Patience of My Husband

Fusing Sin

POV mom

Tringg...

My phone sounded a sign there was a notification of incoming chat.

(For tomorrow's event please attend immediately, for those who cannot attend or are unable to attend please inform before eight o'clock tonight. And for the location of the Arisan located at Cafe Merbabu. Thank you)

That's the content of the chat from grub arisan. I typed in a reply quickly.

(Sorry for before, for tomorrow's rally is there a certain dresscode?)

It looks like Indri's mother's name is typing , and replies are back in.

(As usual mothers, polite clothes and for the color we use yellow or close to yellow as long as it does not look striking the difference)

In one fit, the clothes that Arka bought were yellow. I can use the time tomorrow.

(Let's mothers for those who do not have the right color can stop by my boutique, there is a new collection that suits the taste of mothers)

Reply from Ms. Isma who promoted her merchandise, she was one of the members of the Arisan who had a boutique business. Her husband is also a property entrepreneur.

Long dwell in the grub read replies from the mothers arisan bored. I closed the chat on the grub and called Caca, wanted to take her to the funeral tomorrow who knew she wanted to.

"Hello baby, what else?" Sapaku when the call is received.

"Again sleep ma, what's the matter with the call tumben?"

"Tomorrow no show? If not, accompany mama arisan yuk" Invite me

"There is no event anyway ma, but later Caca permission first same Arka ya. Now Arka still hasn't come home. Caca cabarin will be able to take it"

"Yeah Ca, go with mama only have permission first. It's clearly permissible"

" Yes ma, must be allowed, now Caca already have a husband ma, so everywhere must permit first. If my husband doesn't let me, Caca can't go. Arka said it was illegal for a wife to leave the house without her husband's permission. So Caca will leave if Arka gives permission" added pinter aja this child menjawabnya.

"Ribet very, yes already yes mama who will say the same Arka" I grunt annoyed. And then end the call.

It is true that Caca said, unlawful if the wife goes without the husband's permission. It's the same statement as hearing the lecture at the mosque the other day. But the time yes go the same parents themselves must be permission. Just-there's.

I sat in the corner of the bed. Still thinking about Caca's speech and also the lecture from ustadz.

Is that really what Caca said?

Why didn't I study religion before? Why am I so old to know this?

How many sins have I committed to my husband?

O Allah forgive the sins of your servant...

Allow me to correct my mistakes...

Lead the servant in your way....

Doesn't feel a clear circle dripping on this cheek. Now I realize that treasure is not everything. The treasures we have are indeed abundant, but the heart feels unsettled.

This heart feels calm when following congregational prayers in the mosque and listening to ustadz lectures. Sometimes the heart feels slashed when it hears sholawat chanting. It is so painful to realize that life is full of sins.

What will I bring if I die?

What reward would I give if the angel asked me?...

O Allah, do not take my life away before I have sinned...

My sins are so much, give me a chance to fix it....

I am lucky to have a son-in-law who understands religion. What would happen if Caca married Farhan who likes to change women. I used to be very supportive of Caca's relationship with Farhan because he's an established man, he's a businessman. Have shares everywhere. So I think Caca would live happily if he was struggling with treasure.

I don't care about the bad news about Farhan, I know he's doing illegal business, I even know better than Caca that Farhan likes to deal with obscure women.

All I don't care about, the important thing is that he's a rich man and a businessman.

Turns out I was wrong, treasure is not everything that makes me happy. Now I can see Caca's life is much better than when she was not married to Arka. Caca looks happy even though it is coupled with Arka who is just an ordinary person.

Arka is not only a husband who can control his wife. But she was also a daughter-in-law who could control her in-laws. Controlling in the positive can lead us on the right path.

Although Arka from among ordinary people who entered the upper class, Arka was not a proud person. He did not want to use his wife's family fortune for fun.

At the beginning of Caca's marriage with Arka, a lot of scorn so know the background of Arka. Moreover, many Arisan friends who say the slanted news about Arka. To the extent that I myself feel ashamed to attend the arisan.

But after my husband gave a long explanation I finally could understand better. No longer feeling embarrassed or embarrassed. I could face them more wisely and shut their mouths without having to fight.

Adzan's voice roused me from the daydream. There was no sense of magrib's time having arrived. Immediately I put down the phone that I was holding. Immediately I took ablution and prepared to go to the mosque.

"Ma, are you ready?" Papa came out the door.

"Yes pa, already" I picked up the clean bag that was on the nightstand. I take the top of the face and wear it. Then walk behind papa.

When he arrived at the courtyard of the house, he stopped his steps.

"Mama why?" Ask my husband suddenly.

"Why what pa? I asked back.

"Mama looks different, is there anything you think?" Ask papa again.

"There is no pa. Come on, you will be in a hurry late if papa has a lot of nanya gini" I try to divert the conversation.

Just a few steps papa has started asking again.

"Ma, is there anything that bothers your mind? Don't you want to tell me the same papa?" It's not papa's name if he stops asking questions before he knows the truth.

"There is no pa, the mother just thought why we are this old just learning religion. That's because at first we were ashamed of the Ark. Not from our hearts"

"Ma, we are too late to regret everything. But there's no harm in us fixing it. If at first it was all because of Arka. God sent Arka to guide us. Whether or not we accept our repentance is God's business with us. Mumpung still in love time to fix, let's do ma" I nodded when papa gave a good explanation.

"Yes pa, fortunately Arka who became our ghost yes pa"

"From the beginning papa was convinced that Arka was the person who could make our family better. Although he was a simple person, but his way of thinking was truly extraordinary" Papa unceasingly praised the ability of his chosen son-in-law.

"Yes pa. Mama loves the world so much that she forgets that there is an afterlife waiting"

We walked into the mosque.

"Pak Hendra" said someone who was fat. Give his hands to shake.

"Eh Mr Sony, how are you?" Papa returned his hand.

"Good sir"

"Yes, mommy first. Let's sir" I left papa talking to his friend.

Since going to the mosque we are more familiar with other neighbors. Mutual exchange of thoughts, sometimes telling daily activities, sometimes also telling each other's children.

I also take regular classes every Sunday. Just like Arisan made lot the names of its members. The name of who came out, then the next study will be held at the person's house.

Each study is required to pay cash of five thousand. The money will be used for mutual benefit, such as a sick member or a family who died. It is not a matter of nominal that a little but more to high solidarity between citizens.