Patience of My Husband

39.

I lived my simple life, without the luxury facilities I used to get at my parents' house.

I have to try to adjust myself to the state of my husband's family, but the husband wants to do what I want.

When I came home from work last night, without me asking him he had boiled hot water for me to take a shower, if I was exhausted after coming home from the office.Sleep I could not feel well and look restless, too,he would reflexively give me a massage that could make me feel comfortable, after feeling I was asleep then my husband was just going to sleep.

His weakness could not see me crying, and he slept in a state of anxiety.

He will definitely hug me and give me comfort and an apology that will come out if I am crying.

At eight in the morning I was still relaxing at home, because there was no scheduled meeting I was lazy to go to the office.

I welcome my husband home as usual, Mas Agus hugged my waist with a little jail attitude.

"this is a habit," understand the attitude of his jail.

"Labour not?"

"Malas Mas.mau relaxed at home to accompany my beloved husband."

"why?is there a problem?" I just shook my head.

"Mas will be noon metemeni Hani yach, there is someone who wants to know with Mas Agus."

Mas Agus looked at me in wonder, strange it feels if there is someone who wants to get acquainted with him.

"my ex..."

"So he called me and wanted to know who my husband was."

I looked into my husband's eyes and I said" jealous...???Mas Agus is jealous."

I rubbed his chin.kucubit gemes both cheeks.

"Decks"

hemm

"smith hemm is the answer"

answer what you have to do, you haven't asked.

"Does she still love him?."

Is Mas still in doubt about all that Hani gave Mas?, what by giving up my honor still makes Mas doubt? I chose to stay here with Mas Agus and leave my parents' home and the luxury I felt since childhood.What it does not prove the sincerity of my love that I really accept my husband as he is,

do you doubt all that?

Mas're afraid of the deck, you...

no matter what my husband's circumstances, Hani will never change, Hani does not need treasure.Hani needs comfort, affection and affection that Hani always crave from you Mas.

He always felt doubtful and did not have strong confidence, always there was fear in my husband.

Never think the no-no ah, we just live, believe and give everything to God.

And never change that belief, Hani will never change the decision Hani took to be your wife Mas.

Maafin Mas yach deck, Mas is still afraid if one day will return to the former adek.

Yes it is impossible Mas, I also have the principle of "never going back to the person who once hurt and embarrassed my family.

"My heart is raging with what I see.

I accidentally saw my wife was sitting alone with a man called EX, I saw Hani crying, it looks very hurt.

I could only look at him from far away.

At night he fell asleep in a state of uneasiness and unease, a cold sweat coming out from his forehead.

I hug and gently wipe the head and knead repeatedly and give a sense of comfort over time Hani looks calm sleep.

I don't know what Hani is thinking, is there any doubt in him after he met his ex??.

Did I just ask you?."

"May I ask.." It's weird with my husband, just ask for permission, I just nodded my head.

Why was his sleep last night so restless?, was there something that stuck in his heart adek?

I leaned my head.I wrapped his arm around my shoulder.I held him and I held his palm while I held it tightly with both palms of my hand.

"Mas.what's wrong when I'm like this?"

Comfort, calm.as if all my burdens away from going, tired after trading also feels lost.

You are half my life, my encouragement a smile cools my heart to Mas." my husband's heart.

"That's the same as Hani felt, all that is in me is opium for Hani.

Why do you ask, is there something in my heart?" I asked back too.

Oooh turns out that's what made my husband ask me that question.

ANDREAN PROV

I didn't think I'd ever meet Hani again, the guy I once let down, if I hadn't done anything stupid, none of this would have happened.

Hani.a gentle woman, and can make me change, a woman I once hated because of her slightly jutek attitude but because of her arrogance towards her friends who always make me smile and feel comforted.

From there I began to feel awkward if I did not see his face and a sweet smile that always bloomed in his lips.

Today I want to know who is the man who became her husband.is he a good man until Hani so maintain his relationship.

I came to her place of work, wanted to explain what had happened to me before the wedding.

Lunchtime I saw Hani coming out of her place of work.

"Hani.." I saw a shocked look as I called out to her.

"I want to talk"

"Nothing to talk about anymore.all has happened."the answer seemed indifferent and the gaze that did not care about my presence.

I beg you to listen to my explanation first, if you refuse it then I will shout in this office lobby.

Finally, even with a forced Hani to follow my invitation.

" But I can't be long, 'cause there's a meeting at one o'clock in the afternoon."

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"There's really no need for you to explain anymore, because whatever you say will never change my decision...

Because what has passed has hurt me and my family."

The word that was thrown out of Hani's mouth, made me realize again with my old mistakes.

"I'm sorry.but I did it all because of me...

making a mistake I never made with my consciousness, it all just happened, I was framed Han..."

"I want us to be like we used to be, we continue our relationship that once put.."

"You think I want to, keep going.Will you kill your wife huh!, and the kid?."

hani's words were thin and did not want to look at me.

"He's my son from my marriage to Laura, my,

when I was getting ready for your house the week before our wedding, Laura set me up by giving her the drug that she was treating."

I was confused what to do at that time, wanted me to be honest with you at that time but I was afraid you were disappointed with what happened.I was devastated...until I decided to choose to leave.

a month later I got word that Laura was pregnant, and she even committed suicide and dropped her womb.

I have no idea where I didn't have the heart of that innocent fetus that I decided to marry Laura, but up to this point I never touched it even though we were married.

The shadow of your sad face and heartache that is always imagined.

Give me a break, I promise it won't happen again and I'll divorce Laura because I never loved her.

I know you got married because your parents betrothed, come back to me and marry me.

"Yes.I married because I was betrothed, I never even knew him let alone love him, but that's.the first time I married him how many months."

"He who I used to refuse during matchmaking

he who I never considered his presence, even I who was always indifferent and the bodo never even cared about him.

With his patience, his tenderness that he always gave me, his attention and also sometimes his ugliness that always made me unconsciously smile with his behavior and it made me melt, he said,

he never even dared to touch me, let alone force me.

Over time in my heart grew comfortable when he was by my side, there was even a sense of kangen when he forgot to kiss my forehead before he left for the market."

"My husband is not a rich man of treasure not even an educated man, but my husband is a man who can be a priest to me, he who makes me introduce me and bring me closer to my Lord

I love my husband without but, accepting whatever his circumstances, I don't care about his job, and I want to be with him always." he said in tears,

and I could feel that Hani loved her very much.

I did not expect that Haniku had changed now, even he could forget the relationship between us that had been established.

DUH SI ANDREAN NGAREP IF HANI WANTS BALIKAN.

HANI TUH COMFORTABLE WITH MAS BOJONYA...PATIENCE YACH ANDREAN