
Didn't expect me to finally get married to someone I didn't love at all with a fair face.
I will try to accept it, even if I do not know when my love will be present for him.
There is still a sense of awkward if I was close to mas Agus, his face looks very comfortable if viewed.
Although he was not handsome but his face was not tired of being looked at.
His voice made me feel calm and comfortable when Agus read the Quran.
During the stay at Mama's house and one room with me, Mas Agus never demanded anything from me.
I see it very easy with Agus familiar with my brothers, even with the children of my brothers easily as familiar .
aunt, we go for a walk yuk security . "say shakila son of bang Yudha who has started to enter adolescence."
yes aunt massak at home anyway, once we walk.mumpung we are still here. "said Akbar who is the brother of shakila which is only two years difference."
Bang Yudha lives in a different city but once a month bang Yudha will take time to visit the house of mamah and papa.
I'm the same shakila, Auntie and Om Agus so it's like a double date.
mau ya Aunty.ayok dong om Agus rayu aunty Hani,ajak Tante Hani dating.
akbar said with his spirit.
om the hell up with aunty kalain,om afraid that om who ngajak even do not want later.
Ah.om this is not cool, massak ngerayu Aante hani aja not dare.
Do you want Akbar to teach me to aunt Hani the same klepek Om Agus?.
Thank you Yach kalain want to help om, but om do not want if Aunt Hani want to go the same way Om because forced.
Because something forced is not good.
males really bang, auntie wants to walk out of the house.
if you really want to take a walk with Oma the same opa aja, Tante still want to relax at home enjoy a holiday work Aunt.
sorry Aunty Yach, please come along next time Aunty will take you for a walk .
Hopefully, mas Agus is not offended by refusing my invitation.
yaaa Aunty kok do not want the hell, father aunty mah so people do not understand." said them while pouting." ya have dech we invite Oma aja yuk deck than bete at home.
We're in yuk's room, there's something I want to talk about.
"i invite mas Agus to the room not to fight for duren Yach, because the first night has not been.awas not to think negatively Yach hehe."
After arriving at room , we sat on the balcony.
Mas, sorry Yach was me...
my words are not finished yet, Agus has cut my words.
You know, you're still tired of the show here.
While tomorrow you will be escorted back home mas.
never apologize deck if you never make a mistake, whatever you do and whatever you want to do mas will never forbid you,but all of that is still limited to your work as a wife.
Anything that makes you comfortable will do all that for the sake of our relationship.
never feel bad or feel sorry for your husband.
Yes, thank you.
I actually want to ask something with mas.so that I can adjust myself there, I just want to know the customs of the mas Agus family.
We know that our relationship is because of an arranged marriage so we both do not know each other.
Especially with about Mas Agus living with whom ?I want to know!.
Maybe my words are like someone investigating, but that's what I want to know about his family.
Even the house I do not know, but whatever the condition of the house I will try to be able to live there.
Mas lives with my mother and sister, my job is a vegetable trader.
We leave at 3am to go home at seven o'clock or eight in the morning.
ten hours I deliver fresh vegetables and fish in several restaurants.
Two or three o'clock at home for a break.
" said mas Agus in detail about what he does every day."
Mas the third of six children, the closest home is the house of mbak Ratna and also my sister Rudi .
Mas Bambang is his second son, he lives in a big city and there is no time for our wedding.
And mas has a sister a doctor who also lives in the "city of Yy" and she can't come either.
I don't know when they'll be home and don't know.
If you have a problem with the mas family you better immediately talk, so that the mas can know what you are feeling.
Never cover anything if it makes you uncomfortable later.
I don't know why I feel sad when mas Agus mentions the name of his sister and mother who can not attend or other problems.
I wanted to ask but I was afraid that Agus thought I was interfering with his family problems.
Let it be possible someday mas Agus will tell you about his brother who lives far away in another city.
Mas..do I still work ? after this holiday is over ?
" i said slowly so that Mas Agus could want to understand what I want, he said,yes, although actually I still want to work but if mas Agus forbid me yes I will stop working even though my heart still wants to keep working."
Mmm. mas will not forbid you deck if you still want to work the most important thing you know your obligations and limitations as a wife.
Being able to take care of yourself especially your aurat deck, that's all that matters because after marrying your sin I bear it.
I tried to examine and understand what Agus said.
Maybe he wants me to wear a Yach hijab, but not directly mas Agus asked for it.
Yes, yes, "I know." I said.
tell me if I'm wrong or I forget who I am.
teach me that I can be Sholehah's wife even though I can't accept the full mas.
Do you want to stay at the deck at the mas house?
because the house is not as luxurious as this house.
The room is also smaller than what you have now, because you are afraid you do not feel at home .
"i smiled in response to Agus' words."
I don't know yet and have never lived there, but I will try to accept whatever the conditions are and will be trying to be able to live there.
if I don't feel right there, I'll talk to you.
Hopefully you feel at home Yach deck, because mas can not leave Mom and ayu at home together.
They are responsible.
And you also do not want to hurt your feelings later.
I know that Agus is worried that I will not be there,I saw the look of a confused face and doubtful words as he said his room was even smaller than the room I was in now.
Only God can turn a human heart.
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