
Povs. Ayuna Maharani's.
Again, the touch Danu gave me this morning made me feel glued. Can't move anymore. My eyes and my eyes meet each other. Like looking for a gap.
Her fingers gently rubbed my face, wiping the remaining water droplets from her hair. It gets me swept away by that touch. My heart, the more vibrated as our face drew closer, only a few inches away.
The cup!
Second time.
A gentle kiss even though it was only a moment that Danu gave me, after Bogor. Looks like this time I really need a heart trigger. Please, i.
"Andu," I tried to break away from his embrace. But it turns out that his power is stronger than mine.
Not to mention the intravenous fluid buffer pole I was carrying, it was very disturbing. It even limits my space.
I also threw my eyes in the other direction, so that I would no longer look at him. This is one way to dampen the vibrations in my heart. No longer looking at him.
"Andu," call me stiff. Trying to stop his movement.
"Yuna," Danu brought her face closer.
"Don't, Danu!" I pushed his face with my hands. Trying to stop what he wants.
Nah! This is a big mistake for me. Receiving touch. Then it drifted into the ocean floor. The ocean that can drown me.
"Andu, peeling!" My love revolted.
Danu stretched his grip, then this opportunity I used well. I also chose to go into the bathroom. Close the door tightly.
This whoi? What did I really do just now? Why can't my body rebel over her treatment?
I leaned back behind the door, thinking about the crazy thing that just happened.
Danu, you really messed with my crazy mind.
I've been in the bathroom for five minutes, keeping quiet without doing anything. From outside Danu spoke to me.
Geck! Geck! Geck!
"Yuna, did you sleep in the dalem?"
"E-no!!!" I replied, a little screaming.
"A little while back!" My next. Don't want to worry him.
"OKAY. I'll find breakfast outside. What do you want to nitip??" Tawar Danu's.
"Nothing!" I said without much thought.
"Yes, I'll go first,"
No more Danu voices. Maybe he had gone out for breakfast just like he said. I can breathe a little. Then immediately clean up because this is a good opportunity for me.
When all is done, I get out. There was no one, including Danu.
I looked at every corner of this nursery, it seemed like I was misplaced. Hopefully today I can go straight home so the hospital bills don't swell.
I took a deep breath, thinking about my savings that would definitely be drained back. Savings that have not been how much, maybe even will run out immediately.
I could just sit down on the couch. Watching gossip shows on television.
"Morning, Mba Ayuna," said a doctor who examined me yesterday.
"Morning, doc," I replied.
"Well, I think it's healthy!" The doctor adored me.
"Let's check first" he asked again.
I also obeyed the doctor, lying on top of the gurney. Let him check my body details. Hopefully, I'm fine.
"Well, this afternoon you can go home," he said after checking me out.
"Thank you, doc," I said happily.
The doctor's eyes were looking around for someone, "Well, where's her husband?"
"Husband?" ask me not to understand.
"What was yesterday??" Ask the doctor again.
"Oh, look for breakfast again" I replied with a small smile.
What did I just say? Do I admit that Danu is my husband?
No, Ayuna!!
What should I do to keep him from harassing me? Where is this sanity?
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"Ayuna, we have breakfast" Danu came with two large plastic bags in her hand.
Put it on the front desk of the sofa, preparing the food he took out of the plastic bag.
I just kept lying in the gurney, still not wanting to do the question and answer with Danu as usual.
Worry, that's how I feel right now.
"Yuna," Danu approached me.
"Tomorrow, eat first" he asked again.
"I'm not a laper yet" I refused.
In fact, my stomach is already rumbling. Even the worms inside had called out and shouted for food.
Danu smiled, then returned to the table. It didn't take long, he came back to me again.
"I'm a bribe" he said.
I'm getting less and less able to say anything. My mouth grew silent as a result of Danu's treatment. Not to mention if you remember unexpected events this morning. I've really been gi*la.
"I've bought the best chicken porridge, a ..." Danu brought her mouth closer to my mouth. Opening his mouth was like feeding a child, hoping I would take the bribe.
"Yuna, you should eat. He said he'd like a quick ride home?"
I still don't open my mouth a single time. Even my face chose to face the glass window, rather than look at it.
"Yuna, it's very difficult to seduce you," said Danu Lagi. But I still don't touch it.
"Yuna!!"
Suddenly Danu surprised me, because his face was now very close to me. Even a warm breath could sweep my skin.
"Eat, even if it's a little," he asked in a soft voice, looking me deeply in the eye.
I pushed her face with my palm, to get away from me. Not this close anymore.
"I can eat by myself" I grabbed the bowl of porridge from his hand. Trying to eat by himself, without the bribery he wanted.
"You're funny!" Danu pinched the top of my nose gently. Then move from the gurney to the sofa.
I don't know what feelings keep flowing every time I'm near Danu. Sometimes I feel a great need for Danu's presence. With him, I can feel stronger. With him, I can control every emotion even though it has peaked. Don't tell me I'm dependent on him now?
Because every time he wants to push it out of my heart, it gets deeper into my deepest heart.
I gobbled up the chicken porridge Danu gave to the toilet, there was nothing left. The taste of this porridge is really delicious and different from other porridge. Maybe because I am in recovery? So I enjoy this food more?
Or maybe because this porridge was given by Danu?
Heuh! All the time I was thinking in that direction.
"Well, cool. That clean sampe?" Danu looked at the now empty bowl of porridge.
"is the bowl not eaten??" he continued to start behaving mischievously.
"Gee!" I patted his arm. To channel my frustration towards his ignorant attitude and behavior.
Danu giggled, then grabbed the bowl of porridge from my hand, "you're magical,"
I widened my eyes, not understanding the meaning of his words just now.
"Magic woman" he said again leaving me with a bowl in his hand.
I just shook my head.
Danu, what kind of man is he really? Is it true that the words of Bu Siti who labeled herself as a good and patient man?
Yeah, I admit it.
I nodded my head slowly. Given all Danu's treatment of me in the past days. Where every help, makes me feel safe.
"What do you think?"
Danu suddenly came, as soon as this she came back after just leaving.
"What do you think, how do you smile yourself?" Danu asked again, looking at me with a look at her curious face.
You are!