Patience of My Husband
8.Advice.
Nothing is difficult if God makes it easy
Nothing is heavy if God lightens
No one can resist if God wills.
The days I didn't feel like they were getting close to my wedding day.
I don't think I'm ready for a household let alone living at home.
Sometimes it's hard for me to go and leave everything.." RUN AWAY ON THE WEDDING DAY."
AHH it's impossible to hurt my own family just because of my ego.**
I walked over to Mama who was busy with my wedding preparations.
May not before Hani married , Hani want to sleep with Mama.
Hani still hesitates to step up...Hani needs Mama.
Why are you, baby.what are you thinking?
do you doubt that Agus became your husband ?
...Mama just asked for one with you.don't make this family ashamed the second time....
...A mother will not let her child suffer or be hurt even if it is her own husband....
...If Agus ever hurt you...Papa and Mama are going to pick you up....
...Even though you are this mature, for Mama you are still Mama's little daughter....
...who still always cry if the moon comes....
...who sometimes still want to sleep in Mama's room.and inevitably Papa MU who must give up....
...If one day Agus is someone who truly understands you.understand everything about you...and not even hurt just for the sake of choosing another.......
keep him because looking for a partner is not as easy as we look for clothes that fit our size and will.
love can come after marriage...
because perfect love knows no form
perfect love knows only taste...
a sense of complementarity and cover up for each other's shortcomings and weaknesses...
learn to accept it.Try to open your heart, feel its presence.
*** said Mama made me cry.I know Mama is the first person who will look sad with my former condition.
which is so fragile and so broken that I even want to end my life.
although I know Mama was disappointed and hurt, but with his affection Mama always gave me spirit, always smiling even though her heart was crying.
Mama always covered all her pain to see me rise again from my slump*** said I in my heart.
Forgive Hani MA, Hani was worried and also afraid if Hani could not accept the presence of mas Agus.
...Check your heart, whether it is true to have forgotten about it or just pretend not to remember it....
...much has happened in new relationships but his heart has been in the past....
Don't be selfish darling, don't feel you only for people who will never care and understand your feelings.
don't blind your heart to an unreal love.
forget it...
it's time for you to be happy.
" Mama stroked my hair, and kissed my forehead."
I said while crying.
I remember when Mama advised me when I decided to marry Andrean..
I saw Mama's sour face for disagreeing with my choice.
Andrean is not a decent guy for me.
Mama said that she didn't love me sincerely because Mama had seen Andrean go with another woman, but I never believed what Mama said.
I just feel my love for Andrean.
Cry baby.prepare everything don't you dull your feelings.
" mama said as she stroked my hair back.I put my head on Mama's lap."
Long time I cried, put everything in Mama's lap.
without me noticing papa, my brothers and my two sisters-in-law were behind me.
because I talked to Mama in the family room, where we used to hang out together.
I fell asleep on Mama's lap because I was tired of crying.I felt Mama's tears drip, falling on my cheeks.
after a while I woke up.they all hugged me, gave me advice.
I'm convinced that my decision is correct.
You doubt because Agus is ugly or because the others.bang Riyan teases me.
what the heck Abang nih.. not funny tau. "my word while pouting " .
the black one is not boring, the deck...
later if you already know about Agus let alone have felt.you will not want to go far from the mas Agus.
Mas go not long Yach.adek tuh still want.
the sound of the made-up Yudha bang goulash ,
purposely to tease me
Tasty know the deck has a husband tuh , cold-cold there is a hug.if again there is comfort.
continue.you will come months often sick tuh , look forward to someone sniffing your stomach.
so later you will not tell Mama again because you have felt the alusa husband.
Especially the first night. uuuhhh it can not be overshadowed deh.
you'll get married if you marry.
if you don't want to marry deck , sin knows.
indeed you want to be a spinster continue to be in the field of no practices.
iiih if mb is amit-amit.beautiful but no one wants to be considered a faggot.
Tempt my sister-in-law.
already the important thing is that you just live it.if the problem of the face mas Agus is easy.
taken to the salon later also changed.but if the skin is , eemmm.kanya can not change.
But the sweetest deck Agus it's just that he's friends really just as hot as the sun.
so a little cute alias.item moody.
" said bang Riyan who held back his laughter."
The brother cannot take care and accompany you forever.But Brother will try to be the brother you need when you have problems .sometimes Abang also needs the figure of a person who is able to be a place for Brother to feel comfortable and vent all feelings.
if you are married, your feelings of worry and responsibility are slightly reduced because there are already those who take care of, take responsibility and protect you while giving affection that an Brother cannot give.
The comfort and embrace of a brother will be different from the comfort of a husband.
Learn to accept it even if you can't love it.
sincerely accept your partner's shortcomings and live everything because of worship.
Papa hopes Hani can live your destiny and nature dear.
if one day Agus is the husband who is not fit to be your priest...
papa's gonna take you home...
the door of this house is always open for Hani to return...Mama and papa will happily accept this little papa girl.
Bismillah yach dear.not that you have prayed istikharah.
And you have found the answer too.
I just nodded my head too.
SERIATE...
Sorry Yach if the update is too long later.I again take care of MY HUBBY sick.
