Senior Beautiful Incaranku

Fragile rusted iron (2)

Povs. Ayuna Maharani

The number of complicated events in the office today made me go limp. Lazy to work and not excited at all. I thought, I want to go home soon. Waiting for the end of the month so long, because my intention to resign from the office is getting rounder.

I opened several online sites, looking for job vacancies around Jakarta. It turns out a lot, but it doesn't fit my criteria. What is my day that is just a high school graduate? While job vacancies require a bachelor's degree.

I took a slow breath, staring at the Fried Chicken I had not bought before. Too bad.

Until the time to come home came. As usual, Syifa and Gita went home first. But this time without making any small talk. Maybe because the whole room is still in a fight. I also understand.

When the two of them had come out, only me and the man in Navy clothes were still busy with his phone.

"Andu" call me. Without looking at him.

"Eum?" Danu looked towards me. But then refocused on his phone.

"In the hospital, how much?" My toot. Because I haven't discussed this with him yet.

"Come on," Danu shook his shoulder. Still focusing on the phone screen.

"Who paid?" Askaqua. Because the room I'm wearing doesn't fit the class of health cards I have.

"Yesterday who took care of Mba Hana," replied Danu as it were.

"But use your health card" he continued.

I felt disbelief, but was reluctant to discuss it again if Danu's answer was like this. It is also impossible for him to lie.

"If there's an extra charge beyond my health card, you say so. I'll change it later" I said.

Danu nodded, "i want to go home,"

"Oh, yes" I replied.

Danu also moved from her seat. Then come out with wide steps.

Danu doesn't talk much all day like usual. As if something was missing.

Oh, Ayuna. What did you just feel? Why does getting this treatment from a Danu make your heart ache?

Right, I am indeed like a rusty iron that is actually brittle.

I chose to eat this cold Fried Chicken. Because facing reality takes energy, right? Moreover, it seems like I have a lot to deal with, alone. Yes, I am alone. Always alone.

Again, I went back to thinking about Danu's attitude today. Which annoys me a little. Is this because of yesterday? When I came home with Satria?

That's right, Ayuna! Don't think too much. It has nothing to do with it. Why is Danu angry about it? What does that have to do with you? No relationship at all.

He and I have no special relationship at all. But I've done something special. Oh, naw. I remember the boo-dohan I once did.

I better get home soon. Because after this I'll find a new rented house.

Up ahead, Satria approached me. With a little running.

"Generic, hayukkk!" Bring along.

"Where?" I don't understand.

"Say you want to find a new place?" Satria's words reminded me.

It turns out Satria wasn't as patient as I thought. Because of this leaky mouth, I had to fight with the Gita today.

"No, Sat. Next time," reject me.

"Wait a long time? Hayuck. Afternoon hunt!!" Bring again.

"No Sat, thank you." Reject me again.

"Ayuna, I'm free again. I'm anterin, right?" Satria seduced me.

I shook my head, "no, Sat!"

"Hayuk, look at people!" Satria pointed at some people who were watching us. Makes me uncomfortable.

"Hayuk!!!" Satria pulled my hand. Heading into his black car.

"Sat," I tried to let go of Satria's hand. But it is getting stronger.

I finally lost too. Satria has managed to take me to all corners of the city which is not far from the office to find a new rented house.

"Yuna, we're traveling. But nothing fits." Said Satria who now looks exhausted, accompanied me to find a contract or new boarding houses.

"Yes, I'm confused too, Sat," I replied confusedly. Where else am I looking?

There is a suitable price, but an inadequate place. There's a place I like, but the price is not friendly. There are also prices and places that fit the criteria, but the environment is less feasible. Argh, I didn't find it.

"Yuna, would you like to see the apartment, right??" Saran Satria's.

"Apartment??" My toot.

"It's definitely more expensive, sat!" My words have felt like giving up especially if I remember the money I have is not much.

"Don't worry, I have an acquaintance who can give you a discount!!" Pleased speech.

"What cooking?" I still can't believe it.

"Sat, I know you!" Umpatchem.

"Well, don't you believe it? Proof next month. You must be surprised!" Said Satria with a quick laugh.

"Will I resign?" I replied with a weak tone.

"Ck! Why Resign? It's not hard to find a job!" He said, which has a point.

"Udah, find a decent dwelling first. Just thought about resigning, okay??"

Satria seemed to disagree with my decision to resign from the office. Because he helped me find a job there. Until we started our careers together until now.

Satria and I headed to an apartment not far from the office. Only six kilos a meter. Well, pretty good. The price is also said not to be too expensive. Even though I had to drain my hard-earned savings I had accumulated all this time.

"Where?" After we entered his unit, Satria asked for my opinion with a full smile.

Honestly, at first glance I immediately felt fit, "comfortable, anyway,"

"Tuh, right! Did I say. Why didn't we come here!" Satria is happy.

I nodded, watching every corner of the unit, obviously I would feel comfortable if I stayed here.

Moreover, there will be no neighbors who will be unsettling to me. The apartment environment here is really good for people who like silence like me.

"So??" Satria asked by playing both of her eyebrows up and down.

I smiled a little, I don't know why I agreed. It is like a push from this heart. Making my head nod a few times.

"Deal??" Satria asked reassuringly.

"Deal!!" Say sure.

"Okay, we'll take care of it!!!"

With a giant step, Satria and I headed out of the apartment area that we had just visited. My eyes were heading towards the red car that I thought was not so foreign. Slowly enter the apartment area.

Does he live in this apartment as well? Ah, many types of cars like those owned by Danu. Maybe it's just a coincidence.

Satria chose to take me first to the old rented house.

"Here," I put two pieces of red money on the dashboard of his car.

"Eh, uh! Do you think I'm an online taxi driver??" Satria ignited, not accepted.

I feel bad, "make gas, thanks for letting me go out." Ungkap.

"Whoever!!" Satria. "Take it, mengingan for the cost of the truck tomorrow if you want to move!"

I chose to leave Satria just like that. If it continues to be served, his mouth will continue to meromet. I just wanted to show my gratitude. Because he's been driving me around. Even though it's not really what I want.

"Yuna!!!" He screamed from inside the car.

I looked up, raising my eyebrows.

"Be careful, I'll see you tomorrow!"

I continued to enter the narrow alley to get to my old rented house.

When I got home, I sat my ass in the living room chair. Put my head on the back of the chair. Staring at the surrounding walls displaying photos of my little family.

Me, my son, my husband.

That was. Now it has changed. The photo is just a bitter memory for me.

Ayuna, Dinda, Nice.

My new status is the ex-wife of Mas Bagus, or other word widow. Well, now I have to get more used to this new status. I also have to get stronger to deal with the various arals in front that have begun to appear.

Instead of me continuing to look at this photo, it is better now that I am packing for the transfer preparation tomorrow.

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Back to the office.

"Ayuna," call Satria who has greeted me this early.

"Why, Sat?" I stopped my footsteps.

"I've got a truck that we can rent to move you later" he explained excitedly.

"Geez, that's the trouble!" I said unkindly, "Thanks, Sat."

Satria nodded, putting on a big smile before me, "the packing already?"

"Oh, it's over" I said hanging as soon as my eyes saw a man walking leisurely from out there. Put both hands in her pants pocket.

Staring at me deeply, the closer the deeper. Up to the distance we only stayed a few meters. My mouth was eager to greet him, but darling, he just passed by.

Did I manage to get him away? I should be happy, not even feel the pain in this heart.

Danu, are you going to show the same attitude today as yesterday?