadness and love .
At first it was very difficult to make Revelation believe our play, but Ron's presence by my side hit him hard.There is no more reproach for Revelation to just be disturbing. Revelation disappeared without a trace, as if it just vanished.
But the play tells a different story, because of the frequent interaction and storytelling we become more understanding of each other. No words made, no expression all goes still like the beginning just kinship in the dressing "Friends But Friendly" (TTM).
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At my own college, I was an active student. All kinds of activities I participate in, maybe that's what makes many people know me. My tenacious nature and not wanting to distinguish status or anything made me young to make friends, but I forgot something very important that is sincerity and the meaning of a "Friendship".
I always considered my closest people and my best friends to be number one and best, I forgot that God also created thorns in the flesh and daggers to pierce.
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2 months later..
" Yank, I'm going to take part in an apprentice exchange. I went outside the area, some distance across the island. Are you okay with me living alone?"
" It's okay, there's a lot of friends here too."
" Yes but no one can take care of you later." Rony smiled bitterly
" Ilih, keep from what try? You're just there."
" What do you want and what is there? you also have to be ready to live life in people's place, right?" Serra
" It's all ready, born more ready inner less fit." Rony
" Why is it so spirit?"
" Ilih took the wrong drug you huh? it's weird, though."
Hahahhahh.lawa Rony.
" Mala laughs, why are you? which one is your girl? no one knows you as long as I know ."
" It doesn't exist, you want to find it wherever you'll never meet."
" Yes it's been spitting out there, your time keeps on flirting."
" Elah yank, you're talking about it."
I laughed out loud at Ron's face that was made funny because he was disappointed.
" When did you leave?" Ask after you are satisfied to laugh
" Sunday, Friday I want to grieve the Father first to bury him".
" Yes have prepared carefully yes, do not get so clear there is left"
" Will not be the Princess".
" Eleh your sweet-ass"
" I'm sweet, yank."
" Narcissists know." I answered while laughing
As Ron said, on Friday He went on a pilgrimage to his father's grave even he sent pictures of the tomb and the journey He took. Even he complained because in the middle of the road had to be trapped by heavy rain to delay his time.
Unimagined the day after He left, frankly as long as there is He my day is always full of laughter, because there is just silly behavior that He did.
" Yank all night can't I chat you?."
" Chat yes chat, really tumben permission is usually also directly tuh tuh tuh ."
" It's Yank all night, which means you have to stay up."
" Eleh ogah ah, I'm sleepy tomorrow."
" Your Ish yank, yes I've chatted with others just like that."
" Wek sulks richly just you yank."
" You are that."
" Already check again there the goods that want to be brought who knows there is still less."
" You are less Serra, why the hell you never sensitive to all my code. I was so confused, You really can't feel or I'm not worthy of you" Rony's inner voice spoke bitterly
" I know all you mean Ron, but I can't do it. Not because I don't like that other story, but the real reason is because from the beginning we agreed to just be friends and this play just to make Revelation go away. Had I accepted you, people would have thought I used your kindness all along. And I don't want that to happen, so sorry I had to pretend I didn't know." Serra breathed in silence.
TBC Genk's
Still the first chapter may not have met or guess the plot.please be patient .hehe.
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