Patience of My Husband

Chapters. 4 Preparation of application

We sat in the garden without a word.

Hani ate a snack that he bought, I also ate the snack while I looked at the look of Hani's sour face.

Before long adzan magrib reverberated.kuajak Hani to the mosque for prayer.

Hani just kept quiet and obeyed my will.

we also walked to the mosque which is only a few meters from the park.

After the completion of the prayer I intend to ask Hani .

after Hani left the mosque, I approached him...

Are you calm now ?

Hani just nodded his head.

Want to go home now do you want to tell me something ? .

Hani quietly lowered his head.

I used to be just like you.

I worked as a TKI for several years to help the economic situation of my parents.

I came back to Indonesia to want to get engaged to my lover.

I expressed my intention and purpose to get serious about my relationship.

I asked her to get engaged as a sign I was serious with her.

But I asked for three years for him to wait for me because I would go back to being TKI.

He agreed and waited for me for two years and our relationship was fine.

we always talk and ask news through HP. But the last two months he has been difficult to contact .

I asked my family...But the news of the wounds I heard.

Turns out my lover married my own brother .

It feels broken, sick and disappointed.

I never thought it would happen.

...crying...

I cried even I almost wanted to kill myself ..too sick even so sick that's what I thought at the time .

I realized when my mother called me and advised me.

* DON'T WEEP THAT ISN'T YOUR SOUL MATE, CONVINCED BY GOD'S DESTINY THAT HE'S NOT THE BEST MATE FOR ME.

BECAUSE SOMEDAY GOD WILL GIVE THE BEST SOUL MATE TO ME.

STAY AND BE SURE .*

I am just like you it is hard to accept all of this .

slumped to the heart I did not want to know anymore and did not want to feel what love is.

But I am sure someday GOD will give the best soul mate for me.

With us resigned and sincerely accept all his destiny ..insya Allah we will feel light living it.

And if you are not sure this match is the destiny of GOD.until whenever you live it will feel heavy and will be a burden for yourself.

if you are not ready to accept all this I am ready to step back.because I do not want to make you uncomfortable with this relationship .

I will speak carefully with both of your parents.If I am the one who will choose to withdraw.

We both accept this matchmaking because we do not want to hurt the feelings of our parents, especially someone who has given birth to us.

after I spoke at length, I kept quiet to give Hani time to talk.

kulirik Hani who still lowered her head while hugging her knees..

Shut up.and just keep quiet with each other's thoughts.

Mas.." suddenly Hani called me."

yes, I answered briefly.

may I ask....

What do you want to ask ? .

If I haven't been able to accept mas and ....

hani's question suddenly stopped and turned towards me.

And what..? ask me curious

and if I haven't been able to carry out my duties as a wife, would you be angry with me ?

and will mas sue him even though I can't do it yet ?

I will not be angry and will be patient until you are ready to be born and accept me as your husband.

And if for one year you can't open your heart and accept me as your husband.

I will not force my will upon you.If you are with me you are not comfortable do not maintain our relationship later.

if holding on makes you sick and tortured, then let go do not force it.

But the one I asked of you after we got married...Appreciate and respect me as your husband.

cover this relationship if we are in front of our parents and the environment ,

act like we are a couple who love each other.

again, I will not force you.

it's been a good night we'd better go home..

Hani just nodded his head

we also walked to the motor park.

Mas went straight home Yach, like his same mom papa was out .

yes mas, Mama papa is at the sister's house

maybe bang Riyan is coming too.

I just went in and took my bike and went straight home.

Sunday, the day I waited for.the day that gave me faith.

even if you still have doubts, I will throw away all your doubts about our relationship.

Today I decided not to trade, I focused today on preparing everything.

Deck,anterin mas looking for yuk flowers.

I know the flowers that girls love.

cie..cie..romantis really mas, Ayu would be pingin.

what the hell is the deck.indeed you are not happy to see brother want a proposal.

I am happy, even I am very happy.

" ayu hugged me so tightly as she said."

Mas.the place is a bit far anyway .we leave now only.

ayok.don't get to bad luck.

Ayu and I went together to find the location of the florist.

Until dikios flowers.I pick flowers.

There's something I can help the mas."what a stall keeper."

this is why I am looking for flowers for the application event.can see how many examples of flowers have been assembled.

let the mas enter into the stall! , the mas can see some examples of flowers that have been assembled.

I'm going to open an album one-on-one.

Ma'am I want this one, "I'll show you a photo of a very pretty flower arrangement."

Well mas..wait a minute, someone wants to write here "show a greeting card."

Let me write it myself..

I took a card and I started writing it...

*Assalamualaikum. bidadari surgaku.

permission will I knock on your heart's door

treating your pain and disappointment

I can't make anything for you

but I can only try to

make happy.

my permission to be your companion

in your joys and sorrows.

may you open the door

your heart for my heart so that we can

mutually accept.*

AGUS DARMAWAN

I WANT TO GET MARRIED ONCE IN A LIFETIME

MY LIFE...

HOPE YOU ARE MY SOUL MATE.

those are the words I wrote for Hani, hopefully she can understand.

Is it finished?"the stall guard said."

yes, this is the card.

I also paid for the flowers.

mas flowers are beautiful Yach.ucap ayu see the series of flowers.

may Hani like Yach mas.

yes deck I hope you like

after the house laid flowers in my room .

hey where do I go gk say-say the hell mbak worry.

just found a flower for Hani .

has everything gone wrong?.

everything is done, just calm down just leave. "say mbak Laras to me."

watch the ring do not miss. said mbak Laras remember me.

Hopefully the show is smooth yes mas, I am curious about my sister-in-law.

"say rudi."

Pakde sama bude has been talked about if we leave dzuhur.

calm mas already from yesterday dikabari.they are also ready to leave.

SERIATE..

HIS ADVICE AND CRITICISM YACH KAK.