Patience of My Husband

Emotions are unstable

POV Caca

On the way home I asked Arka to buy my favorite brownie.

"Tumben cocks asking for brownies?"

"Again the desire to snack. That's why buy" I replied.

"Usually do you like to make your own, why not make it now?" Ask Arka again.

"Once lazy make. Somehow if I make someone doubt the same results of my sweat, but already tired make it not even appreciated" said I deliberately insinuated Arka.

"I have no doubt, baby, yes I believe that you are now smart to make cakes, have been smart to cook as well" said Arka.

"I'm not saying that you doubt me, feel yes" I said a bit.

"But I'm offended, baby. I once doubted you could make a cake. At that time I was just joking. Why put it in the heart?"

It's good that Arka said that it was just a joke, did she not know that her words made me hurt. ?

The car stopped in front of my cake shop. But my mood has changed. I no longer want to buy brownies.

"No need to go down, we just go home" said my brother when Arka would open the car door.

"Lho" Arka gawked at my words.

"Say to buy brownies, this has arrived you know baby, why even ask to go home" asked Arka in surprise.

"It's not in the mood. We just go straight home. The brownies have to argue. If you don't want to go back and say it from the beginning. I can go alone"

Arka seemed to take a deep breath as I nagged her. I don't know why lately I've always felt like he was deliberately making me angry. Trivial issues are always a matter of debate.

"Darling, I'm sorry. I didn't mean it that way. Don't be angry. Now we go down I buy you your favorite cake. Want how? a five? a ten? or if I need to buy everything in the etalasenya, as long as not to be angry again yes" Arka looks panicked when I see me really angry.

"If I say go home, don't have much to say" I cried until I didn't feel my eyes popping clear drops.

Arka quickly tried to hug to calm me down. And that makes me even more nervous.

"Why can't you understand me? Why do you never appreciate what I do? Why are you changing now? " I said as I sobbed in his arms.

"Ssttt. I didn't change, baby, I'm sorry I couldn't understand you. From now on I will understand you better, I will also appreciate more whatever you do. Don't be angry anymore. Sorry I am"

Arka hugged me tightly, Her hand rubbed my back gently. Slowly I started to calm down.

I don't know lately I also feel that my emotions are unstable, I feel that I am also often very angry. But it didn't take long for my anger to subside. Yes as it is today, after being angry to a cry. I also feel ordinary again. Is it possible because it has been vented, my anger immediately subsided. Or maybe it's because of the baby. The pregnancy hormone doctor.

"Now we're home, huh?" Arka let go of her embrace and wiped away the tears from my eyes that partially covered my face. Then she pulled out my slightly messy hair.

"I don't want to go home" I answered

"Well if you don't want to go home. Where do you want it now, let me take it. Are you going to papa's house? Or would you like to pick up mom in the village?"

"I want to buy brownies" I replied a little spoiled.

"OKAY. Want to come in, what are you gonna wait here for?" Ask Arka again.

"Come"

"What am I wearing glasses for?" Ask me for wonder

Arka took something back from the drawer, apparently she took a makeup mirror, then gave it to me. And like telling me to look "Let's be more beautiful baby" I took the mirror and looked at my own face in the mirror. My eyes look puffy and red.

I understand the point too. He gave me sunglasses to cover my puffy eyes because I was crying. Without saying much more I immediately put on my sunglasses, and kept the makeup mirror back where it was.

"Well, now we're coming down"

Arka's hand pulls the handbrake lever before it comes out. We both entered my shop.

I also started to choose a variety of cakes. After feeling enough I also called Arka to make the payment immediately.

"Have you?" asked Arka, I nodded.

After buying a variety of cakes, we continued our journey home. Because I want to rest soon.

"Honey, when are you coming back here?" I asked Arka who was focusing on driving.

"Yes mom said she asked to be picked up because Rani was better. But I told you that I'm still busy and still can't pick you up. I still can't pick up Mom either. Later if there's free time I'll pick him up"

My mother-in-law is currently in her village. Two days before I came home from Surabaya, Mamah came home because Rani was sick. Mamah came home to Alda and Firna. They both stayed there for three days. After that they went home. Alda himself had to work.

"It's better to just move Rani's school here, rather than away like this. If there's anything to bother with if you have to go back and forth" I tried to advise Arka.

I have asked Rani to change schools and live with me. But Rani always refused to say she did not want to bother me and also Arka.

"And you know for yourself that Rani doesn't want to stay with us"

"Tell talk to Rani again. Who knows if he's changed his mind and wants to stay with us here" I'm again advising Arka.

"Yes, I'll try again. Hopefully this time he will"

Arka also hopes that Rani will be willing to stay with us here. Although Arka initially refused to let her family live with us. Not without reason, Arka does not want if his family is said to be matrealiatis and hitchhiking live with me.

And I and my own family have no objection at all, if my mother and sister live with me. My mom and dad have the same desire as me. So that I don't feel lonely. So that I feel at home because there are many who accompany.

Even the originally sickly mother has now gradually improved after living with me here. Because here mamah can seek treatment and routine health checks at the famous hospital in Jakarta.

Mamah is not dependent on drugs that must be consumed every day. Now mamah only consume vitamins to strengthen his immune system only. It used to be a thin dry body that looks pale, now it has begun to contain and look fresher.

"Honey, if we ask Firna for help to pick up mama, how about it?" I asked Arka.

"Dear, don't do it. It's not good to have to trouble them again, let me pick them up" Arka rejected my suggestion.

"But when? Have you been busy lately?" Sayapku.

"Tomorrow I'll tell Mr. Faisal to pick up mamah. Tomorrow he's starting work again"

"Yes, mom was picked up. Just be careful if you lie. You'll give me punishment" I threatened Arka.

"Yes, baby yes. Tomorrow you will be invited" he answered to make sure.

Relieved to get an answer from Arka. Because soon I will meet with my mother-in-law who has not met for almost a month.