Senior Beautiful Incaranku

The more you look at it, the more beautiful it is!

Povs. Danu Narendra's

When I took Ayuna home together, she refused and instead told me to go home first.

"And don't because you were crying I cry, keep you ..."

"No bad intentions, I'm just fresh. Is it wrong, Yuna?" My word. Cutting out Ayuna's unfinished speech.

I don't know what Ayuna wants to say, seen from the radiance of her eyes if she still refuses my invitation. Though I've put on a sea face maybe. Even my language towards him is no longer formal. I want to get used to talking casually like with other colleagues.

"And you can go home first. I still have to finish my job,"

"Okay, I'm home,"

All right, I don't want to force. I also came out of the already quiet work room.

Instantly my steps came to a halt, as if my brain was ordering to go back to meet Yuna again. I was confused, if I came back again maybe Yuna would be disturbed by my presence.

My logic says so, but on the other hand my heart says that Yuna is currently in need of help and also friends. What can I do, I immediately headed to the cafeteria to buy a blueberry jam bread combination of chocolate with a fairly medium size. If eaten by me and Yuna it can be a temporary stomach booster.

This afternoon I used a bottle of drink, this afternoon I could use bread. It's not that there's a certain intent, it's all I've done as an excuse to meet Yuna. Yeah, I still want to get closer to him.

"Here I help, let the spit go!"

"Andu??"

Geez, Yuna's expression really intoxicates me. His fleshy eyes were even more adorable to look at. Not wanting to be swept away by my sight that would only cause slander, I immediately placed the bread on my desk and approached Yuna. I took a cute Pink wireless mouse out of his hand.

"Here I go, and you sit there eating bread,"

"Forced," Yuna said as she looked at me strangely.

I wanted to look back at her face that still looked so swollen, but I didn't dare. For now I'd better stare at this computer screen.

"Today I see you first, tomorrow I change your owner," my mind spoke to Ayuna's computer. Unfortunately, there was no response whatsoever to this lifeless thing.

While Yuna was there, she noticed the bread on the table. Maybe he's already interested?

"Eat, don't be watched! Ntar's sick, loh,"

After hearing my words, Yuna immediately grabbed the bread.

"For me?"

"No,"

"Huh??"

"Yes, it's Yuna for you, I know you haven't eaten, right?"

"Sokay know!"

"You go,"

"Where from?"

"From earlier."

"Ck!!" Yuna clucked in annoyance. It seems she is a woman who

But his hand cut the bread and left him half. I immediately moved quickly to Yuna and took the remaining pieces of bread.

"It's really good of you,"

"Huh?"

Yuna's expression that was gawking like this alone made me anxious. Oh no, my heart could fall if I continue to be with Yuna.

I haven't seen a woman like Yuna in years. Why did God just bring us together, there I felt sad.

"Thank you for me, you know if I'm a laper, too,"

I ate the rest of the bread and ate it. I don't know what my face looks like because I saw Yuna giggling.

"Geez, Danu" said Yuna accompanied by a small, barely audible laugh.

"Well, that's dong. Laughing at the cake from earlier,"

Yuna immediately remained silent as a statue. I thought, is this my word wrong? Women are so, what men say always brings feelings. Men like me always tell the facts. I don't know if other guys, because not all guys are the same.

I don't want to make Yuna feel disturbed by my words. I wish I could take back my words, but unfortunately it's impossible for me to do that.

The atmosphere was silent, there were no more small conversations between us. I also prefer to focus on helping Ayuna do revisian that was delayed.

I briefly noticed Yuna scrolling through her phone. I don't know what he saw, I don't want to know either. Because, I don't want Yuna to be bothered with my questions anymore.

Several times I did a re-check, and the results were quite satisfactory. My work is finally done. I straightened my back and hands that felt sore. Then I looked at the woman next to me, because she had not spoken.

"Have you finished, anything else??" I said with a feeling of relief.

Ayuna Maharani, how can you do this to me? I can only take a long breath. Not because of the annoyance of working to help him, while he was good at sleep. However, this rare sight is what makes my heart pause.

I wanted to wake up this beautiful sleeping princess, but my eyes were not satisfied looking at her. Until I decided to shift my chair towards Yuna.

The more you look at it, the more beautiful it is. That's Ayuna. Dabbing a thin mascara on his black eyelashes, his original eyebrows are engraved neatly and not too thick, making the appearance of his face more eye-catching. The lipstick color, which further beautifies the shape of his lips. I really like Ayuna's whole lot.

I thought no more of sin, for I had looked upon the face of the woman who was not my muhrim. I'll ask God for forgiveness for this later.

Not tired of me looking at him, the clock has shown at half six in the afternoon. I decided to wake Yuna up, not wanting to spend the night in the office.

As I was about to touch his face, I poured out this evil intent. I tried to shake the hand of the yuna who was the pillow of her head on the table. However, I saw a picture of a child that was so cute.

Has Yuna been scrolling through her phone since she looked at this child's photo? Who is the child in this photo? I have a lot of questions about this little boy. But I returned to my main goal, which was to wake Ayuna up.

"Ayuna," call me soft.

I shake his hand. Unfortunately, Yuna did not wake up. I also chose to wake Yuna up once more by adding an octave to my voice. I hope this time it works.

"Yuna, hey! Awake,"

"Eum" Yuna squirmed her body, then she rubbed her eyes.

"And you!!" Ayuna looked surprised. Until he pushed my chair to the wall.

"What are you doing??" Yuna asked again as she fixed her hair and clothes.

I put the chair in its place, then I approached Yuna there.

"Let's go home, and I want magrib!"

Maybe Yuna just realized that she had fallen asleep so fast. I don't blame him for suddenly pushing me. Maybe Yuna reflexes, I understand her a lot.

Yuna tidied up her bag, then we both walked out of the office. Unfortunately, the office is getting quieter and there's no one but me and Ayuna.

"Where are you going?" I asked Yuna when she turned.

"Home home, " replied Yuna briefly densely and clearly.

Yuna was still being tough on me. I have been trying to approach him. Well, maybe any woman would behave like her. When there are men who want to get closer.

"I took the bus way,"

"Bareng aja, I take the car first in the parking lot. You wait here for a moment, yes," I pleaded gently.

"Andu, thanks. But I can go home by myself," Ayuna held her head, probably feeling heavy from just waking up.

"Yuna, we're in the same direction" I still want to take Yuna. I don't know if we're really one way or the other way around. If it is different, I am ready to drive him safely without any abrasions.

"Bye, Danu," Yuna waved her hand with a slight run. He still refused my offer to take him home. I insisted that he accept my offer.

Somehow getting a rejection from Yuna made my heart churn, as if it felt unacceptable. Could I be disappointed?

I saw Ayuna from a distance, even though she had run far away but to me she still looked beautiful.

DRTTT.... DRT...

The vibration of the cell phone in the pocket of the pants disperse my daydream of Ayuna. I immediately reached into the flat object and how shocked it was when I saw on the name screen who was calling. Immediately I slide the green phone handle icon on the screen.

"Fathin?"

"Brother where? He said he'd pick me up?? Why not nyampe-nyampe?"

I heard Fathin's voice across there has gone up a little. God, how could I forget about my promise to Fathin.

Crazy, why can I do this? Fathin came all the way from Bogor to meet me, I focused on Ayuna instead. Without any more babibu, I'm going straight to the gas to meet Fathin.

Along the way, I just kept swearing at myself. Ayuna has made me forget about Fathin, my lover.

"Damn!"

"May Fathin not be angry"

I picked up Fathin at a bus stop near one of the major malls in Jakarta. He sent the location via whatsapp. From far away I could see it, and I turned on my car horn.

Tin! Tin!

"Sister Danu" Fathin said to me from outside the car, tilting his head close to the glass of my car.

"Let's go in" I asked him.

"Sister, get me straight to the terminal,"

What kind of request is this? I did not see the disappointment from his face. Whereas if I was usually late, Fathin would be disappointed in me and even silence me for a week.

"Thin, are you angry with me? Sorry I was overtime,"

"I'm not angry brother, I know brother is busy. I have to go straight home, hunt down the mallem," replied Fathin casually.

"We just met, how do we go home? We'll eat first, okay?"

"No ah, brother, miss the bus,"

"Udah wants to malem, what if you do not need to go home first. I'm anther to Mama's house. You minep it right there,"

"No brother, shame."

"Why? Mama same my dad wants to see you, Loh, later I try to talk to Ibuk,"

"No, I want to go home, brother,"

I'm grateful that Fathin wasn't as angry as usual. But I feel like there's something weird right now. I saw so many paper bags that Fathin brought. I was curious and asked him that.

"Something like shopping, what the hell?"

"Oh, that. Book, yes I bought a book," replied Fathin sounding stiff.

"Who's the guy?"

I know Fathin hasn't taken control of this whole corner of Jakarta. There must be someone accompanying him.

"No, no one's the same," this time Fathin replied nervously.

After that, I don't want to talk about anything anymore. If Fathin says so, then I will believe him.

"Are you sure you want to go home now?"

"Yakin, I've been calling from the morning,"

Either my ears are misheard, or Fathin is mispronounced. Because as far as I said last night he was going to Jakarta this afternoon, it felt something was awkward and I had to straighten it out.

"Fathin, you're not lying, are you?"

"Sister, I'm tired. I want a house nyampe. Don't add to my problems,"

Geez, I asked him where did he answer? This is a spoiled child, it hasn't changed since. But I love you, so I have to be more patient with that power.

"Do you know that I don't like being lied to?"

"Son't you accuse me? Wouldn't it be that big brother lied to me and covered up something from me?"

I stopped my car because it had reached the bus terminal. I looked at Fathin's face intensely, I saw that his face had changed a bit like before. Maybe because Fathin was tired, so he was a little pale.

"Well, what if we play honest? We're honest with each other what happened from yesterday until this malem, how?"

"Sister, I've been honest with you all along. Why don't you believe it too? If you are brother Danu already do not love me, brother just stay me,"

I could only sigh deeply at Fathin's attitude just now. Though my intentions were good, I just wanted nothing to hide. I intend to be honest with him about what happened today. But Fathin's response was different. For almost two years, I just heard Fathin ask me to leave him.

"Yes, if you don't want to be honest, I'm the ..."

"Sister, I'm going home. I have not felt at home for a long time with my sister. The brother changed!"

I haven't finished speaking yet, Fathin has cut my words. Though I want to tell all my activities today and be honest about Ayuna. But Fathin got out of the car to one of the buses there.

I regret this meeting, we should have let go of each other after almost a month of not meeting. But Fathin's attitude even shows as if he's bored of me.

When I saw that the bus was already running, I immediately called Fathin's mother to tell me.

"Hallo, Mum. Fathin was on the bus just now,"

"Well, is Fathin the same as Danu?"

"Yes, Mom. We just met this afternoon in Jakarta" I replied.

"You know she's the same you from yesterday, I'm not going to call her, thank God I'm relieved."

"From yesterday?"

Hearing Mother Fathin's words, my feelings were immediately out of whack. Turns out to be true, Fathin's been lying to me.

"Yes, he departed from yesterday afternoon with Rangga,"

"Sorry, Mom, if you're worried about me,"

True to my guess, something went wrong today with Fathin. Then who is Rangga? I'll find out for myself later.