Patience of My Husband

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I expressed the intention to step even though the heart still could not fully.

O Allah. convince my heart to go to the household you enjoy.

open my heart to receive the partner you have destined for me.

Take care of her heart and give her patience until this heart can truly accept her completely.

Do not forget him to the others.

O almighty substance, knowing all the contents of his servant's heart, establish it as the destiny of the soul mate that ends.

Although I do not have a taste for Agus mas but in my heart there is fear if he will turn away.

May you be patient.

Deck..!

Are you ready if you start living at home tomorrow?

if you are uncomfortable later you can nginep at home Mama how many times a week.

But I hope you can adjust there.

I will try it mas, if later I want to nginep at home mama.

I will learn to adjust.

My heart is actually always deg-degan sleeping one bed with mas Agus, there is a sense of worry.

But I try to believe in the promise of Mas Agus who will never force me.

Tomorrow I will start living at Mas Agus' house.

a new family, a new atmosphere, a new environment, all the new life that I have to live later.

Living in an environment I don't know about.

Yach wants how else all that I have to keep going.

Are you afraid and uncomfortable sleeping in one bed with mas, dek?

If you are not comfortable let mas sleep on the sofa, because mas see you are always hesitant to relax your body.

huh uh..! kok mas Agus can know Yach if I feel uncomfortable when sleeping in one bed with him.

I'm sorry Yach mas, but for now let me learn to recognize you.

" my words are in my heart."

Want how else massak mas Agus I told to sleep on the floor or in a sofa, can-can Mama nagging constantly.

I do not want to be called double disobedient mas, can my weight bear the sin of double, hehe.

I. yes, but I also can not ask mas to sleep the floor or disofa .

Later I fit to stay at home mas, I was told to sleep on the floor again, not good.

Yes it is not possible, the goldfish wants to let the paradise angel sleep on the floor. mas also still have the feeling of the deck.

Instead of sleeping on the floor mingan sleep dipped mas.

Mas also did not have the heart to squirm he had to sleep cold on the floor.

Idih.., Friday again.

actually I was happy when mas Agus teased me, even though I sometimes felt annoyed with his words.

I was slightly comforted by Agus' words, I turned my face to hide my laughter.

.......

A beautiful morning with warm sunshine.

Is this morning a sign of my good life?.

I hope so, because from today I will learn a lot with my new environment and life.

I hope I can have a warm family.

Today I will be delivered to his family in Agus .

There was anxiety and worry in my heart, there was worry in my heart.

Can I adjust myself?

Can I survive later?

Can I get used to living what I am?

My life will change by one hundred and eighty degrees.

Being a wife, living with my in-laws and brothers-in-law.

Deck, you're ready.

"i replied with a nod of my head plus a little smile Yach."

Sorry mas Yach, there are no fancy parties to welcome our family and us.

Unlike Mama and Papa who welcomed the mas family with a lavish party .

"Smoke agus."

It seems that mas Agus feels bad with my family, he feels guilty for not being able to welcome my family like Mama and Papa welcome his family.

Mas.., there is no need to do beyond our ability or force something limited to your ability mas.

Whatever the welcome from the mas family, Mama and Papa will definitely feel happy, because for those who are most important is themselves mas Agus himself.

Mama and Papa never looked at what the state of the family, the house and also the work of the mas themselves.

What they saw was that Agus was a good man to be my husband.

Is Agus less ?

Instead of answering, Agus looked at me in surprise, as if the question was right for you.

That question should be for you, deck, are you less likely to have a husband like me?.

I'm just an ordinary man who has nothing, I'm just a husband who can't necessarily give you what you want.

"said Mas Agus who reversed my question.

Sorry mas if I can not be a full wife, but I hope mas can give me confidence that mas is a husband who is loyal to his partner, but I hope mas, because I still can't trust someone I just met.

If I'm inferior to the mas, I will definitely forbid Mama and Papa to hold our wedding reception.

I'm sure Mama and Papa didn't find me a mate wrong, and I'm sure they weren't wrong with the choice.

Give me proof that their choice is the best.

I don't want to be hurt and hurt anymore.

tok.tokm..

Enter. not locked the door.

Non, who wants to decorate non has come.non awaited below.

" say aunt."

yes bi, I'll be down soon.

ayok mas Cepet down, then Mama thought I objected to be brought to the mas house.

After everything is done in the make up we start preparing everything.

Only a few families who came to take us, I and Mas Agus one car with Mama and Papa.

"you've prepared, baby !".

papa sat next to the driver.

" God willing the reward, Doain Hani."

my words are short because in my heart there is doubt.

I never knew about his family, I knew Mas Agus was not married for a month.

between being ready or not only time will answer.

"Tomorrow if the month comes do not ask Mama to menggelus your stomach yes, now you already have a husband, so later ask the husband who stroked your stomach."

whispered Mama in my ear.

Because I have a habit if the moon always feels pain, Mama will always compress my stomach with warm water while stroking my stomach.

"Son Agus, if one day Hani cries suddenly you do not be surprised Yach."

now all your responsibilities are your responsibility.

Yes, God willing, I will be a responsible husband of the world and the hereafter.

I will take care and love Hani as I care and love my mother.

Agus's reply made me feel comfortable.