Senior Beautiful Incaranku

Priority of the brain and heart

Povs. Danu Narendra's

On my way back to the villa, I just stayed in the car. Yuna was the same, we made no sound at all. I see, Yuna just continued to focus on looking around the road that we were going through. Same thing with me who keeps focusing on driving.

Upon arrival in the villa, I headed to the second floor sitting on a long chair that was on the edge of the pool. My mind is still on with Fathin. How he did it, all this time it turns out Fathin has been lying to me.

Are me and Fathin not meant to be together? In fact, I really hope Fathin will be my last port. After my search for the woman of my dreams all this time did not produce results. I don't know where he is, I've been trying to forget him ever since I found a Fathin. But it seems that Fathin is not the one who can erase my memory of him.

"This,"

Yuna's voice resuscitated my daydream. Not only that, one glass of warm tea in his hand also made me feel being given attention by him. As it turns out, Ayuna is not a woman who is always tough and indifferent. There is a side of softness that he keeps, so not many know it.

"Thank you,"

I received a glass of warm tea from Yuna. Gulped it slowly, trying to neutralize my current chaotic feelings.

After giving me tea, Yuna sat down on the chair right next to me.

"I'm the same Fathin's been in a relationship for almost two years,"

I tried to open my voice, pouring out my heart on Yuna. I hope he listens this time. That's my hope.

"But I didn't know I was going to cheat. It's like this,"

I feel ashamed of Yuna. This incident could have been witnessed by him. If I can turn the clock around, I don't want to see Fathin and Rangga tonight. Even though Fathin was having an affair, I didn't have to see him like that. God was testing me, and he gave me a bright spot in my relationship with Fathin.

"Why do you think he's cheating?"

Turns out Yuna responded to my conversation. I also tried to think about Yuna's question this time. Looking for my flaws that make Fathin second. If examined more deeply, I am still lacking a lot.

"As he said earlier, you must have been horrified yourself. Maybe I'm doing some extravagant!"

I answer what it is. Remembering Fathin's heart-wrenching words. Very sadistic of him, labeling me as a boring man.

"Ha, ha, ha!" Ayuna laughed until she showed a row of white teeth.

"Eh, even laugh?"

Just this time I saw the loose laughter of an Ayuna Maharani. Someone I always see moody, indifferent, impressed firm and arrogant. But tonight, Ayuna is completely different. I really wanted to record Ayuna's laughter this time, because it was something rare. But baby I didn't get to get my phone out.

"Surely, the ales are very strange. It's funny!" Chirp Ayuna, then shut her mouth with both hands.

"Funny what?"

My eyes could not blink looking at Ayuna who was still sitting next to me. In fact, I hope this moment will last a long time.

"Yes, it's funny. But I think Fathin's really young, huh?" Yuna asked with a slightly thoughtful look on her face.

"She's only been to university this year" I explained.

"Oh, pantesans. Looks like a kid!"

"Yes, that's it. She's a little spoiled girl. I don't know why I can love that boy," I said, still swallowing the bitter reality that happened tonight.

"Andu, that affection never ages. Precisely because of his attitude or disposition that is different from others, that more affection will grow,"

Real mature. I feel like I'm getting advice from an Ayuna. The advice he poured out, was well received by the ears until it seeped into the depths of my heart.

"Lantas, why does he have to be double, Yuna? Sometimes I don't understand women's thoughts,"

"The attitude of the woman depends on the man. You should be introspecting, what is your fault that can make Fathin sampe double like gini?"

"He said I was bored, even Rangga could always understand what he wanted. What a great guy!"

"Well, may be you never love what she wants?"

Maybe my guess this time was wrong. Fathin never asked me for anything strange or anything. As for the matter of giving, I don't want to bring it up anymore. Money can be sought, but a loyal lover can be very difficult.

"No way!" I shook my head.

"What's impossible, Danu? It could be, the thing that you think is really the cause of Fathin cheating!"

"Is it because I never kissed her?"

"Huh????"

I saw Ayuna's eyes perfectly patterned in surprise. Maybe he didn't think I'd never touch Fathin but hold hands. That's what we rarely do. Because I really appreciate my women.

"Why? You don't believe me, Yuna?" I asked with a deeper look towards Yuna's eyes.

"Oh, no. No, I'm ..."

"I was more unexpected. Why is the man who intends to take care of himself even wasted? Meanwhile, she prefers to be broken by another man. Heuh!"

It wasn't over Yuna spoke. I cut his words immediately. I can also see that Ayuna is currently worried about what she just said.

"And you don't have to go that far. Maybe Fathin already got his comfort from Rangga. Moreover, your relationship is long distance, isn't it?"

"Yes. He must be very comfortable with Rangga. Especially when I kissed Rangga!" I answered with a smile. Smile bitter and sick. Sick from watching the woman I've been guarding instead do things I never did to her with another man. So pain.

I can clearly remember what I saw. Akh, Fathin and Rangga, they both make me want to be evil.

"Eum, maybe," said Ayuna accompanied by several slow nods.

Maybe Ayuna doesn't want to deepen our discussion tonight. Until he answered only briefly. In fact, there are a lot of things I want to hear about her response.

"As a woman, would you do the same if you were in the Fathin position?" I want to know how a woman feels. Munhkin Yuna's answer could help me.

"Kok, how about me?" Instead of answering, Ayuna asked back.

"I just want to know. How do you feel as a woman?" I tried to repeat the question to Yuna. Because my curiosity might be answered.

"Not all women's minds are the same, Danu. I'm the same Fathin it's different, far away!"

"I want to know, Yuna!" My firmness.

"Know what?"

"What makes you different from Fathin?"

I won't take this look away from Yuna's face. I'm really satisfied to look at her tonight, so there's more I want to do with her.

My heart does hurt because of Fathin, but after staring at Yuna who was with me from earlier, my thoughts about Fathin can fade. Even I feel, if Ayuna is the healing medicine that God has given me.

"And you, I'm gonna take a break,"

As it has happened, I have been rejected by Yuna, again.

"Eum, okay,"

I understand, even trying to understand Yuna better. If he doesn't want more for me to get close to, I won't force him.

"You better get some sleep, too,"

I just nodded slowly. Forbidden him to go, I couldn't. Obviously, I need to be accompanied at this time. My mouth was silent, unable to say anything more.

What am I really thinking? My problem this time with Fathin, why is it always Yuna who is a priority in my brain and heart?

Ayunas.