Serra(Bloodless Wound)
SERRA
" Sayank, I'm a little busy tonight. So later the chat is a bit late yes Yank, if it's relaxing." (Rama)
" Yes be careful yank!."( Serra)
" Where are you going or what is Yank? not curious about it?."((Ramah)
" No need, I'm sure if it's necessary to share with me you'll definitely tell me without waiting for me to ask Yank for an explanation."((Serra)
" It turns out that I did not choose wrong, besides your attention is also understanding as well. More love."(Ramah)
" Ilih kok mala ngegombal anyway, what time is there any activity? get ready there later on you Yank!."(( Serra)
" Ok deh sayank, I say yes. Don't miss because longing is hard so let only me miss you."((Ramah)
" Be careful, take care, take care. Love you."((' Love youSerra)
" Love you sayank."
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Time goes on, it won't look back. Believing false beliefs but believing them are questionable.
The one week that I asked brought me in a big dilemma, one side I love Rama but the other side I feel very guilty to Rony.
Never terbesit a bit to make a wound, because wait I do not know the presence of taste. The presence of Rony has given a different meaning to my day, bringing a new spirit in the day. But I hurt him without realizing how it felt. Sorry
" Assalamualaikum Yank, there's something I want to talk to you about Yank. Something I need your help hehe."
" I don't know when this message will reach you, Yank earlier I wanted to tell you. A few days ago there was a guy who shot me Yank, at first I was cuekin because he was a playboy. But yank, after ten days had passed he again asked about my answer, I was really confused that time."
" Today is exactly one week We made it, sorry Yank I just managed to tell you a story. Back then I knew you were busy taking care of everything there was one request I needed your help."
" Yank there's nothing else I'm asking for, just a little change in our habits especially calling. Change your call to me no longer call me Sayank there's a sense I need to take care of now ."
" I'm sorry I know that call is so convenient for us, but I don't want to hurt her either. You don't worry because I'm going to stay like this never changes. I'm still your Serra who will always be there when you need a friend to tell me, I'm still your Serra who will always be your best friend. Just a changed call, whisper Yank please."
***There are a few cuts that are imprinted, I know and realize that what I decided today caused severe pain without me knowing the consequences.
I'm too selfish with my love, subconsciously I'm sacrificing another heart for I'm broken.
The smiley emogy you always send me just as your wound cover***.
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This morning I left early because there's something I have to do, I'm not alone because there's Dany who helps me, don't get me wrong Dany is a lo girl. She's a little tomboyish beauty yet she's energetic never being able to shut up.
Accidentally I walked towards the side cafeteria, there I saw a scene that made part of my heart cut.
" Hey can you make contact?"
" Can,"
" Rama, once in the morning you leave there is a duty?."
" Dira, I'm used to leaving in the morning. A smile can hang out like this."
" May I ask for his contact number, let's be more familiar."
And it happened, they exchanged numbers without them knowing my presence there.At first I never suspected because I was sure of his heart.
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A month later
" Hey, how are you?"
" Lo Ron, when are you coming back? why don't you just forget about me?."
I sulked as I continued to hit Rony who was just laughing in response to my raking. That laugh I really miss.
" Long time I stayed you still this doesn't change huh."
" you mean?"
" Yes long I've stayed You're still this way, keep sweet keep crisp."
" I'm a cracker" I pretended to be a manyun.
Something has changed, something is different and no longer the same. I know and feel Rony trying to keep his distance from me. There is a kind of wall He created between us.
" What am I calling this? hi time?"
" Call what's as comfortable as you are, just don't call ugly beware nambek nih ."
" Duck or enthok?"
" Ron is serious, you're ignorant."
" Good Duck time ya."
" Good from Hong Kong, change anyway don't that don't want."
I miss you being so spoiled like this Ser, I miss you being chatty, I miss you being tough too. One month is not enough for me to be able to wipe you out of this mind.
If you knew, I would be devastated without your presence. You are my spirit Ser, but I must be willing to accept your decision. I see that happiness in your eyes. I won't bother him.
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Ramah
" Sayank, is Rony back?"
" Heeum, the day after yesterday said it. I just don't know if he's back, haven't told you in a long time, said he's busy."
" I'm annoyed to know Yank, when I want to be called Duck."
" Same with Rony? The duck? Bebebz time?"
" What the hell, Duck knows he said."
" Have you met?" I just nodded
" Why not a story?" Uh this is why his tone is different
" It's not important, Yank, why try?."
" Oh, so if talking to other guys isn't important? what usual?" I am mad at mala
" Not so Yank, I mean that we obrolin is also not important. Just say hello, no more vows"
" Who knows, however, there has been a relationship between you first."
" What's the relationship, haven't I explained Yank? still don't trust me?."
" Who knows you're behind my back."
" You're the reason, you've told me. Once I commit then I will continue to hold it will never deny what else is being said. I also told you that I'd leave when you asked me Yank yourself."( Serra)
" I don't know for sure I don't like you being too familiar with other Guys."
" You angry?"
" Not angry but kelas, I just want to kill them." (Brake)
Rama I really don't know your way of thinking, I know you have a relationship with Dira behind me. But why is it my Mala that you accuse.
Sometimes I doubt your attitude, sometimes you're sweet, sometimes you're rude. You change and sometimes I don't recognize you.
What exactly does my presence mean to you Yank, or just a mere sweet decoration without meaning and without meaning?.Sometimes you pull me closer but not infrequently you push me away.
God strengthen my heart and soul ( SERRAS)
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***But no mountain will be chased, because all that seems is just a mirage.
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