MY TIRED POINT

meeting with mas Davin

I went to the court office, today a mediation hearing will be held.

I came with Lisa my best friend, actually Kenand also wanted to accompany me, but I asked Kenand not to come along to avoid disputes with Davin mas.

I came face to face with mas davin in the courtroom. I can't deny that this beat is still there when I look into those eyes, the husband I missed.

Mediation is running hard, Davin still with his decision not to divorce, the judge has not been able to decide and will be held mediation continues two weeks away.

"Nad, can we talk for a second?" mas Davin called me out of the courtroom.

I turned to look at Davin, then looked at Lisa.

"Lis, a minute?"

"Yes, I'm waiting in the car" Lisa said

We chose to sit on the bench in the office.

"How are you, Nad?" mas Davin looked at me.

"Good!" I was a little stiff near Davin.

"Nad, don't you want to keep our household."

"Mas, I won't change my decision."

"I beg you not to complicate the course of the trial!" I looked at the sweetness of the man I missed so much, honestly I pity to see the current state of Davin's mas, like an unruly person.

"We are equally wounded, but if to return I really can't." I turned my eyes forward.

I heard Davin's breath, whether it was just my feelings, Davin's heart is changing a little now, he can control his emotions like no time at my parents' house at the time.

"Mas won't force you, but please consider again."

I just kept quiet, didn't answer Davin's request.

"Where's our son, Nad?" I stared at Davin's sweetness.

"Child ..."

"Yes our son! Sorry, I just found out." said mas Davin.

I'm still silent, I don't want the child to be the reason for Davin's not agreeing to my divorce suit.

"No child mas." I lowered my gaze.

"You mean Nad?" mas Davin smashed his hand on my shoulder.

You have to be strong Nad, you have to convince mas Davin not to be suspicious, after you get a new divorce you can tell the truth about davina with mas Davin. Bathink.

"Why is it, then? There are no children among us." I tried to convince Davin.

"You don't lie to Nad, I know you were pregnant" Davin said.

"Yes ... I used to be pregnant, but I miscarried." I hold my chest, God forgive me for lying like this.

"No way, that's not possible, Nad?" I rubbed my face rough, because of my lies I sacrificed my future son, surely at that time Nadira was very depressed with the problems we were facing.

"Nothing is impossible in this world."

"I'm sorry Nad, this is all because of a lie." I stared at Davin.

I'm sorry, but when the time comes I'll tell you about our daughter. I tried to hold back my tears, I muttered.

"no ... I'm not mistaken, maybe God hasn't entrusted us to have children."

"So stop blaming yourself" I said.

"Sorry, if not everyone who wants to talk about it, I say goodbye."

"Lisa must have been waiting for me for a long time." I got up from my seat.

"One day I asked, please don't block our divorce proceedings." I stopped when Davin called me.

"Nad, do I have one request?" I turned to look at Davin.

"What's? Say it's a mas."

I spread out my hands, and Davin threw himself into my arms.

I can't contain my tears anymore, sorry, sorry, sorry I can't defend our household anymore, my bath.

About love, only me and God know, after our divorce later I hope mas can find happiness with a woman who really sincerely loves mas, I hope, and I hope there are no more lies.

I promised myself I would bury this taste deeply.

Likewise with Davin's mas he sobbed in my arms.

"Mas misses you so much Nad, mas really misses you" said mas Davin interrupted his sobbing.

I, too, miss this very torturous, but I am only able to pronounce it in my heart.

***

Without Nadira noticing, not far from where he stood, there was the heart of someone who was injured.

I guess you've started opening your heart to me, Nad, it turns out I'm wrong your love is too big for Davin.

Actually Nadira asked me not to go, but unbeknownst to him I caught up with them.

My jealousy filled my mind, I can't imagine Nadira meeting Davin. Will Nadira change his mind?

"Lis, do I deserve to fight for my love?" I looked at Lisa, we met when Lisa came out of the courtroom.

I didn't see Nadira, and Lisa said Davin wanted to talk to her.

Lisa and I walked towards them, standing not far from Davin and Nadira, as if they were unaware of Lisa and me.

"You see Nadira's love for Davin is so great, can I open her heart to me?"

"Ken, are you giving up?" Lisa knitted her eyebrows.

"If it's true that means your love is not so great for Nadira, if I were you no matter how much Nadira loved Davin, I would still fight for my love" Lisa said.

"You should know one thing, Nadira won't be back with her husband no matter how much she loves Davin."

"I will definitely fight for my love, Lis!" I'm just a little bit insecure. I'm afraid Nadira won't give me a chance.

"If you haven't tried it yet, how do you know if Nadira won't."

"Just think positive Ken, you have to prove that you can make Nadira happy, and you have to be able to shift Davin's name from Nadira's heart." Lisa encouraged me.

"I'll definitely prove it to Lis, I promised myself I'd make Nadira fall in love with me."

"Thank you Lis for the input?"

"Yes Ken, how about we just drive."

"All right, Lis." I stared at Nadira before I left them ...

I let go of Davin's big hug, at first glance I glanced at Kenand and Lisa who stepped away from us.

I'm sorry Ken, if I hurt you. I stared at Davin.

"You should be happy after this, Mom!"

"Can I." I stared at the netra I missed so much.

"You should be able to, open a new page." I just fell silent, Nadira has really locked her heart for me.

I will not give up Nad, if by force I can not then I will do it in a subtle way like this.

"I'm leaving, mas." I kissed the back of Davin's hand.

"Assalamualaik."

"Wa'alaikumsalam" said mas Davin.

I looked at the back of the woman who was my first love, you are my heart Nad, without you is this heart still able to beat.

MY TIRED POINT

BY: MIKHAYLA92