Patience of My Husband

Haris is applying again

POV Firna

What Alda said is true, too. Why am I wasting a guy as good as Haris. He always cared and cared about me. Even though I'm not a good woman.

Even though I ignored her, Haris always struggled and showed her sincerity. Maybe I'm a bod*h woman who ignores her sincerity in pursuit of money.

It cannot be denied, I am not used to living simply or lack. From childhood I was spoiled by my parents with luxury. It was this habit that carried on until I was an adult, even to this day.

I could not accept the fact that I was poor. Yeah, since both my parents got into a plane crash and died, slowly all my parents' possessions were gone.

For the sake of sufficient luxury lifestyle I was willing to sell myself, not just with one or two men, I already did with more than ten men. I even sleep with people's husbands. To the extent that it was found out his legal wife and I were hit with the name of the actor. Even his legal wife took an oath.

It was my living style that plunged me into the valley of sin. For money I don't care about the sins I commit. All I think about is money, money, and money. That's why I don't care about Haris because he's not from a rich family. I don't want to spend the rest of my life suffering.

I always look for rich men to date. It's not hard for me to get it. Because I also have a pretty face and a well-groomed body.

But the man I'm dating is not even ready to marry me. They only make me a complacent, even though they are willing to pour money that is not small for me. But it doesn't matter to me because I also don't want to force those who matter all my needs are met.

But all the luxuries I have and enjoy are now of no use. I am currently weak. Maybe this is how God rebukes me because I have fallen too far into the valley of sin.

God gave us a truly wonderful disease. Maybe this is karma and prayers from the women I hurt.

When I found out I had cervical cancer, my boyfriend just left me. Actually this has been a long time I feel, it's just that I always hide it from the closest people including Haris, and also my friends. I don't have the guts to tell you what I'm going through. Because I don't want them to feel burdened by me.

Until one day, Haris came to me and found my examination results. I can't say anything more, I resigned if Haris will also stay away from me. But unexpectedly, it was Haris who faithfully led me to treatment. He also came every day to bring food.

Haris has always given moral support so I don't go down. Because from the last examination of the doctor, I had to do the removal of the uterus. And this will mean that in the future I will not be able to have children.

I too was struck by my circumstances. Yet again Haris always calms me down. He even proposed to me to be his wife. Though my condition is really concerning.

I don't know why Haris loves me so much. Though all this time I always ignored him, he also knew what I had been doing. Even for my operating expenses, he was willing to sell his garden.

Haris is willing to accept whatever my circumstances. Even if I can't have children.

"However, let's eat first continue to drink this" Haris thrust a bottle of mineral water.

"What water is this?" my many.

"It's from Umi. This is the zamzam water that Umi brought when umroh yesterday, This is also already in the doain there. You drink yes, God willing can reduce the pain. And sorry umi still can't nengokin you. There are still many guests at home. Greetings to you"

"Oh Umi's here yet?" I was a little surprised. I stopped the spoon in front of my mouth.

"Yes, why are you so surprised?"

"Eh, it's okay. Me, I'm not ready if I have to see Umi and Abi you"

"Umi and Abi are good people. You calm down"

Suddenly I felt bad when Haris said his parents would come to see me. Until I finish my meal.

"Not finished?"

"No ah, I'm full" I sipped the drink Haris gave me.

"Fir, you have to be sure that you will recover after surgery. If you refuse surgery, your life could be threatened" Haris said gently.

"What are you afraid of, there is I who is always beside you"

"I'm afraid there won't be any more men to marry me. Even if there were , one day he would demand to have children"

"I told you, I'll marry you. I will accept no matter how you are. I will never ask that we have children. I will try to make you happy. I will work hard to meet all your needs. So I'm asking you not to talk like that again" Haris reassured me.

"Are you sure of your decision?"

"I'm sure, even very sure. All this time I've been fighting to take your heart. If we get married, I'm the only one who loves. That doesn't matter. I'll keep trying to make you love me."

My tears are also shed. I cried in front of Haris. How bod* I've been all this time. If only I could accept Haris, my life would be happy even without luxury.

Haris hugged and gently rubbed my head.

"I'm sorry Ris, I was blind all along. My eyes were covered with luxury so as not to notice the presence of a man as good as you"

"Are you willing to be my wife?" Ask Haris who is still holding me.

I nodded "I'm ready for Ris"

"Thank you Fir, you finally accepted my proposal" I let go of Haris' embrace and I looked into her eyes. It turned out that Haris was crying. That clear thread dripped down his cheek.

"You crying?" My previously innocent cry instantly stopped when I saw this man in front of me crying.

" I'm happy" Sahut Haris. We also hugged back.

"Horeeeee, you're finally getting married too" a shout could shock me.

It turned out that Alda and Caca were already in the room where I was being treated.

"You guys?"

"Why? " Task Alda with a mocking smile.

"When have you been here?"

"Since Haris reapplied to you" replied Caca.

"Ah you misheard ca, I'm not in the room" I dodged.

"Eits, don't dodge I have proof yes, nih" Alda showed the video footage when Haris hugged me. There's-there's this Alda, to the extent that in the same video-in he.

"Gosh Alda. Delete it?" I also glared at him.

"No. This makes for an unforgettable memory"

Haris smiled shyly at the silliness of my friends.

"Later on, if you get married. I put the screen tancap, I keep my daughter this film so that all the invited guests know the moment when Haris proposed to you a thousand times" They also laughed.

"You guys are really, yes, you are a riotous culprit" I also chuckled at the thought that Alda would do that later.