Senior Beautiful Incaranku

Are you okay, Danu?

Povs. Danu Narendra's

My feeling became chaotic when I found out that Ayuna had gone home first since noon. And until now I don't know where he is. Just fine? Or.....

I immediately dismissed these negative thoughts. Find a way to find Ayuna soon. 

"Fa, look at Ayuna, right?" I asked Syifa who was just about to get out of her seat. 

Syifa shook her head, looking at me in wonder, "no!" 

Then sit back, "I don't know." Syifa continued as her eyes looked up at the sign thinking.

"Where, huh?" I scratched the nape of my neck. I can't find any more ways to find out. Until I decided to ask Syifa.

"Why not call?" Suggestion Syifa.

I patted the jidat, "yes,"

However, I forgot. If you don't keep Ayuna's phone number. Very bad.

"Fa, can I have the number?" I asked with a small grin.

"Aren't you missing Mba Yuna's phone number?" Syifa gawked, looking at me in wonder.

I just replied with a forced smile, "I forgot to save,"

Just the reason alone, what actually happened was, I did not dare to ask for Ayuna's mobile number. Very amusing.

"Save is also my number, yes," Syifa said after giving Ayuna's phone number to me. 

I nodded, dialing Syifa's number. Then return to my main destination, call Ayuna. 

I contacted Yuna repeatedly, but I also got no reply. I also sent him a few short messages.

[Where are you?]

[Are you all right?]

[Thank you for my phone, Yuna!]

Three short messages never got an answer, until I decided to call Ayuna back. 

"And you're so busy, why her?" Ask Gita who just came after coming from the toilet.

"Nyariin Mba Ayuna," replied Syifa as it is.

"Why what?" Gita asked curiously.

"I think there's something important, you!" Answer Syifa as it is.

"About work, right?" Gita continues to give Syifa questions that she cannot answer.

"Some!" Syifa shook her shoulders at the sign of ignorance.

"You don't feel it, Fa. If Danu and Ayuna are a little different? Especially after returning from Bogor," 

Syifa rolled back her shoulders. But his brain also thinks, if what Gita said there is a truth.

The conversation of Gita and Syifa can also be heard in my ears. I also decided to leave the room. Go home a few minutes earlier than usual. Forget what Syifa and Gita just said. My main goal right now is to find Ayuna first.

In the middle of the trip, Ayuna did not pick up the phone. I was more worried, until I decided to contact Bu Siti. But Bi Siti said that Ayuna wasn't with him. 

"Nothing, Mom," replied Ms. Siti. 

"Kalo Ayuna go there, please tell me, Mom," I asked full of requests. 

"Yes, Danu."

I also decided to go to Ayuna's house. Keep calling him. Even fourteen calls from me went unanswered. 

Ayuna, where are you??

I'm increasing the speed of the car. Hope to arrive at his house soon. But I also did not stop contacting him. Until the earphone attached to my earlobe also heard his voice. 

"Hallo,"

"Where are you? You all right?" I'm just impatient. 

"I ...."

"No need, Danu. I want to be alone!" 

"Ayuna, you ...."

Tut! Tut! Tut! 

The phone connection was also cut off. Ayuna turned off the connection unilaterally without listening to me first. 

Oh my God, Ayuna. Where should I look for him? He's getting stubborn again.

Every corner of this crowded city I keep visiting. But neither did he find Ayuna. Where exactly is he hiding?

The clock has shown at seven o'clock at night, for two hours I've been circling looking for him. Until I decided to come to his house. Choose to wait in front of the terrace, because I'm sure if Ayuna will definitely go home.

The house felt so quiet, there were only a few neighbors of Ayuna passing by, greeting me with a small smile. Not a few people pay attention to the details. Leaving the grid immediately discussing Ayuna. 

What is the life of Ayuna Maharani? Why do I feel like my presence here doesn't seem to like them?

At nine o'clock in the night, my worries began to grow. Anxious, upset, gulana mixed into one. Ayuna is not back yet. Where exactly is he? Did two men bother him the other day? 

Oh, I won't let them. My brain is starting to get stuck, no longer able to think clearly. Until I decided to call the police to find Ayuna.

Not even I pressed the green phone icon on the phone screen, it turns out that I have been waiting for since last time came. 

"Ayuna??" I got up from my seat, approached him who was walking stiffly. Looking at me with teary eyes, then turning back. 

"Ayuna, where are you going?" I'm chasing him, this time I have to get it.

"Where are you going?" Call me with quick steps trying to compensate.

"Yuna!!!" My yelling.

Arriving in a deserted alley, Ayuna stopped her steps. Staring at me meaningfully revealed those puffy eyes.

"Yuna, why? Want to get away from me again??" I'm not understanding yet.

"Andu, can you leave before me now?? I don't want to be bothered with you."

Ayuna's words just added a scratch to my heart. His words are unacceptable to my heart. Just hearing it I feel pain.

"You know, Danu. I don't like people!" He said a little loud.

"But I like your dekettes, Yuna." Honestly answered.

"Geeh!" Ayuna smiled at her smile. 

"Go now Danu! Don't bother me!! You know, that presence of yours even added to my problem! You even make everything more runyam! You realize, huh??" 

Ayuna said quickly, without pause. It then settled down among this dark and desolate alley. Back to crying, with a very painful sob.

His words just now awakened me a little. It turned out that my presence nearby only added to the problem. Are you okay, Danu?

"I've suffered, Danu. Please, I beg you not to add to my troubles!"  

The deg!

I did not expect, Ayuna suffered this much with my presence. At first I thought that Ayuna cared about me. Turns out I was wrong. If my presence only adds to my suffering and wounds, what am I here for???

"Yuna, I ..." 

I can no longer continue these words. Very heavy. It felt like the words that were about to come out were stuck in my esophagus. My chest tightened, my heart ached, my feelings became painful accepting this reality. 

"If you don't want to go, I'll go! Ayuna.

The strong woman woke up from her position. Wiping away the remains of tears left on her beautiful face. Gather courage back, by taking a deep, deep breath.

"Yuna, you don't have to go. I'm gonna go. But after you enter the house, "I plead with you.

"I just want your mastiin all right. After that, I won't bother you anymore," 

Thank you and I, Ayuna. Been allowed close to you these few days, know your character, understand your nature, know your desires. And, it's hard to know if your wish is not to be close to me. 

"Go home, Yuna." 

There was no response from him, he just walked past without further ado. Back to his house. 

From behind I followed her steps slowly, making sure she got inside the house safely. Yuna, my feelings will remain the same.  Even though you've asked me not to bother you anymore.