Senior Beautiful Incaranku
Ayuna, I'm Sorry
POVS. Ayuna Maharani
The confusion that I was facing this time really stuck my brain. Until I finally decided to give up. Giving up does not mean losing, let alone giving up. This is all because of circumstances that are not on my side.
All right, even if I'm persistent to stay away from Danu. Now I'm ready to go home with him. This is also a consideration. We both went to Bogor. If we go home together, there may be another assessment from Mr. Robert on our work team.
"All right, we're leaving in five minutes!"
Because of my consent. Danu smiled knot. I can see how he looks at me. I can also judge the meaning of that unusual gaze.
"Well, then do not forget the souvenirs from Ibuk brought, Yes."
Miss Lasmi thrust two large plastic bags whose contents are typical souvenirs of Bogor.
"Thank you, Mom,"
Whether it's a coincidence or something, our thanks spontaneously go together.
The smile knot Bu Lasmi also emanated, "ciye, it has started to compact!"
I don't want to prolong this situation. Moreover, Danu who since then only continued to smile. It made me angry, even more annoyed at him.
Especially if you remember him doing a bad deed to me that night. Really, I feel like I have sinned greatly. Especially if given my status that has not officially divorced the state from Mas Bagus. Even though I've been on talaq and signed divorce papers. If the trial has not been conducted, I feel still not relieved.
After finishing saying goodbye to Pak Kurdi and Bu Lasmi. Danu and I immediately headed to Jakarta.
"It was really seven o'clock" said Danu while turning the steering wheel of his car.
There's nothing I can answer, I think Danu's words are just pleasantries. He always wanted to talk to me when it was clear that I had set boundaries for him.
"I'm a music princess?"
What kind of question is this? Is this my car? Why ask permission from me?
"I just don't want you to feel uncomfortable. That's why I'm allowed to, first,"
Hmm, can he read my heart? Why the answer fits so well with what I just wrote in my heart.
"Yuna, if you're diem means a sign of agreement!"
Oh gosh. This young man really makes me sick. Can't he just shut up for a second? My dizzy head became more dizzy seven circumference made.
🎶
Your eyes weaken me
When I first saw you
And honestly, I never felt
I never felt this way
Your eyes weaken me
When I first saw you
And honestly, I never felt
I never felt this way
Oh, maybe this is love at first sight?
Because what I think is unusual
If this is love, where do you start? (Where from?)
Oh, where'd it come from?
From your eyes, your eyes, I began to fall in love
I see there is a shadow
From the eyes, you made me fall
Falling, falling to the heart (falling to the heart)
(From the Eyes, Jazz)
Danu also sang a song that was playing. Honestly, Danu's voice in my opinion is quite good and does not make a deaf ear. It seems Danu is also very familiar with the lyrics of this song.
"What good is my voice?"
I just cut my lips. The question is so qualityless. But I admit that his voice is good. I nodded my head slowly too.
"I used to be a band boy,"
I just blinked my eyes to hear him speak. Although the music can still be heard in the ear, but Danu also continues to speak.
"What song do you want? Let me sing!"
Dih, I am a child who wants to sleep continues to sing all songs. I don't want to say a word to serve Danu. Because the more it is responded to, then Danu is getting faster.
Not even a response, Danu continued to speak. Why is there such a man? Is he not tired?
"You're not tired of being cheered on me, Yuna?" Danu asked back. As if I was expecting my voice to come out.
I just breathe out slowly. Then choose to close my eyes even though I am not sleepy.
Suddenly I felt the car stop. I also tried to open my eyes. And I saw Danu was outside circling the car until she opened the door.
"Sorry, the chair is a bit low so you're comfortable, so no pegel." It was clearly a hand pressing something beside the chair.
I was a little surprised, without a word accompanied by bulging eyes when I saw Danu had bent her body towards me. It turned out that he only set the low height of the chair I was sitting in.
"Is it comfortable yet??" Ask Danu.
I quickly nodded my head. Feeling this tension within yourself that somehow does not know the cause.
"Okay, you can sleep. Don't worry, I promise I won't macem!" Danu closed the door and again circled the car to his seat on the right.
A smile rose as he looked at me for a while, then returned to drive his car.
God, please take care of me. I just want to take care of myself by asking for protection from you. I closed my eyes immediately. Listen to the song that swings at my ears. Disallowed my sleep.
No matter how long I slept, I could hear the music and the soft voice of the meek Danu following the rhythm. The sound that woke me up, but didn't bother me.
🎶
I was stunned to see you
When you left me crying
I foolishly expected you
You obviously don't care about my love
I should have realized
How much love without your back
I shouldn't have forced it
If it ends up hurting me
Maybe I won't be able to make you a lover
Who truly loves me
But I gave myself up
If only half a heart
You cool this soul
I just keep hoping
One day you can realize
No one ever understood
Like I love you wholeheartedly
I should have realized
How much love without your back
I shouldn't have forced it
If it ends up hurting me ...
(Half Heart, There's a Band)
"Well, you're awake?" Danu asked me intensely.
"Which sample?" I asked when I felt this car stopped and the many honking sounds were so wrenching the ears.
"Just got out of the Toll, but I think there was an accident in front. So jammed!" Danu replied explaining the accident up ahead.
"Accident?" My eyes tried to open wider. Scrutinizing from the car window. But I found nothing.
"Sleep again. I'll wake up later, if I'll get it."
Danu asked me to go back to sleep. But since I was in Jakarta, I decided to get up.
"You picked up that song, you're upset?"
"If it's heavy because of you!" Chirps Danu.
"Fathin times!" I don't feel sorry for Danu's accusations. Didn't he just find out his girlfriend was having an affair? Why should I be the cause of her turmoil.?
"I'm the same as him. I came yesterday after his mother, explained about my relationship with Fathin which is over."
"Continue?" I don't know where my courage comes from. Though since then I fasted talking to Danu. after waking up, my satisfaction became void.
"Keep me home, mabok. Be me upset because abis is doing sassy with you," said Danu with a heavy voice.
"And the guilt kept beating on me. Take it now, Ayuna!"
No more the sound that fills the car except the sound of music that is heard slowly.
"Ayuna, I'm Sorry."
