Serra(Bloodless Wound)

SERRA

Says people

We will never know the meaning of love before we lose it

Says people too

Without loss, we never know regret.

Sorry

it may be just a word that represents a lot of meaning.

However

Sorry, I never closed all the wounds

When it's all over.

Only then will we realize the existence of a word "Anda" as the greatest form of regret.

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My event went well, although not a winner but I have greatly appreciated all forms of support from my friends and also of course my lover.

The 2nd place I won tonight, made everyone cheer happy. Like a great achievement of friends partying evaporate their happiness.

" Good job Serra" The Rector congratulated me personally

The Rector also joined my friends, they told me stories and laughed together in my personal forum.

I looked to the left, but I did not see the figure I was looking for.

" Did he just go to work?" I thought after being satisfied to explore all the RK forums for the sake of looking for it but there was no shadow.

" yank"

10 Minutes passed and there was no reply I received from him.

Maybe Ramaku is getting busy !!

" Yes my queen, I'm sorry I was still around another forum to celebrate your victory."

" Ha, didn't I win sayank"

" It's okay, champion 2 is also very good. This is your event worth celebrating. Anyway I promised them a party, if you win yank"

" You're wasteful again yank?"

" It's no big deal, how do you feel queen? Pleased?"

" Ehmm, very happy. I'm happy tonight yank, very happy to see the laughter of friends. Look at them humbling in my private forum."

" Thank you for yank" I continued

" For you, smile queen. I want to see you smile."

" We join them yuk yank" Rama closed our private chat

And sure enough, he showed up in my forum and joined the others.

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Does anyone know the difference between friends and friends?

I used to think there was no difference between friends and friends. It means the people closest to us.

In reality they are different.

Friends will always be there when we are happy and when he is in trouble

But friends

They will always exist in whatever time we experience, when we are happy or difficult, they will always exist as our own shadow.

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" ser"

" Hemm" I looked up.

" Are you okay?"

The same question I'd repeatedly heard, if I could, I'd say I'm tired of it.

But I could never do it, I realized it was a form of caring from my best friend.

But I am not a patient who will continue to fall if in a problem.

" What else is it? why ask that? just tell me there's something to say."

" It's not very good"

" Honestly I'm the same question that's-it's mute, like there's nothing else I can do but be upset and sad. I swore far and wide on my principles all this time"

" I'm just afraid, when I want to get to the news is not the right time. And it will add to the burden of your mind"

" Say!!, don't go around in circles. Dizziness know!!"

" Ckckc the female tiger started raging, okay I told you but the consequences I don't want to bear"

" Ckck's chatty, isn't the story?"

My mood is no longer okay, from before the event I have been holding it back so as not to explode. But again and again there is a lure that makes it hotter.

I went back to immersing myself in the game, a game I used as a tool to relax my mind.

If I used to like to join in brain-draining discussions, such as debates and titles of opinion. This time I chose to play a relaxing game.

I just want to calm down

Tonight was the same, I was immersed in the game and laughed to myself, telling stories with the community in the game. Before a chat comes back to blow it all away.

Anxious came back to whack my heart, wanting once it felt like I was cursing. But, baby, I am not capable.

Can't I just calm down for a second? can't a problem like this get away from me?

No matter how much I rejected it, it all happened.

" Ser, don't you feel like Yanti's been a little weird lately?" Ratih really made my concentration crumble.

I've avoided it for a while now, of course I know the change. I watch every situation of the people around me. Funny right? I seem to be lacking in work.

" why?"

" It's in a forum, I saw her cursing. Strange as it may seem, he has us close to him. But why choose a public place to confide?"

" It's his right, we don't have to interfere. Let him solve his own problems."

" Your lake was there, I saw it too."

Ckck.of course I already know, huuft. It seems that it can no longer avoid it now.

" Rat, anyone who knows this. Besides you there are more?"

" That's good, it's a public forum. Must be a lot of people who joined and listened to it Ser."

" As much as possible close, do not let the news or anything that goes into the RK."

" I know, what about the other kids? did we tell them?"

" No need, let's not arise many questions later that make you dizzy."

" Yes already then, you better rest now Rat, it's late as well."

" You're Ser too, remember sharing with me if there's a problem. Don't take it yourself"

I just nodded in response.Entah Ratih know or not cross there.

A few days ago, I saw that familiarity. Not a strange thing indeed, but it becomes strange because of unusual movements

In fact, Rama also ended up lying often. When I asked him a lot of reasons he gave.

I should how? all sorts of questions always managed to come to my mind so beautifully. Without knowing, my heart is getting worse.

My friend, again with my friend. What's really going on with them??

I know Yanti is pairing with someone, but why has she been getting closer to Rama lately. I always get attention when I am not seen.

Should I close my eyes? or asking?

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Quiescent

sometimes it is the best choice when confused and disappointed

Quiescent

it is also the best way to think and reflect

Quiescent

it doesn't mean we are afraid and we lose

Silent though

sometimes it's more beautiful than talking but stifling

Those who choose silence, most those who love too deeply.

And it turns out that my inertia has been too long, is it wrong if I start to get tired of doing it?

Rebellion wrong? yes, the rebellion of all events and also the rebellion of all races.

Don't you remember everything? farewell 1-5 I never agreed to it, right? Never once did I. You've all decided for yourself all along.

So don't blame me for choosing this path.

You always ask me to understand, but I'm sorry to understand that I have limits.

I was no longer able to survive when the disappointment piled up in the heart.

Don't blame Him, He who is present fills my heart now. If you want to blame just the circumstances, yes, the circumstances that make you blind and also the circumstances that make me fall in love with him.

That way we can make peace with time, without blaming each other again.

This departure of mine, just think of it as a lesson to you. Patient people will not be patient forever.

I've forgiven everything.

Be happy who has ever given you happiness. Thanks for all the memories.

Peaceful greetings R2💖