MY TIRED POINT

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I'm not letting you go Nadira!" I shouted frustrations.

When I reached the gate of a postal petugs house, the officer handed me a brown envelope.

I opened it after the officer had left, like being struck by lightning in the middle of the day with an envelope of subpoenas from a religious court.

So this is why you've been telling me all along, Nad, if there's not even the slightest love for me to the point that you filed for divorce in court.

I squeezed the letter in my hand and threw it in every direction, I started not being able to control my emotions anymore, only one of them could calm my mind, the club. Only that place can calm me down.

Since I knew the h*r*m thing, for a moment I could forget my problem even after realizing I was thinking about Nadira again.

You think by filing for divorce I'm going to let you go, Nad, it's not that easy, getting divorced even if I won't give up on getting you.

In a week we will meet my wife, long time no see the beautiful face of Nadira, finally I can see the face of the woman who has made me like a madman.

Will you come with our dear child. The heart of our love.

My tears dripped, I was completely destroyed.my body slumped to the floor My tears fell more and more, I only had a body while my soul went with Nadira.

Do you know Nad, I'm like a man who's lost his way, with no purpose in life. There is no pity for me, I miss you Nad, I miss you so much.

I got up and stepped my feet into the house that I had been living with Nadira, this house is like me like there is no life here.

When I arrived in the room I looked at the photos of Nadira that I paste in every corner of the room, I smiled as I remembered the moment that was there, I used to think everything would go smoothly as I expected.

I headed to the bathroom to clean my body, after changing my clothes I left again to my main destination, the club ... I need something to calm my mind there.

****

When I returned, I did not delay my decision, and a few days ago I filed my divorce lawsuit in court. Today I got a subpoena from the court.

In a week I will be reunited with Davin, my first love, a man I have not forgotten until now.

If I can meet him later, I need to prepare my heart. I never thought my marriage would last a few years.

I looked at my sleeping daughter Davina, about our daughter whether I would tell her about it with Davin's mas, or I would hide the truth I still hadn't decided, I'd see the situation first.

The sound of knocking turned my attention towards the door, it was mama.

"Darling ... Mama's in?" said mama.

"Let's go, ma." Mama walked up to me.

"Nad, there's Kenand outside." And then mom's sitting next to me.

"You've met there, Davina let my mom take care!" mama stroked my head.

"Yes ma Nadira came out first." I left the room, is there anything important that Kenand wants to convey, I murmured.

When I arrived at the guest room, I saw Kenand chatting with papa, I approached them.

"Hi Nad." Kenand greeted me first.

"What's up, Ken?" I sit next to Papa.

"Nad, will you accompany me tonight to go to the wedding of one of my colleagues" Kenand said.

"Go son, accompany Kenand. Davina let papa and mama take care of her." papa looked at me.

"Well Ken, what time is it?"

"At 7 I'll pick you up." I smiled at Nadira, I thought Nadira would not accept my invitation.

"Yes Nad, I'm saying yes?"

"Om, I'm sorry." I shook Nadira's papa's back.

"Assalamualaik."

"Wa'alaikumsalam" they said simultaneously.

"Nad, papa wants to talk?" papa looked at me after Kenand left.

"Yes, what's the talk about?" I frowned at me.

"How's your divorce proceeding?" papa said.

"Next week I'll be in court."

"You must be sincere, from now on you must think of your happiness."

"Papa's daughter must be strong." papa hugged me.

"Your happiness is our happiness." papa kissed the tip of my head.

"I'm so happy pa." I tightened my arms, a clear circle fell on both of my cheeks.

Papa let go of his embrace, then wiped my tears.

"Pope this is the last time you see me crying."

"I promise you, after this I won't cry anymore."

"Right ... Papa knows you can't open your heart yet, but Kenand is a good man. Papa hope you will give him a chance." said papa.

"Papa take it easy, I'll think about it."

"I went to the room first, huh pa?"

When I returned to the room, Davina was awake, she was playing with him, and I approached them and sat down beside her.

"Ma, I'll have Davina tonight, okay? I'll accompany Kenand to the wedding of one of his colleagues." I hugged my mom.

"Dear, my mom will take care of Davina." said mom.

"Thus ... How do you think Kenand is?" mama raised her eyebrows.

"How's what?"

"Are you not interested in a handsome guy like him?" mama rolled her eyes at me.

"Mama what the hell, stop teasing me like that." I glared at mama.

"cup-cup ... It turns out that mom's old baby is sulking." Mama pinched both of my cheeks.

"Udah ah ... I want to go to the room first." I kissed Mom's cheek at a glance.

When he came out of the room, aunt came up to me with three paperbags in her hand.

"Who's bik?"

"This is non, there was a courier who drove him, he said to non Nadira." bibik handed the paperbag to me.

"Make me?" I saw the return address, it was from Kenand.

"Yes bik, this is for me."

"Yes bibik back then yes non." said bibik pamit.

I carried the paperbag into the room, When I opened it I was very fascinated by the dress that Kenand had sent me. It was beautiful .. then I opened two more paperbags that turned out to be shoes and jewelry.

Actually I don't want to accept any of this, but maybe it's because it's an important event so Kenand gives it all this, I'm trying to be positive.

I took a shower and put on the clothes that Kenand gave me, I put on makeup with makeup polish and then I carried my hair up.

Finish ... I stared at my reflection in the mirror, I have not dressed myself like this for a long time, I used to often accompany Davin to the events of his coworkers.

A single tear fell on my cheek, I wiped it off slowly.I can't deny my mouth can say no but not with my heart, I really miss Davin's mas.

My phone rings ...

It was a call from Kenand.

"Nad, I've arrived." said Kenand across the street.

"Allah ... I'll be right down." Then turn off the phone call.

***

My eyes were on Nadira coming down the stairs.

The long black dress was in stark contrast to Nadira's white skin, I was really amazed by Nadira's beauty.

It didn't feel like bringing her to an event like, I'm not willing that beauty is enjoyed by everyone, but I can only say it in my heart.

"Ken ... We're leaving now?" nadira said when he got near me. I tried to calm my heartbeat.

"L-yes, we're leaving now!"

"Om, auntie ... We go first." I said goodbye to Nadira's parents.

"Yes Ken... Be careful." said mama Nadira.

"Daddy borrowed mommy first, baby?" kenand said towards Davina who was held by my mother.

"Yes Daddy ... Please take care of Davina's mommy?" said the mother whose voice was made like a child.

Kenand opened the car door for me, after we said goodbye and drove forward.

There's not much we talked about in the car, I was a little awkward around Kenand since it happened a while ago.

Now that we reached our destination, it turns out that many of Kenand's office colleagues are here.

Someone approached us, I looked at the woman who was with the Caucasian man apparently ...

Ms Vania ... Bathinku, why I can meet him here, the memory of Vania's mother who pushed me in the staircase is still very clear in my memory.

"Hi Ken, how are you? Said the bule man.

"well James." this is Nadira my secretary who I told you about the other day." I introduced Nadira while glancing at Vania, I'm sure she's not comfortable meeting me and Nadira here.

"Nadira." stretched out my hand.

"James." I looked at the beautiful woman in front of me.

"You're very beutiful" James said

"Thank you." I glanced at Vania's madam, she turned her eyes when she came to me.

I looked at James who had earlier stolen a glance at Nadira, was he interested in the actor. Bathin Vania's.

MY TIRED POINT

BY: MIKHAYLA92