MY TIRED POINT

nadira's decision

I have decided to leave Davin's mas in the near future, I have considered it, although it is hard to let go of loved ones but this is the only right solution so that no one else is hurt.

I'm sure if I leave, davin will return to his past life. Before meeting me their household can last that long even in the absence of love.

After Davin left for the office, I was pensive on the side of the bed, staring at this whole room. The room that bears witness to the love of Davin, many beautiful memories here will be very difficult for me to forget those times. Without feeling these tears trickle I cry for my own decisions, I cry for my own decisions, and right now I feel like I'm on a dead-end street, there's no way to go back.

Is it supposed to be like this the destiny of love I choose, why is this choice that actually destroys my love, my dreams, and my dreams.I like rolled waves that bring to the bottom of the ocean, without being able to return to the surface again. My love is so great for my husband but my compassion for his little family shuts it all down. I'm not a crazy woman of love obsessed with wanting to have, I'm going to bring my own love with me. even though I love her so much, I'll let her go if that's what I get by ruining other people's happiness.

I remember the sweet memories with mas davin in this house.he was my first love will not be easy for me to forget. The name of Davin will always be beautifully engraved in the deepest corner of my heart. Although heavy but I will still try to release it.

My tears couldn't stop me, the more I tried to stop him the more he came out. So tight this chest.

I took some clothes and put them in a suitcase. I just brought a little bit of my stuff.

I decided to file for divorce after our son was born, and for now I will stay away from Davin. I hope my decision is right.

While I was packing, mbok sri knocked on my room door.

"Lake in." Answer from within.

"Non there's a guest, her name is Vania?"

My forehead's wrinkled, Vania?"

"Yes non, he's been taken." Mbok sri.

"well, I'll see him soon."

"Oh yes non, mbok clearance to market first yes stock shopping is up."

"Yes mbok, did davin give me the money."

"It's non."

"Well, are you careful?"

After the departure of mbok sri, I immediately rose to meet mbak Vania.

When I came out of the room, I saw a Vania mom on the second floor of my house.

I took Vania's mom to sit in the balcony.

"What's wrong mbak? what brought you here?"

"Nadira, have I asked you to stay away from Davinkan?"

"Why do you still insist on sticking with people's husbands."

"You're really shameless huh?"

"I warn you once again, stay away from Davin, my threats were not playing games." I raised my voice.

I really hate the woman in front of me right now, because she's the reason Davin's gonna divorce me, when before he met her he was fine, he never talked about divorce. even when he declared his love, Davin never accepted it.

I thought my household would be fine that time even though Davin never loved me. But since the presence of Nadira mas Davin completely ignored me, in his life there was only about nadira.

If I can't have a davin mas, I make sure this woman won't be able to have one either.

"So calm down, I promise to leave Davin's mas."

"give me some time, I'll go away from him."

"Omong is empty .. I won't believe the words of an actor like you."

"I will not let you live in peace, after ruining my happiness."

"So, if I knew Davin already had a family I wouldn't marry him either."

I tried to hold back my emotions, but the spicy words coming out of Vania's mouth made me unable to hold it back anymore.

"I should blame Davin, and blame myself for why you made such a ridiculous deal."

"I'm the victim here, but why don't you give me all the wrongs."

"Now you know that Davin has a family."

"Why do you still survive by his side, do you really want to be an actor."

"Dry mbak out of my house." I can't bear to hear the pakor stamp that kept coming out of Vania's mouth the words that Vania said were really spicy.

"I told you, I'm leaving Davin's mas."

"believe it or not is up to you."

I pulled Vania's hand out of the balcony down the stairs.

"Let go of me Nadira, I don't believe it until you prove it."

"Later to see for yourself."

"Now I'm out of my house."

I continued to pull Vania's hand as I moved this leg down the stairs.

"I told you off Nadira, how presumptuous of you to pull me up like this."

Vania jerked my hand very tight, and I lost my balance and slipped. I tried to grab her hand, but Vania brushed it off.

Ma'am Vania came up to me lying on the floor.

"I told you, I'm not messing around with my threat Nadira."

"Sir, please take me to the hospital."

"Don't expect me to help you."

Miss Vania ran out of the house, there was not the slightest bit of pity about me like this.

I continued to hold my stomach which was getting sick Blood was seeping from between my thighs.

I cried hysterically, I begged God to save my son. I grabbed my phone which was not far from where I fell. I hope my phone can be used.

I don't know whose number I'm calling I really hope he'll come to my rescue.

"To-help me ... I beg you to help me." I said stuttering with my stomach which was very sick.

"Hello Nad, why Nadira?"

"please help me." And in the end my consciousness was gone.

****

Cantor kenand..

I hurried out of the office, after getting a call from Nadira. It seems something happened to him.

I checked Nadira's cell phone location, then drove my car fast toward the last location of her phone.

I don't know why I'm following through in a panic hearing her moans from the other end of the phone.

When I immediately asked the security guard to open the gate, without answering the question from the housekeeper I ran into the house after getting out of the car.

"Nadira ... You where nad." I screamed for nadira's name.

Silence ... No answer at all.

while in the middle of the room of the house I saw Nadira lying covered in blood near the stairs.

"Astaghfirullah Nad, what happened?"

I panicked and ran with Nadira's body in my arms out of the house, put her to sleep in the back seat of the car, and then took the car at high speed to get to the hospital.

What exactly happened to you nad? I somehow care so much about this woman.

When he arrived at the hospital, Nadira was immediately rushed to the ER room, hopefully the state of Nadira and his son is fine.

I was so upset waiting for Nadira to be treated by the doctor inside. I don't know since when I was so interested in the life of this woman named Nadira.

a few hours wait for the door to open. I walked closer to the doctor .

"How's Doc doing?"Mouthed

"It is fortunate that the patient was quickly rushed to the hospital, if it is too late the possibility that the baby could not be saved due to bleeding" said the doctor.

"Then is his mother doc?"

"It cannot be determined when he regained consciousness, but he has passed his critical period."

"alright sir .. the patient will be transferred to the hospital, I'm sorry."

"Thank you doc." The doctor nodded his head, then moved from the ER room.

After Nadira was transferred to the hospital room, I sat on the side of the cage where Nadira was lying, I stared fixedly at the face of the woman who was plaguing my life lately.

I rubbed Nadira's head, I made sure it would take you away from your husband's life, I won't let you get hurt like this again.

I don't know what this feeling is, which is clear now that I know I just want to be a protector for him.

*******

When I opened my eyes, I was in a white room. Whether I was in the hospital, I murmured.my head throbbed when I remembered the incident when I fell and Vania's words swirled in my head. I grimaced in pain, then held my stomach how it was with my son.

"My baby .. where's my baby." I cried hysterically holding my belly I still remember blood seeping down my thighs."

It turned out that my tears were building Davin who was asleep in the sofa in the corner of this room, I only realized it when he approached me.

"You're up to Nad."

"My baby sir .. how can I calm down." I'm still hysterical.

"Your baby's okay Nad."

"really?" I still hold my stomach.

"True .. So you don't cry anymore." I wiped Nadira's tears. This woman is really fragile.

I was relieved to hear it, although the sobbing still sounded from my mouth.

"Can you take me away?"

"Wherever I go, I'll take you."

"Thank you, you have helped me a lot."

Somehow I was so sure Mr. Kenand could protect me, I was still traumatized if one day Vania hurt me again. His ambition to have a davin mas is huge, I'm afraid he'll hurt my son later.

"No need to thank me, let's just say I did it for the sake of humanity."

I just nodded, actually there are a lot of questions I want to ask about their relationship. But I'll stop, someday I'll know for myself.

"Is anyone sick?" I stared at Nadira who was holding onto her forehead."

I shook my head, "just a little dizzy."

"I'll call the doctor." When I wanted to move, Nadira held my hand..

"No need sir .. later, I just need a little break."

"alright ... You just rest, I'll take care of you."

"Do I need to call your parents, or your best friend Lisa?" Said mr. kenand.

It seems like this is the right time for me to tell all about my household matters to my parents, and I will tell you about my pregnancy. Mama and papa would be very happy to hear it.

"My parents only sir."

Mr. Kenand immediately called my parents' number after asking me to name the number.

"your parents will be there any minute, because they're leaving right away when I tell you about your situation."

"Now you rest, I'll wait outside."

I just nodded, after feeling Nadira had fallen asleep I just left this room.

As I waited outside Nadira's room, two people greeted me.

"Excuse me son, did you contact us earlier?" said the middle-aged man."

"Yes, .. Are you Nadira's parents?" I stood up straight.

"Yes son, we're Nadira's parents."

"Please come in, aunt, Nadira is resting."

"What happened to my daughter, where was her husband when his wife was in the hospital?" said nadira's mother while sobbing.

"Sorry buk, you better ask him directly with Nadira, I don't know why Nadira could fall down the stairs."

"And for her husband, maybe she's in the office."

"Well son .. we go in first, thank you for helping our daughter."

Papa Nadira patted me on the shoulder, if there's time we'll invite you home.

"Alright sir .. Because Nadira has taken care of him, I'm sorry."

"Yes son, thank you again."

I left when Nadira's parents entered the room.

"Ma ... See why his body is so thin now? Did davin hurt her?"

I doubt Nadira's father when he arrived in the room of our only puppet princess, the last few months Nadira has rarely visited.

"Mama should not be prejudiced against nak Davin, we will ask him when Nadira wakes up later."

"let him rest first."

As my husband said, I blamed Davin before asking first.

We sat on the couch in my daughter's room, chatting lightly while waiting for Nadira to wake up."

Finally Nadira woke up we approached Nadira and sat by his bed.

"Mama, Papa, I When are you guys here? Why don't you wake me up."

"You slept well, baby, so we couldn't wake you up." I looked at Papa Nadira.

"what really happened to Nad? Where's husband?" papa said.

Long enough I was silent, I was confused where to start.

"Darling ... How daydreaming?" mama patted my shoulder.

"Is there anything you want to tell me, son?"

I looked at my parents, took a deep breath and took them out with a single gust.

I want a divorce, ma?"

I sit on my body, mama helps me put a pillow behind my back.

"Why dear, have you not been very happy with your marriage?"

We were surprised by Nadira's request.

"Right ma, I'm very happy with our marriage but that was before I found out the truth about Davin's mas."

"what truth, dear?" Mama rubbed my head gently.

"The truth about Davin who was married before he married me and they have two children ma."

I saw papa holding his chest, this is what I feared they would shock my audience.

"When did you know that?"

"Why didn't you tell your parents Nadira everything?" Papa looks emotional, and mama cries while holding her chest.

"I-I just found out about it, too."

"Sorry .. I just don't want this matter to be a burden to you guys.

They hugged me.

"We're hurting more when you're holding this problem alone, son, you can't imagine how broken your heart is when you know it all."

Finally the tears that I had been holding back from falling too, I cried in my parents' arms.

"It's just rude of Davin to play with my daughter." My teeth clenched in anger.

"Are you going to get angry if we split up?" I looked at the humanity of my parents.

"Do what's best for you, son, we'll support all your decisions" he said.

"Is there any good news for you?"

they look at me wondering.

"I'm pregnant ... Soon you'll be grandmothers, are you happy?" I smiled towards them.

"alhamdulillah, of course we're very happy son." They compactly answer.

"In a moment we will have a grandchild pa, our house will certainly be crowded if there are small children there." their eyes sparkled saying it.

"Yes ma ... I can't wait to see his presence."

"Finally your wait for two years is realized son." mama hugged me.

"I'm so happy, maybe it's God's way of restoring my happiness after so many painful things that I've been through."

"You're not alone son, papa and mama will always accompany you to take care of your son later."

"We promise not to let our grandson lack anything when he is born" he said.

"Thank you for everything, ma." I'm so grateful to have you guys by my side.

"as parents we won't let our hard-earned daughter be hurt like this."

"Then what about your decision, you can't sue your husband while pregnant" my mother said

"I've decided to sue for divorce from Davin's mas after our son was born ma, for now I just want to stay away from him."

"If I don't stay away from mas davin, he'll never divorce me."

"Papa's grown-ups know what's best for you." Papa.

Papa come out first, mama take care of Nadira huh, do you want something son?"

"I want a martabak watered with a lot of cheese on it?"

papa smiled at me, Alright ... That must be the request of your grandson?"

"It seems yes .. papa knows your son never liked martabak." Timpal.

I just remembered, and right ... I never liked that food. Martabak is Davin's favorite food.

I try to hide my sadness, I don't want them to worry about me.

Papa rubbed my head. Then go out the room.

"You want to rest again son." said the mother.

I shook my head, "I just want to be hugged by mama." I whined..

It turns out you've always been my mom's little daughter who was very spoiled." mama took the tip of my nose and hugged me for a very long time, her shoulder was the most comfortable place for me.

Mama let go of her embrace, then looked at me.

"So when my mom and dad got here there was a guy who looked after you outside the room.

"It looks like he's the one who contacted my mom earlier."

"She said you fell down the stairs, where was your husband when you were in the hospital like this?"

"Mama was shocked when she got the news about you."

"I wasn't careful when I went down the stairs, I finally slipped. I covered up this incident about who hurt me.

I don't want my parents to be angry if they know this is the result of the first wife Davin's actions.

"Why then can that man take you to the hospital, where's your husband?"

"Mas Davin has left for Ma's office, I called the origin of the number on my phone when I fell earlier."

"It turns out that the number I'm calling is a Kenand sir's number."

"who is this man, Nad?"

"G ... I forgot to explain it."

"He's a ceo at the company I work at, his name is Kenand." My answer.

mama scrunched her forehead.

"You work, baby? did Davin not spare you?"

"No ma, mas davin continues to support me as usual, I just want to work alone, at home there is also no activity."

"Mama hope you don't lie to mama."

"I really don't lie ma, but Davin never forgot his responsibility to me."

"Yes already ... But after you get out of the hospital you go back to your mom's house, don't ever come back to your house again."

Actually, I wanted to tell my mom if I wanted to get away from this town, and be helped by Mr. Kenand. But I didn't say it, it doesn't seem like the right time.

If I stay at my mom's house, Davin's gonna do a thousand ways to get me back to her. And it'll make it hard for me to forget.

I decided to go as far as possible so I could let Davin's cooking go back to his little family.

"But ma, what if Davin's mas is looking for me there?"

"I don't want to see her again, this is how I'm going to get away from her life ma."

"You don't have to worry son, mama's gonna take care of your husband."

"All you need to think about now is your granddaughter, you have to take care of her."Mama stroked my stomach.

"I will take care of him ma, because he is the encouragement of my life."

Mama helped me lay my body down after feeding me porridge and giving me medicine. The doctor had checked my whole body there were no serious injuries just bruises in some parts, in a few days I was allowed to go home.

************

While at home davin was scolding his home workers.when going up the stairs to his room he saw there was blood on the floor.

I ran to find my wife, and when I got to the room I didn't find Nadira, all I saw was a suitcase with my wife's clothes on.

I called mbok sri and the guards to interrogate them both.

"What blood is mbok?" I pointed towards the pool of blood on the floor."

"Astaghfirullahhaladzim, Blood den." said mbok sri.

"Why are you so surprised? where all day until I don't know what's been going on in this house."

"Sorry den, I really don't know what blood is."

After the arrival of a guest named Vania was immediately allowed with non Nadira to go to the market." Sri lowered his head.

"Bok came back from the market through the back door, and mbok was not ahead of that."

"Vania?"

"Yes den .. mbok thinks he's non Nadira's friend."

I'm starting to feel like something's wrong..

"Apa-apaan Vania, jika terjadi sesuatu dengan Nadira, aku pastikan kamu akan menyesalinya."

"Lalu kamu pak." aku menunjuk kearah penjaga rumahku.

"Apakah bapak tahu kemana non Nadira pergi?"

"Ti-tidak tahu den ... Sejak tadi aku tidak melihat non Nadira keluar."

"Tadi setelah wanita itu pergi, tidak berapa lama datang seorang laki-laki."

"When I opened the gate, the car immediately entered the courtyard of the house, when I asked him he did not answer.

"I thought it was your guest."

"In a day you let two strangers into the house."

"Aren't you guys afraid if they hurt Nadira." I raised my voice.

"I'm sorry dem, we are really khilaf" said mbok sri.

I asked them to leave, I was not satisfied with their answer.

Who was that man, I checked one by one the cctvs in every corner of my house.

when checking the cctv on the lower floor I saw Vania walking up the stairs after talking to mbok sri.

When I arrived on the second floor I saw a serious chat between the two of them. After that Nadira pulled the hand Vania may ask him to leave but Vania refused.

I covered my mouth with both hands when I saw Nadira's hand being jerked by Vania so tightly, and she didn't want to be as happy as Nadira's hand when I fell.

I screamed when I saw it, it turned out that the blood I saw was my own wife's blood.

I will not forgive you, Vania, I cried out in frustration. I will make you suffer for touching mine.

My wife was in a lot of pain there, but Vania ignored her, leaving Nadira who was struggling alone to endure her pain.

Not yet relieved of my emotions, I saw someone running towards Nadira who was unconscious. I saw Nadira trying to contact someone before she lost consciousness.

Apparently Nadira contacted Kenand, so he brought Nadira from this house, Kenand must have taken her to one of the hospitals.

I ran to my car to Kenand's house, because it was night time I was sure Kenand was home.

Why didn't Nadira call me if my wife hated me that much. When she needs help, she asks for help from others, not her own husband.

The body trembles when remembering the pieces of the incident when Nadira fell from the stairs, if something happened to Nadira I make sure Vania will regret having done all this.

When I got to Kenand's house, I didn't go in. I'm sure her mother doesn't want to see me.

I grabbed my phone out of my pants pocket and called Kenand.

"I'm in front of your house!"

"I'll be there soon."

I made sure he'd come to see me, my bath

Turn off the phone and put on my lunch suit at home because I just finished taking a shower when Davin called me.

I assure you this will be the beginning of the destruction of a Davin pratama.

I met Davin who was waiting for me outside the house. When Davin got out of his car.

"What hospital did you take Nadira to?"

"You think I'm gonna tell you?" I relax.

"she's my wife Kenad .. why do you always interfere in my domestic affairs."

"It looks like your own wife called me."

"You should thank me for saving Ndira."

"So the hospital where you took Nadira, I don't want to fuss Ken."

"I promised Nadira that I wouldn't tell you about her whereabouts."

"It is impossible ... I can't believe Nadira can talk like that."

"It must be just your wits to destroy our household."

Haha ...

"Davin, davin ... If that's what you think, I could do it."

"I'll make sure you don't see Nadira in a long time." I grinned at Davin.

"I'm not afraid of your threats, I know Nadira loves me so much she won't leave me."

"We'll see."

"I'm a little kind to you, Nadira's fine now."

I went to leave

Kenand, he won't tell you about Nadira's whereabouts. I choose to go not to make a fuss, find Nadira who is the main for me now.

But at least I'm a little calm now that I know about Nadira's situation.

I stared at the car Davin drove off me and disappeared at the end of the road. To be honest, it's not this kind of destruction that I want, this grudge is quite the opposite of my little heart. But I dismissed it, considering the suffering of my sister.

And now I see Nadira being hurt like Dinda, my sister being hurt for her blind love of davin, while Nadira is entangled by Davin's obsession with having her.

They are both stuck with one man.

I could see so much love for Davin in Nadira's eyes, but out of her kindness she chose to let go of the person she loved so much for the happiness of others. Unlike my sister, Dinda was devastated when her love was unrequited.

I will free Nadira from her husband, make davin realize his mistake, he must learn how caranyya values one's love, and not attach importance to his own happiness.

Far from the bottom of my heart, I still hope our friendship remains as intact as ever.

while Davin drove his car to Nadira's parents' house, they must have known about his wife's whereabouts.

When he arrived, the security guard who was standing guard said that mom and dad were not home. They're out of town.

Now I'm like a madman, looking for Nadira in every hospital. I actually knew this wouldn't work, given Kenand's power, he could have asked the hospital to hide Nadira's identity.

Kenand's words disturbed my mind, was it true Nadira asked him not to tell me about his whereabouts.

My nadiraku couldn't have done that, we loved each other. I shook off my anxiety, tried to think positively but from my little heart I kept thinking about it.

I'm really afraid that Nadira will really disappear from my life.

I called Lisa my wife's best friend, but she didn't know about Nadira's whereabouts. Lisa was so shocked when I told her everything.

I'm really losing my way now, where else should I find my wife.I finally decided to go home, trying to calm my mind.

Once Nadira is found I make a calculation with Vania, I will not release the woman.she must be responsible for her actions against Nadira.

I'll come back tomorrow to Nadira's parents again, they must be the ones who hid Nadira.

Nadira may have told her parents everything. I'm assuming it myself.

If it's true like that, I'll face it all, whatever Nadira's parents will do later I'll accept as long as they don't separate me from my wife.

When I got home, I went straight to my room with Nadira staring blankly at this room. Half my soul goes with my wife, my life will be ruined without Nadira by my side.

I took Nadira's clothes out of the suitcase and rearranged them. I cried as I stared at Nadira's things that were still neatly arranged in this room. I'm afraid Nadira really left me.

After cleansing this body, I laid my body in the mattress, I stared at the bed my wife usually occupied.

I miss you so much Nad, come back .. I rubbed the empty bed next to me.

I sobbed, I'm sorry Nad. I'm really sorry, I can't live without you.

I'm sorry Nadira .. I'm sorry for lying to you.

Early in the morning I had gone to my in-laws' house, hopefully this time I could meet them, last night I couldn't sleep until dawn broke. I hope the morning will come soon.

I saw papa coming into his house when I arrived, maybe he was from outside.

"Assalamualaikum pa"." I kissed the back of my in-laws hand.

"Wa'alaikum hail, come in!" papa said.

"You looking for Nadira? I saw papa was very calm, but able to make the heart beat fast.

"Yes ... Where's Nadira pa?"

"Before papa wanted to hear everything from your mouth directly."

"What's wrong with your household?" papa slightly increased his speech intonation.

"I'm sorry pa, it's all my fault for lying to Nadira."

"Why don't you let go of my daughter, Nadira also deserves to be happy."

"And papa is really disappointed with you, why do you have to make Nadira a third person."

"Now you know how hurt Nadira is."

"I knew I was wrong, I would divorce the woman. I married her only for a responsibility."

"I bumped into his father Pa, and when his last breath he asked me to marry his daughter."

"I only love Nadira, so far no one has been able to make me fall in love, Nadira is my first love."

"Fearing that Nadira would not marry me, I hid the truth from Nadira."

"I'm really sorry pa."

"You shouldn't do that, if it's the same way you're playing my daughter

"I had decided to divorce her back then before marrying Nadira, but my son was suffering from a serious illness so the divorce was delayed."

"And now the name of the actor has been attached to my daughter because of your lies."

"Whatever your love for her may be, you will still make Nadira the third person in your household."

"Now you ask, how are you going to restore Nadira's good name?"

I was silent for quite a while, I was indeed unable to restore Nadira's good name.

I bowed down on my in-laws' feet.

"I beg you .. Meet me with Nadira, I will make amends for all my mistakes.

"Wake up son ... If Nadira decides to separate from you, we hope you grant it."

"Only with you separated Nadira can be separated from the third person."

"Papa also does not want to be labeled as the daughter of papa as the destroyer of other people's households."

"Nadira is a good woman, hurting ants alone she does not have the heart let alone hurt as equally women.

"I found me with Nadira. I really couldn't afford to lose her.

"Sorry son Davin, it's Nadira's decision, he doesn't want to see you again."

I shook my head quickly..

"No pa. . I can't take it."

"Nadira is my life, I can't live without it."

"Please tell me where Nadira pa is, please ..."

"Sorry son Davin, papa won't tell you about Nadira's whereabouts."

Papa patted me on the shoulder and left. Now that there was nothing more I could do, Nadira had actually decided to leave me.

I left their home, driving my car without direction, just like my life is aimless now.

I won't give up, I'll find my wife wherever she is, until I find her.

Wherever you are now my love will not fade for you Nadira. I will be faithful to wait for you at any time.

I decided to go see Vanis.

Even if Nadira is not by my side anymore, I will still make calculations with him.I will make Vania suffer just like the pain I am facing now.

I'll go back to the pain Nadira felt when she fell.

Let's see what I can do to avenge you, Vania, because you Nadira left me.

MY TIRED POINT

BY: MIKHAYLA92