Senior Beautiful Incaranku

Between Prestigious and expensive selling

Povs. Ayuna Maharani

I woke up with my head growing. Looking around me, after I took another look, it turned out that I was in the hospital room. Then there, there was the figure of Bu Siti who was cutting some fruit into the plate.

"Bu .." call me in a raucous voice. Because this throat feels very dry.

"Mba, are you conscious??" Bi Siti left the action of cutting it. Then immediately approached me who was in trouble to wake up.

"Mom, thirsty," I said a little weakly.

"Before, Mba," Siti took a glass of water from the table where she cut the fruit. Then help me to get it.

"Why is mom here? Askaqua. Because I don't really remember why I lay this weak in the hospital.

"So, Danu called. He said Mba was in the hospital," he explained with a hand that fixed the glass I used to drink.

Danu?? Inner, wonder.

*Why Danu?

Still wondering*.

I looked all over the room, but I could not find Danu here. Could he be outside? Or maybe he's gone?

Why am I looking for his whereabouts?

Don't pretend to forget, Ayuna.

"Mas Danu was outside, Mba. The one inside was Mba Hana," explained Ms. Siti for seeing me a little confused.

"Oh, yes."

I'm not continuing this conversation. I'm still trying to remember what really happened until I had to be rushed to the hospital. How bad is my condition really?

Yeah, last time I came to Hana Paramitha's office. The woman I'm going to see for a consultation. Just a few minutes talking to him, my head was dizzy, my body was weak, my eyes were twitching, as if my surroundings were spinning and becoming dark. After that, I don't remember anything else.

"Mba, eat first. The nurse was ready for food," said Ms. Siti breaking the silence from my daydream.

"When you've eaten, Mba takes medicine. Let the spit heal!" Furthermore, Bu Siti, directed the rice feed along with the soup and fried chicken towards my mouth.

I feel bad, because it continues to bother Bu Siti to take over the spoon from her hand, "I can be alone, Mom,"

"Well, Mba's got her hand infused again. Udah, it's okay Mom who bribe," refused Bu Siti tried to take over the spoon back.

"Nothing, his hand didn't hurt. If not brought later motion even pegel-pegel all," I said looking for the right reason. Looking for gaps so as not to constantly burden Bu Siti.

"Yes already, eliminated. Let's get well!" Lady Siti smiled at me.

It feels like the food I'm chewing is bland, there's no taste whatsoever. Especially when my memory returns to the pain of being in the hospital, seeing my daughter Dinda firsthand must die.

The memory made my eyes begin to shed tears that were now dripping slowly. In fact, the feeling of guilt still haunts me. It was as if I felt punished.

"Mba, I know the burden Mba bears is very heavy. But, Mba must be strong and patient," comforted Bu Siti rubbed my arm slowly. He seems to understand what I'm thinking.

"The Mba's funeral was long-lasting, I knew Mba Yuna was a strong person" she continued.

The words of Ms. Siti further made my eyes can no longer stem the tears that bore the river. Draining the tight feeling in the chest, then again let out a sobbing sound. So tight.

"Already, already. Which passes, let it pass," comforted Bu Siti to embrace my body into her arms.

"Mommy is sure, Mba Ayuna can pass all this," he said again calming.

I felt like I was in my own mother's arms. Even though Ms. Siti doesn't have a brother's blood flow to me. But his attitude and concern even exceeded my own brother's.

I don't have one person's family here. With the presence of Bu Siti, I can feel that my solitude is not eternal.

People say, Sometimes others are like brothers. My brother is like everyone else.

Not to tell this to my mom. However, I chose the right time to explain the matter of my relationship with Mas Bagus which was over to him, later. Later, I'll explain. For now, I don't want to add a burden to Mom in the village.

"Dinda's departure must have made Mba hit, not to mention now Mba has split with Mas Bagus. Mba again tested the same power, Mba must remain strong to continue to live and open a new sheet,"

The story of Bu Siti again makes these tears grow faster. Until the tightness that rises in the chest leaves a heavy stuffing sound.

I really hope that no one else hears this stuff.

"Already, already," Miss Siti patted me softly on the shoulder. Calming myself from crying, hoping it will be over soon.

However, I was getting sobbed full. Delaying to continue eating that just entered one mouthful into my mouth.

"Mom, what's wrong??"

The voice of a man who had suddenly entered from outside made me slightly purge the sound of a sobbing. Hold him from the inside. It makes me even more sick.

Moreover, I know that the one who came was Danu.

"Yuna?? Is anyone sick??"

The question made me let go of Ms. Siti's hand, justifying my position on the bed. Trying to gather strength back. To be invisible, how weak I am.

"It's okay, Mas," said Bu Siti to answer Danu's concerns. It represents my feelings.

Yes, Danu.

Danu Narendara's.

The man I just asked yesterday to no longer appear before me. But this time, it turns out that Danu did not heed my request. Is he stubborn? Or is he deliberately trying to keep teasing me?

"Oh, okay," Danu remained standing far away, looking at me in silence.

One

Two

Three

Three seconds!

Then he turned his face back to another direction.

"Mom, I'm on standby outside. If there's anything, tell me" Pinta Danu. Then came out without waiting for an answer from Ms. Siti.

Ms. Siti just nodded, staring at Danu's back until it disappeared from sight.

"Mas Danu is a good man,"

I don't know what Bu Siti means here, opening the conversation by praising Danu.

"Even though I'm new, but I'm sure, Mba. Danu is good!" Steady speech.

"Abis took Mba to the hospital, she immediately responded to Mom," Siti laughed

"Nolongin geh people can be this sincere, how patient," he said again.

"Beauty anyway!" He continued with his special crisp laugh.

It even made the rice that I was chewing directly swallowed. Until it makes me cough.

"Mba, is it okay?" Ms. Siti took a glass of water and gave it to me.

I drank it to the toilet, "thank you, Mom,"

"Mba, if you may know Mas Danu it is ready ..."

"Nobody, Mom. Just a job meeting at the office," I cut off to the question of Ms. Siti who has not yet finished.

"Oh," Siti nodded slowly. Then take a flat object from inside his bag. Checking some incoming messages.

"Mba, dibisin geh eat it," pinta Bu Siti saw me who no longer care about food.

"Thank you, ma'am," I replied with a small smile.

"Yes, now take the medicine."

Ms. Siti painstakingly helped me take some pills. Then occasionally his eyes glanced towards the clock of the wall hanging on the whitewashed wall of this room.

"Udah malem, Mom. Go home first, rest," I asked to understand the contents of Ms. Siti's mind.

"Okay, sorry, Mba. I have to go home, I can't nmenin nginep," he said with a look of unpleasant face.

"Yes, it's okay. I was told to thank you, Mom."

I should be feeling bad about Ms. Siti. But he just kept apologizing. Because I know, tomorrow morning Ms. Siti has to work back at the warteg near the contract after no longer babysitting Dinda.

"I'm sorry, Mba" he said once again.

I just smiled, understanding every word of forgiveness and looking at her face that indicated she was not feeling well.

"Tomorrow, I'm done with Tengokin's work again" he promised.

"Not to worry, Mom. I can take care of myself," I tried to shake off his worries.

"Who is this mallm Mba? No one's taking care of it?" Ms. Siti scratched her non-itchy head. Feeling confused.

"Attime, Mba,"

I don't know what happened to Ms. Siti, I can't read it. He stepped out of the room, shortly afterwards re-entering followed by someone behind him. Someone I was really not expecting. That's how I thought.

"Mba, Yuna," call Ms. Siti.

"This one's guarded by Mas Danu, huh?" continued. Just decide. Without compromising with me first.

I did not answer, but my mouth was open to speak.

"Mas, please take care of Mba Yuna. I'm afraid Malem needs anything. There is also a drug that must be taken every five hours," explained Bu Siti now turns to talking to Danu.

Danu nodded twice. Whether it's a sign of agreement or something, I don't understand.

"Later if there's anything, call me. Do not hesitate," said Bi Siti again.

"I'm saying goodbye, Mba. Take good care of yourself. Healthy spit, yeah."

Lady Siti said goodbye to me in a hurry. As soon as Ms. Siti came out, this room was just quiet. No sound at all.

"You've been light?" Danu asked, closing in on the gurney where I was half-leaning.

I nodded, "you go home, I can take care of myself,"

Heuh! Ayunas.

Why is this high your ego? Though clearly, to lie down you still need the help of others.

I can only curse myself, in my heart.

"Somehow, there's a nurse in the night, too" I said.

Expel Danu, a little polite.

"Mba Hana said, you must remain in custody. Not on your own,"

Suddenly Danu said that. Like refusing to go.

"Andu, are you ...."

"I'm here just following Mba Hana's request. In addition, Ms. Siti has completely nitiped you with me," cut Danu.

Danu stepped away, then sat down on the sofa, picked up the television remote and turned it on. Look for channels that are constantly being replaced. Seems like I didn't find the right show.

"If you need anything, or want to eat something you can talk to me. No need for prestige,"

Heuh??? What did he say? The prestige?

I looked at him full of annoyance. Looks like tonight Danu's gonna make my adrenaline go up and down. Not long ago, he began to fuel my emotions. I can't stand it.

Danu glanced at me for a moment, "tomorrow is still off, don't think about work,"

Hmh!

Who is thinking about work? Inner irritated.

Danu stared at the black watch on her wrist, "Hour seven, you better rest, Yuna,"

Danu spoke without looking at me. I am the one who keeps leading him. Makes me feel even more upset, emotional, eager to throw it with my intravenous fluid support pole.

I also chose to justify my position, because my eyes actually felt spicy and sticky. Maybe due to the drug, so sleepy.

Because my hand is attached to an infusion hose, making my space limited. Apparently I couldn't turn this body around to pick up the pillow that was holding my back to lean on. Very difficult.

"If it's hard to say, don't let it!"

What the fuck? Why is he saying that? I'm still trying to get a pillow. But I haven't succeeded. I keep trying.

"You don't have to be this hard, Ayuna!" Danu approached the gurney, grabbed both my shoulders and took one pillow.

As if feeling dejavu, I've gotten this close to Danu. Back, feeling one subtle vibration in my heart. Making me silent, fixated on looking at Danu's very clear face up close.

Danu held both of my shoulders, allowing my position to lie perfectly.

"For now, throw away your prestige and sell your expensive, Ayuna!"