
Ever since the Nadira kidnapping that I did, everyone has stayed away from me, even my parents are reluctant to speak.
And I just found out, it turns out Nadira's wedding is postponed and will be held in a few weeks.
Nadira held her words, she didn't allow me to meet my daughter, even they hired some bodyguards to look after Davina, let alone to enter the house, just approaching the fence of the house the bodyguards had blocked me like they had marked my face.
Like today, I tried to go back for the umpteenth time but I did not go straight to Nadira's house, just looking at it from a distance, maybe my daughter was playing in the house, today I really miss Davina.
And sure enough from a distance I saw Nadira was pushing Davina's bike, they laughed happily while I was here suffering alone, no one accompanying even mama papa also forbade me to meet my two sons, I'm really alone now.
I tried to get closer to the gate, fortunately there was no bodyguard here so I was free to look at my daughter from a short distance away, I was eager to run towards her hugging the daughter I missed so much these past few weeks.
I don't feel these tears[falling just like that, my regret came too late, if only I hadn't done such a stupid act maybe I was there by now, I've wasted the opportunity Nadira has given me, because of my selfishness and obsession to have Nadira I lost everyone, especially Davina.
"Papa .." cried Davina, I gasped at the cry of my daughter calling my name.
I sobbed when Nadira wanted to bring Davina inside, as hateful as Nadira saw me to the point that the tagisan Davina was unable to melt her heart, Davina must also be the same as me who missed her so much.
"Mommy ... Want papa." Davina was sobbing, That's how hard your heart is Nad Davin murmured.
"Darling ... We're just going inside, son? Later mommy calls daddy, let's play with daddy." persuaded Nadira.
"No ... Want papa!" Davina rebelled, until Nadira's hand was released.
Davina ran towards me, I could only hold her cheek on the side of the fence.
"Sheat pa! Adek wanted to hold on." whined Davina, I looked at Nadira who was fixated not far from us, a gaze begging that this time she allow me to hug my daughter.
Breathing out of Nadira's mouth, he stepped towards the guard post, and then the security guard who guarded his house immediately ran towards the gate.
I immediately ran towards my daughter, took her into my arms and held her, I let go of the longing that had been hidden.
"Fifteen minutes mas, after that you have to persuade Davina not to cry again when you stay later" said Nadira coldly.
"Thank you for letting me meet our daughter" Davin said.
Without answering, Nadira immediately moved, very visible flames of hatred from the gaze of Nadira, even though she was reluctant to look at me, Nadira chose to sit on the floor of the house while staring at me who was giving up longing with my daughter, I used the fifteen minutes given by Nadira to play to my fullest with my daughter.
"Sorry, your time is up! I hope you don't come here again after this." said Nadira ketus, then immediately held Davina.
"Nad .. give us a minute, I'm not satisfied playing with our daughter." please Davin.
"Don't cross the barriers, I've been kind enough to let you set foot in our yard, if Davina doesn't doubt when she sees you, I won't bring you together." Nadira replied.
"Nad, I'm sorry! now I just realized that my selfishness all this time would only destroy my own happiness."
"I'm sorry Nad, I'm really sorry." Davin regretted."
"Stand up, don't ever make Davina think that's not about us, even though her age is still somewhat not understood about this situation."
Davin immediately stood up and was forced to display his smile in front of his daughter who was like confusion staring at him and then changed to look at Nadira.
"What's the matter, baby?" nadira's smile, which was only answered with a sash by my daughter.
"Don't expect me to believe you this time huh, mom? You've lied to all of us, do you think I'd believe you said you regretted it?"
"No mas ... I won't be that easy to trust you." said Nadira firmly.
"I understand that if you don't trust me easily anymore, Nad, my mistake is already so great, I have ruined your happy day, but I swear in God's name if I have truly regretted it." - Davin.
"Prove it, if only by saying I will never trust you again! Enough of you toying with our trust all along."
"Now come home, don't come here again before you can really prove that you regret it." Nadira said.
"I promise Nad, I will prove that if I have regretted everything, I think by destroying your marriage I can be happy, it turns out my actions even make me lose my loved ones." I turned to look at my daughter after no more answers were spoken from Nadira's lips.
"Darling ... Papa go home first, son? Tomorrow you'll be back." Davin told his daughter.
"Promise me?" Davina held out her little finger.
"Papa promised son, you're fine with mommy." then linked our little fingers, trying to display my best smile for my daughter to believe.
"Papa go home, son!" I kissed Davina's head, Nadira turned her gaze in another direction, this heartache when Nadira treated me this cold.
"Assalamualaikum papa's daughter?" I stroked my daughter's cheek.
"Wa'alaikumsalam papa." Davina waved her hand, and I returned the favor and immediately turned to leave them, these tears I could no longer hold.
I really regret it, Nad! And I will accept if everything that happens in my life this time is karma in my own actions.
MY TIRED POINT
BY: MIKHAYLA92