Serra(Bloodless Wound)

Serra

That day also came, the day Ramaku was appointed manager. I am happy because it can make the name of Rama more successful but there is fear that drifts in my heart. I really understand that Rama who suble will quickly familiar with anyone let alone the girls.

But I'm trying to put my trust in him back, sure I'm Rama no longer acting.

" Yank, you know there's not a lot of people complaining about my name when I show up. It feels like what Yank is, emm like there is a pride in himself when everyone greets and calls our names." Rama told me with enthusiasm.

Narcissists do but that's Ramaku, who always wants to be dominant. I believe He is able to reach it but is also prone for him to step because of his nature that will be used by young people.

" You don't Yank, if I show up the girls immediately scream hysterias call my name. Funny Yank but exciting too when I throw their game at the enthusiast."

Huuft girls right!! how could Ramaku be far away with a creature called a girl. Ramaku is Rama the casanova full of charm.

" Be careful, take care of yourself, keep your attitude and keep your heart Yank, remember even if I'm here I can know your behavior there. You think I don't know Venti's intention to ask you to be his partner? He just wants to be the closest person to you." Serra

" Don't worry my darling, I won't hurt you again. I will always remember you in every moment."

Rama knows you, your promise is happy but also scary. I memorized your mischief I know your weakness I also understand your needs.

You are my woman, You are the master of my heart, You are the owner of my soul and I fear You will also be the cause of my greatest destruction.

You will never feel this feeling so deep, maybe no one will even know the truth of my love so fierce that all who oppose it can no longer mess with it. But honey, this is just me feeling because you never want to feel it.

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" Serr, why else are you? daydreaming terribly you daydream?" Ratih approached me who was focusing on watching the children joking at the forum

" There's nothing, Rat, why?" I tried to hide everything and the gunda that some time turned on me.

" Don't play, I'll memorize you. Without problems you will be very energetic not lackluster like this. Your face is smiling but I know your smile is a fake Ser."

" La sotoy you mah Rat, where there is so."

" I'm on that forum and there's some kids coming in, too, but I'm sure they don't know anything." Ratih started the original story I didn't want to hear

" I know you're too good Ser, you know how Venti's behind you he's acting good and evil." Ratih kept on chattering

" It was Rama Rat's choice and I just wanted to support him." My rebut

" Support for what? for He's got another baby behind you like that?."

" You mean what the fuck is Rat? Rama's cheating again?."

" You know best the nature of your actions Ser, you also know the changes in the last few days. I know you're not as old as they say out there, it's just that your love is what makes you look so bodo with that love of yours. There is nothing wrong with your love and also your love Ser but the bodo in it that makes you even more meaningless. You were made like a worthless man."

" Rat, I know you're upset but I don't know why I'm like this."

" People say baby, say love but always have the heart to hurt and hurt your feelings still You defend even You defend, I don't know anymore how to make You aware Ser."

" And it's not good to be arrogant because we don't know the truth, right?" I tried to give Dany some understanding

" Just like that, stay Papi mam new mamy will be free from all pain and humiliation. Where's Mamy's self-esteem? just for Papi Mamy's sake willingly underestimated, Mamy willingly became a gossip."

" Nad take Dany away, danger if she goes berserk."

" But what Dany said was true of all Ser, Lue couldn't turn a blind eye to this." Nadias

" I know Nad, let me find another way. I'm sure there's still a way for all of me."

" It's up to Lue yes that matters to Me and the others to have learned You Serr, for the sake of your own good heart." Nadya grumbled as she passed carrying Dany along

I know guys, you're the best friends I've got. But what about my heart? I love that He is very dear. I just want to be happy and smile.

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Selvians

" Where is Ser Lue? still being phased in or off already?." Nadya called me personally tonight

" Nad Forum, I'm in a meeting with the Rector. Important??."

" Lue man, I'll stay in the message later Lue read after Lue's meeting is sorted out, remember to settle Lue's affairs with the Rector just read my chat." Nadias

" Hem, ok I'll call Lue again Nad. Sorry I have to be in a meeting."

" Aman Ser, I'll continue."

Personal meetings with the Rector I often do, just the two of you. We often talk about a lot of things, especially about RK and the children who are involved in it.

RK to me was a second home, long before I joined, I was on another forum team, but it was on RK that I felt appreciated and my name soared carrying the name of RK flying beat some of the big names of other forums.

Proud to be uncertain, I and the Rector complete package in solving problems in the agency. In my silence many tasks no one knows and is aware of my role behind the scenes with the Rector.

Exit the forum even destroy the pebbles that interfere with the sustainability of RK, I do it. Wicked it? for those who do not know the plot may be evil but for those who understand, it is a form of RK fortification that ends in the spear of Me and the Rector.

And Rama became the greatest weakness that I had, before being with him I was a hard and closed person. That's the real reason why so many are disinclined by me.

I rarely speak, even rarely chat too familiar with the members of all I leave to the team, my role is more behind the scenes with the Rector.

But lately I have been in more trouble especially about Rama, He became my biggest priority besides RK. My concentration is divided but I always try my best in everything. Serra is a strong and tough Serra. Nothing and no one can shake it.

TO BE CONTINUE