
when I was in the office, I could not focus on my work. All my thoughts are with Nadira. I looked at our wedding photo on my desk.
We both looked so happy there laughing and staring at each other lovingly. At that time I thought our relationship would be fine, we would be a happy family with our children later. it was my fault that Nadira chose to withdraw from this marriage before the dream came true.
Nadira thought more about the fate of my children and more about the feelings of Vania, even though she was hurt. What kind of man I am can't bring happiness to someone who means so much in my life.
I flinched from my daydream when my phone rang. I frowned when I saw the number listed there.
"Kenand ... What's he gonna do?"
After the events of a few years ago we were no longer in touch, the long-established friendship ended just like that.
Kenand kept his distance from me when it was just a misunderstanding Kenand did not understand my situation at the time.
"I'm waiting in a normal place!" When I raised the call kenand.
Without getting an answer from me, he ended the call. I don't know what he wanted to talk about, he hated me all this time.
I weigh between going or not, if my emotions go away or Kenand's emotions will not be controlled later, the last time we met we hit each other no one wants to give up. if not go a lot of questions about Nadira who works in his place. I'm sure this was Kenand's plan, it couldn't have been just a coincidence.
I was worried that Kenand was making Nadira a tool for his revenge against me, and that I was most afraid of Kenand hurting Nadira.
While Kenand had just come out of the hospital he said goodbye to Nadira to return to the office after taking care of Nadira's administrative costs.
And Kenand was only able to leave the hospital when Lisa Nadira's best friend came.
When I call Davin in the car, I want to see how a Davin solves his problems.
I'm sure he already knows that his wife works in my office. And he must have thought this was all I had planned.
My blood boiled in light of the events of a few years ago, I could not accept the reason for davin at that time.I knew davin was just a selfish man who only concerned with his own happiness.
At least he considered his decision at that time considering the length of our friendship, but Davin did not care, he remained with his decision.
And it turns out that until now his selfishness is still the same, he ensnared women as good as Nadira with his lies
Davin is too obsessed with having Nadira's women, and while he has a wife and children, Davin is a male bastard.
It would be very exciting if I entered into Davin's life, I wanted to see the destruction of Davin Pratama when his household was destroyed and abandoned by his loved ones.
Dinda's pain will be relieved. Davin will feel in the position of Dinda at that time, loving but can not have anymore. Nadira will definitely let go of Davin because he is not the type of woman who can hurt others, let alone the first wife of davin has openly met Nadira.
Without Davin realizing I had been monitoring his life for a long time. I won't be that easy to let Davin go.
"I'm waiting in a normal place!"
When my phone call was picked up, I immediately ended the call and asked my driver to take me to our meeting place.
Fifteen minutes to wait, Davin finally came. This basketball court is a witness to our friendship we spend more time here.
"Waahh .. You came too." I.
"What is your real purpose, Ken? Davin.
"meaning?" I pretended not to understand.
"Don't pretend you don't understand, why are you hiring my wife?"
"You must have planned something, right?"
"Oh ... So your wife's nadira?"
"It's a pity that a woman as good as her could fall into the hands of a selfish man like you."
"You don't know anything about our relationship, so don't mix our past affairs with my wife."
"Never touch it." I pointed to the forehead.
"prok ... Proc ...
"It turns out a Davin Pratama could fall in love too!" I patted both my hands.
"It's so rare, then what about your first wife? don't be greedy."
"It turns out besides being selfish you also like to play with women's hearts huh?"
"The women are too stupid to give their love to a man who has no heart like you." I stared hard at Davin.
Toying with Davin's emotions brought me happiness, let alone seeing the glare of anger in his eyes.
"That's my business, there's no need for you to interfere in my household affairs kenand."
"But I'd love to interfere, let alone your domestic affairs with Nadira the woman you love so much."
"Once again I warn, never touch my wife." I punch the knob hard, my emotions are already in the air.
Hahaha ...
I laughed very hard, then wiped the blood coming out of the corner of my lips.
"I'll make sure you lose Nadira forever."
"I'll make you just see it without touching it again."
"As was my wish at the time!" I grinned at Davin, then left him.
"Stop Kenand, our business is not done. I won't let you destroy my household with Nadira.
I ran after the car that was carrying Kenand, he pulled down his windshield.
"Nadira must have been very disappointed, when she was in the hospital her husband did not know anything."
"Road sir." Said kand while smiling lightly at me.
"What do you mean ken, where's Nadira?"
"Ken .. kenand." My yelling.
The car that Kenad was driving away left me.
Why don't you understand Ken at all, love can't be forced. Marrying Vania alone makes me depressed, and you want to get Dinda into my problems by asking for things I can't possibly make happen.
I also have the right to choose my own happiness, falling in love is the most beautiful gift from God for me, so far I have never felt the name of being in love. When I have it it is not that easy I will let it go. Bathinku
I ran to my car, picked up my phone and called Nadira's number.
the body shook, what happened to Nadira, why he was in the hospital. Bad thoughts are starting to take over my mind.
I may have called my wife's phone dozens of times but still no answer.
At the hospital where I have to find my wife, Kenand won't be able to tell me her hospital address.
I tried calling Nadira's phone once again, and my call was finally lifted.
"Hello dear."
"Where areyou? what the hell's going on? Which hospital are you in, honey?"
I asked a lot of questions, I was scared here, my whole body was shaking.
"Vin, it's me Lisa."
"Lisa ... where is nadira?"
"nnnadira's at your house now."
"Allah ... I'll be there soon."
Turn off my phone, and then I'm rushing my car at high speed. I want to get home soon.
"Nad, your husband called" Lisa said as Nadira exited the bathroom.
"Mas Davin?"
"Yes ... He seems to be worried about you a lot, and he asks which hospital you are in?"
"what?" I'm jumped.
Where did Davin know if I was in the hospital, did Mr. Kenand tell me about me, I murmured.
"Blogan ... Did Davin know I was pregnant?"
"How is this." I panicked a little.
"I'm afraid it will be hard for me to persuade Davin to go back to his family."
"you're calm, nad."
"We'll find out later if your husband comes home."
I just nodded my head.
My head was a little dizzy, Lisa took me to bed and helped me lay down my body.
Actually the doctor asked me to stay in the care but I insisted I want to stay home today too, if lingering in the hospital did not rule out the possibility that Davin will find out about my pregnancy.
"Nad ... Should we call your parents?"
"you have to tell me everything."
"Yes later Lis, but not now."
"I'm afraid it'll only add to the burden of their minds, they'll worry about me."
"It is better that they hear it directly from you, than that they know the truth from others."
"Yes I know, but I'm not ready.
Nadira ... Listen to me."
"okay ... I don't need you to ask me any more, whenever you need me I'll open my arms to help you, but now you need your family Nad."
"If your husband can't be a place to lean on at least there's your parents where you share happiness."
"Your problems will not be solved by yourself, there must be interference of your family, if you parted, the true daughter will again be the responsibility of her parents."
"I'm sure your mother and father wouldn't force you to end your marriage."
I heard the advice of my best friend carefully.It is true if I tell my parents everything. I really need someone else for where I complain.
"Yes Lis .. I will definitely tell you everything."
"Thank you for everything."
"If there's no you, maybe my problem will be me alone."
"You're not just my best friend, you're like my sister."
"I'm also hurt to see you treated like this."
"You have to stay strong so that I stay healthy, so that you can take care of her mommy. I smiled at Nadira while stroking her flat stomach.
I was a little amused by Lisa's words, she could always calm me down.
"You rest yeah, I'll take care of you."
"Hm ..." He nodded towards Lisa.
I closed my eyes, probably because of the effect of the medicine I fell asleep.
While Nadira was asleep, the door to the room opened to Davin. He's in a hurry. Maybe he was worried about Nadira.
I put my index finger on my lips. As a signal not to disturb Nadira.
"We're just out Vin, Nadira just got some rest."
Davin agreed, we chose to sit on the lawn outside the house.
"What happened to Nadira lis, why didn't you call me?"
"I was also contacted by Nadira's boss, he told me that Nadira was in the hospital."
"Said Nadira passed out at the office and she took her to the hospital."
"So Kenand called you?"
"Yes .." I lied, but Nadirah called me.
I'm afraid to complicate their problems if I say Nadira contacted me herself.
"Did Kenand say anything about why Nadira fainted?"
"Said Nadira had too many thoughts."
"You take care of Nadira, right? I have to go home, I'm here again tomorrow."
"Allah ... You're carefully on the road."
"Thank you for taking care of my wife."
Please don't make it harder for Nadira anymore."
"She is not a strong woman, her heart is easily hurt and very fragile but she is like a strong woman in front of you."
"You must know Nadira can't see your wife and kids getting hurt, he'd rather give up. So please accept the decision."
"The more you maintain your relationship, the more you will hurt Nadira."
I left Davin without waiting for his answer.
I've been listening to my wife's best friend, she does understand Nadira more, but I'm sorry Lisa for this I can't make your wish come true, I just want to live with my wife until death do us part.
Let me look selfish here, my love is too deep to close my mind, I don't want my children to be my reason for leaving Nadira.
I walked slowly to our room and approached my wife, pulled Nadira's dressing chair and sat right next to her.
I looked at her tired face that looked increasingly thin, Nadira's body was a little thin, she must have been very depressed. I will fight for our love Nad no matter what happens, I beg you to stay. Bathink.
I clasped my wife's hand kissing her for a very long time, I sobbed .. I tried to hold back my crying fear of interrupting Nadira's rest. There are wounds I can't explain with the words here, I can't explain, it's very, very sick.
Why doesn't anyone understand about my love, I just want to spend the rest of my life with the people I love.
I was wrong, but my mistake was unforgivable.
I fell asleep next to my wife's bed, when I woke up I saw the clock was still four in the morning. Nadira is still sleeping it seems like he is really tired maybe because lately there have been frequent disputes between us.
I stroked her hair, then rose to the kitchen on the lower floor.
I'll cook a special porridge for my wife, she needs intake to recover quickly.
About fifteen minutes of porridge I made was finished. I smell it, Nadira would love it, I smile.
Today I'm going on a leave of absence, I'll take care of Nadira until she recovers.
When I got to the room, I didn't see my wife in bed, it looked like she was in the bathroom.
I waited a while for the bathroom door to open.
Nadira looks fresh after bathing, she looks beautiful when her wet hair she let down.
this face is what makes me every day to judge this woman.His beautiful face without makeup polish is able to hypnotize every time I look at her.plus her soft and white heart like cotton.
I approached him, then brought Nadira Kesofa who was in the corner of the room. There was no rejection, I took the porridge tray I made earlier, then sat down next to it.
"Darling .. mas make porridge for you."
"Nni is still dawn ... How many people wake up from ham? Nadira.
"Mas can't sleep well when this halal lover hasn't yet woken up." I'm picking nadira's nose.
"Is anyone still sick?"
I shook my head slowly, "i'm getting better at it."
"Thank God .. mas is so worried about you."
"Don't be like this again, you're freaking me out." I rubbed my wife's head.
"Yes mas ... I promise."
mas Davin bribed me, until the porridge ran out.
Whether my pregnancy is innate I feel like always near my husband let alone smell his scent.
I hugged my husband tightly, when Davin finished feeding me..
"let it stay like this mas.l
Mas davin tightened his embrace, one of my tears just fell, I hurriedly wiped it off not wanting Davin to see it.
"I love you so much baby .. really love you." Davin, say, dave,
he deepened his embrace.
"Our love is not wrong, but our meeting is not right."
I also need you during my pregnancy I really need you beside me, especially it seems like our son wants to always be near his father
But in reality I was not as bold as it was to express it, it was just spoken in my heart. I was too afraid to admit it, I was afraid when the davin knew my pregnancy she would completely abandon her family.
Many times I tried to make peace with the circumstances, trying to accept this reality but I couldn't, I would be very sinful if this relationship continued me while I knew that Davin already had a small family.
"But we can both keep him Nad, try to understand just this once."
I let go of my embrace, then put my index finger on the lip of mas davin. I don't want to talk about it now, I want to spend the time that might be left just a little while with my husband.
"Don't talk about it now, ma'am."
"I just want to spend some time today just about the two of us."
"I miss both moments so much like this."
I laid my body on a couch, with the legs of a davin.
We looked at each other, Davin kissed this forehead and kissed my lips, Davin lifted my body and laid me in bed. This may be the last time I serve my husband.
if only time could stop, I want time to stop here.
******
At the moment Kenand is where he met Davin some time ago, actually he didn't go Kenand just a little bit away from there. When Davin left that time Kenand got out of his car and headed to the basketball field where his favorite with Davin.
Actually I miss my best friend Davin a lot, remembering the memories we've been through here.
I rubbed my huff, I promised to release Nadira from Davin's entanglement, enough that Dinda was a victim of his selfishness.
I remember my first meeting with Nadira at the Davin wedding ceremony that time.
Actually I was not invited to the ceremony, because our mountains are not good, I just monitor Davin from a distance.
But somehow after the incident Nadira hit me at that time I always think about it and make it as my secretary just my reason.
In the morning I rocked back, all night I just spent my time playing basketball to vent all my emotions.
MY TIRED POINT
BY: MIKHAYLA92