
Povs. Ayuna Maharani
"Because of me ...."
Danu took a deep breath, raising her hand towards my face. Sweeping the remains of a tear from my cheek with his finger.
A liver??
How are you doing right now?
Amankah's?
"Because of me ......"
"Yuna!!!" Call Satria who is now suddenly entering from outside.
As fast as lightning, Danu's hand instantly switched from my face. Justifying the position of his body to stand upright.
Whether Danu or me, we both feel like we're caught off guard.
"Ayuna, are you all right??" Satria put on her worried face. Approaching me who is still sitting with a bad feeling.
"You're okay, right?" Satria stared alternately at almost every face of mine.
Even he did not care about the existence of Danu who was standing next to me.
Danu and I felt a little clumsy at Satria's presence in the middle of our conversation just now.
Many things concern me.
One, Satria heard our conversation.
Two, I'm afraid Satria saw what Danu just did to me.
Three, do not let because this is the problem that is present at this time becomes increasingly runyam.
Oh, naw!
God, help!
Give me time to solve the problem I'm facing this time. Do not add new tests. I beg.
"Sat, I'm fine."
After a few minutes, I answered Satria's question. Who was still looking at me without switching a bit.
"Yuna, are your eyes moist??" Satria looked at me in detail. Until I see the area of my eyes that are still red and swollen.
"Yuna, I'll teach you a lesson to the people who have slandered you in the office chat group. You just calm down!" Satria assured me.
"I've collected some evidence, who are the people, and I will report it to Mr. Robert. Let them all be punished!" Satria continued again with a tone full of emotion.
"Now let's go home" Satria asked.
Whatisthis? Why am I faced with such a situation? Again.
I stared at Danu who was putting on her flat face. Without any streak of happiness from his clean face.
"Sat, I want to go home alone," I refused. Obviously I should refuse. Because if I choose one of them, it won't be fair.
Fair??
I'm like someone who's just sharing!
I also chose to throw that thought away. Looking for a way for the two men before me this time to have no more hope for me.
I have the right to refuse, right?
"I want to go home alone" I said. This is a logical reason. Than I thought no.
Especially if I have a big head. I don't want to be that kind of person.
"Yuna, I'm home first!"
I don't know what Danu is feeling right now. I can't guess yet. But this time I felt unusual.
Why these? I'm worried about his feelings right now.
Is he disappointed?
Danu just came out, left me and Satria.
"Yuna, outside there are still many people who discuss your problems. I have a shortcut to go home," Satria broke my daydream. Daydreams about Danu.
"We should avoid it first. If it has been reduced, then we face this problem. You're welcome,"
Whatisthis? Why did Satria say that??
"Yuna, trust me. I believe in you too!"
Again, Satria made a statement to convince me. But, I don't think I need Satria's statement just now.
Feels different.
Not the same when Danu said a statement to convince me.
God, give me the best way.
"Yok!" Satria blocks my hand, invites me to go out.
I immediately shook off his hand, "I can walk on my own, Sat," I said.
Receiving a touch from him made me uncomfortable.
Not the same, if a Danu did it.
"Okay, follow me,"
Satria and I went out through the back door. Where not many people pass by. There's not even a single person here. We walked around, like thieves.
I just found out that the office I work in has another door. Maybe some kind of secret door.
Perhaps Satria knew better, because she was the one trusted by the Boss. It was not impossible if he knew so many things about the intricacies of this office.
"You ever pass by here?" I broke the silence between us.
"Once in a while" replied Satria.
"If Mr. Robert had more business, it would have been through here" he continued. Still focusing in front of me.
"Is this some kind of secret passage?" Ask again.
Satria nodded, "now it's no secret anymore,"
"Why??" Ask me to want to know.
"I've told you this path is the same as yours, Ayuna." Satria.
I feel like this conversation is over. I don't want to continue anymore.
Our journey is also over.
It turns out this secret road can be penetrated until the parking lot Satria car is located.
From the parking lot, I can see there are still many people passing by in front of the office.
"Let's go in," Satria's pinta. Open the door for me.
"Sat, I can go home by myself" I refused.
How can I follow Satria? I feel like I'm adding to the problem.
"Yuna, I'm anterine," Satria was still adamant.
"Sat, thank you for letting me know about the secret door." I sighed, looking for a way to keep rejecting her invitation, "but, I want to go home by myself,"
"Yuna, go on!!"
"Satria, thank you for your kindness. But, please respect my decision."
After that, I chose to leave Satria. Take out my phone to order an ojek online. At least, by riding an ojek I can quickly arrive at my Apartment.
Rejecting Satria, it was easy. I don't have to think about what his feelings are now.
But, for Danu? Until now I have not stopped thinking about it. I was so worried about his feelings.
Though clearly, my feelings at this time need more calm. Moreover, there are still many problems that I have to solve. I don't want to drag on.
Arriving at the apartment lobby, I saw Satria already standing there.
Holy hooch!
How could he get here faster than me??
Oh, I forgot.
I had a stop at the minimarket first to buy some of my needs that had run out.
"I'm bawain," Satria snatched the shopping bag from my hand. Then walk quickly in front of me.
Oh God.
This Satria is one of God's slightly ignorant creatures. So annoying.
Arriving in front of the unit, a place I've only stayed one night. I asked Satria to give me the bag.
"Thank you for the hand" I reached out hoping he would give me the plastic bag.
"Together," he answered with a smile.
"Here" I asked again.
Satria refused, "Yuna, hunt open the door,"
Satria asked me to enter the postcode on my Apartment unit door.
"I can go in, right?? Wanted to look around," he explained.
Oh, no way. I don't want to let Satria go inside. Especially just the two of us. It is unethical for women and men to be in the same room without the presence of others.
"Sat ...."
"Can't you, huh??" asked Satria with a slightly moody face.
"Sat, not me ....."
My words floated, I could no longer continue after seeing someone in the hallway walking closer and closer. It makes me unable to turn to look at him anymore.
What was? Why is he here?
Satria followed my gaze, looking at the man there without blinking.
"Andu, why is he here??" Ask Satria to me.
I could only shake, without being able to answer.
After Danu's steps got closer to us, Satria immediately approached towards him.
"Why did you come here? You're following me with Yuna???"