
Povs. Ayuna Maharani
"It!"
My mother-in-law threw a chocolate map onto the table right in front of me. A map that he had taken from a black bag ala-ala socialite mother. I don't know what the chocolate map is, I don't even want to know. Meanwhile, I just kept quiet as I continued to look towards the map.
"Pick it!!!" His orders with a loud crack.
I was not arguing, I obeyed him and took the brown folio-sized envelope. I turned the hook, then slowly took out the contents of the envelope which turned out to be several sheets of paper.
"Sign now, don't waste my time!"
"Mom, what is this??"
After I read the title of the file, I questioned this to my mother-in-law.
"YOU CAN READ, RIGHT???"
Oh God, is this me? Has this been prepared in advance by Mother and Mas Bagus? Not to dry these tears due to the incident in court earlier, now must be spilled back.
The divorce papers that Mas Bagus filed for me, will this be a sign of my new status as a widow?
"Buruan, uh!!!!"
My mother-in-law forced me to hold a pen, so I could sign the divorce papers immediately. I can feel how he clasped my hand with the black pen.
"Mom, why force me??"
"Why? You don't accept it? You just realized, if you can't live without Good? Late Ayuna!!"
"Mom, I'll fix my household affairs with Mas Bagus,"
"Free, you're on talak! Cepet sign!!"
With a heavy heart, I carved my paraf on the seal on this white paper. Maybe true said my mother-in-law, if it's useless I fix everything while Mas Bagus has expressed his talent.
"Geeh!" My mother-in-law immediately snatched the paper from my hand. After that he immediately came out of my rented house with a feeling of satisfaction.
I cried so much, I don't care anymore if anyone listens to this stuff. I don't want to go back to the office, to work. Because my feelings are now tired, so no longer have the spirit of life.
Only in this room, accompanied by a photo of Dinda I wept over the fate of my disadvantaged life.
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Night feels so fast, the morning has begun to show the sunshine that blinds the eyes. I don't know what time I cried yesterday, because I didn't see the clock at all.
My body felt stiff when I woke up this morning. Obviously, because I haven't changed my clothes since yesterday. Even I did not fill my stomach, but my life so needed a lot of energy.
I headed to the kitchen, looking for something to eat in the freezer. Luckily there is bread that can temporarily block this stomach with warm white milk.
I looked at the wall clock, already showing six in the morning. I should've rushed to the office, given how congested the highway is. However, laziness has mastered this self. I don't want to work anymore, what for? I no longer have children, I have also been dumped by my husband, I am alone.
It's no use, is it? I was devastated, without friends, no one would care about my situation, other than myself.
I looked at my phone that kept ringing, not knowing who was calling me. I've been lazy dealing with anyone since yesterday. Even if it was my Boss, I no longer wanted to deal with him.
I looked at every corner of the house. Remembering to be with my husband and son, now all has become memories.
"Oh my God" I kept remembering my Lord. Ask forgiveness from him.
If I keep this up, maybe Dinda over there will be sad to see me. I have to get excited again, I don't want to let my son back down even though he's gone.
"Do I have to go back to Semarang nemenin ibuk?"
I decided to leave this city of a million memories. I'd rather live in a village, or in another city. I finally got ready to go to the office.
"Yuna, just came?" Tanya Gita saw me coming to the office this afternoon. He knew that I had never been late.
"He'eum, it's stuck," I answered a lie.
"Mba, passing directly to the room Mr. Robert, deh," continued Syifa.
I just glanced at Syifa with a questionable look.
"And you've been to his room, now Mba went there, hunted!"
"Why, Fa?"
"Yes, from this morning Mr. Robert nyariin, Mba,"
GECK! GECK!
"Please, sir, "my broom when I just got to my boss' room.
I saw Danu was busy with a laptop, but I could also see her eyes staring at me.
"Yuna, you've finally come,"
"Mr looking for me?"
"Ayuna, there's an urgent matter. I'm asking your team to help me,"
I don't know what Mr. Robert needs from my team. But it looks like something Danu is working on in Mr. Robert's room.
"Yuna, help you ..."
"Sir, here," I thrust a white envelope at him.
"What is this??"
When he opened the letter, Mr. Robert did not react. He just stayed with a long breath.
"I want to resign, sir,"
All eyes were on me, not least Danu who gave a meaningful look.
"And you agree if your senior resigns???"
I don't understand why Mr. Robert asked Danu this. He is our Boss.
"No, Sir!"
Danu's firm voice can be heard clearly in my ears. As well as her gaze, I never understood why Danu always gave me a different look.
"Well, even a junior who just joined doesn't agree if you resign, let alone me, Ayuna!!"
Mr. Robert squeezed my resignation letter into a paper ball. Then throw it in the trash.
"Sir, but I ..."
"Ayuna, you want a vacation? I'll give it to you. How many days or months will I allow,"
I'm getting pissed off. Is it so important to me that I'm not allowed out of this company?
"Sorry, sir, I don't want a leave of absence,"
"You want to raise your salary? I'll transfer next month!"
"Sir, that's not it. I can't work here anymore, sorry."
I lowered my head, no longer wanting to argue with this annoying Boss. I hope he will respect my decision.
"Ayuna, are you sure?"
"Yes,"
"Have you thought of the eyes?"
Mr. Robert pulled out a chair, then he asked me to sit right next to Danu.
"Sit down!"
Me and Danu just threw incomprehensible gazes at each other. Looks like there's something important that Mr. Robert will discuss this time.
After I saw Mr. Robert sitting in his great chair, I began to feel suspicious. Because Mr. Robert's gaze at me was not as usual.
"Sir, I hope you respect my decision this time,"
"Yuna, let's have a casual conversation. Think of me as your friend, so don't use that formal language,"
My eyes are puffed up, when I hear the words of the Boss I've known so infuriating and crazy will respect. What exactly does Mr. Robert want from me? Is he going to torture me after successfully getting Mas Bagus into prison?
"Yuna, I don't forbid you to stop working if it's your decision, but ..."
"But what, sir?"
"Help me this time, after everything is done you can consider again your decision and I will not be banned,"