MY TIRED POINT

Nadira realized it

"Ken, why are you carrying this much stuff?"

"It won't use everything?" Nadira.

"I don't know what you guys need, so I asked the character clerk to wrap it all up."

We can only shake our heads.

Why are you guys in a storm?" mom and dad came up to us, they just arrived.

"Om same aunt see what Kenand brought?" I showed him all the things he was carrying

"And that's only part of it." said lisa.

"Ken, do you want to open the baby clothes?" mama bobbles her head at Kenand's behavior.

I scratched my head that wasn't itchy.

"Sorry aunt, do I need to give it back again?" said plain Kenand.

"Don't ... Poor the owner." Nadira chimed in, I glared at Kenand.

"I'm just kidding, Nad?" Why is Nadira looking at me like that, I murmured.

"Ken, help take care of Nadira huh? I want to take you to the same aunt to eat."

"You haven't eaten a aunt?" I pulled Mama and Papa Nadira out, it seems like we have to give Kenand time to get closer to Nadira.

"Wait a minute Lis, aunty already ma .." I smothered Mama Nadira's mouth.

"Would you like to eat aunty?" I blinked my eyes.

"G ... Aunty wants to eat, right? it was time to get here we haven't had time to eat." thankfully the aunt understood the gesture I gave her.

"Yes ... Papa is hungry!"

"Ken, papa tipped Nadiraya?" his father Nadira.

"Yes, I'll take care of Nadira." said Kenand.

"Have you eaten, ken? If you can't come with them yet, I'm fine on my own soon there will also be a nun who will be here." Nadira.

"I ate Nad! before I go to the hospital." Even though I haven't eaten yet, I won't leave you alone. Bathin Kenand's.

"Yes already ... We stay first, right?" her mother Nadira said.

Not long after their departure, the suster came up with a pushing incubator.

"Time to give you an asi buk?" the nurse pushes the baby incubator closer to Nadira.

I left them out of the room, giving privacy to Nadira and the baby.

A few moments after the nurse came out, the nurse walked towards me.

"Sorry sir, Nadira's book asks you to come in." after delivering a message from Nadira nun was right away.

I stepped closer to them, baby Davina has been put back into the incubator.

I pulled out a chair and sat right on the side of the incubator, staring at the little face that was asleep in his sleep, funny as hell.

"Nad, can he call me Daddy?" I still look at my best friend's daughter.

"Why should that call Ken?" my forehead shrinks.

"Can't it?" I looked at Nadira's humanity.

"Is deserved? You're giving that call to a kid who's not your flesh and blood, Ken?"

"Don't help me too much, I'm afraid I'm too dependent on you later" Nadira said.

"What does Nad deserve?"

"I don't want him growing up to question his father." for now he's not my flesh and blood, but I'm going to make him my son, I will pursue her mother's love until she opens her heart to me.

"So let him get used to being a little girl close to me."

"Will you be honest about one thing to me?" I looked at Kenand, when there was an accident yesterday before I completely lost consciousness I saw Kenand's panic against me.

I began to realize that Kenand couldn't have done all this for his humanity, and I caught the strange gurgle of my parents and Lisa leaving us behind.

Do they know if Kenand's trying to get close to me?

"Honest about what Nad?" kenand.

I stared at Kenand's humanity. Is it worth asking me if he loves me? What if it is, and I can't pay it back. I'll make a man as good as Kenand get hurt.

Right now I can't accept a new person in my life, my wounds are too deep, it's very difficult to heal. I look happy in front of everyone.

I turned my gaze ...

"Nad, why are you quiet?" Kenand was still staring at me.

I exhaled a rough breath.

"Are you tired of helping me?" I'm switching my question.

"Nad, why do you ask me like that, do I seem forced to help you all this time?"

"No ... I can see sincerity from you."

"And another one .. I let my daughter call you Daddy."

"Certainly Nad?" a smile of happiness flashed on his face, and then Kenand turned to look at my daughter, I was still staring at the back of the man who always helped me when I was down, Why would a man as good as Kenand be able to like a woman like me, women who have clearly destroyed the happiness of others are deserving of this kind of treatment.

A drop of my tears fell, then I hurriedly wiped them off, I don't want Kenand to see it.

"From now on you have to call me with Daddy" said Kenand.

"And Daddy will be the best Daddy for you." Kenand put his hand in the incubator.

Our eyes were turned upside down when someone opened the door.

"Waaah ... There's baby Davina here, right?" Lisa approached us.

"Mama and papa where's Lis? I stared at the door.

"They went to the doctor, wanted to ask about your situation."

"Oh .. "that's all I can answer.

"Nad, Lis ... I'm out for a minute?" Kenand stood up from his seat.

"iya Ken." we said simultaneously.

After Kenand left the room Lisa sat on the edge of my seat.

"How are you doing?" lisa clasped my finger.

"It's better." I smiled at Lisa.

"Blogan ... Since when did you guys find out about Kenand?"

Lisa's forehead shriveled, "About Kenand?"

"Yes ... About Kenand trying to get close to me."

"Do you know where Nad came from if Kenand tried to get close to you?"

"Lis, anyone can see that, from the beginning I did consider his help was for the sake of his humanity alone, but the more here Kenand has started to show his feelings."

"I'm afraid of Lis?" my word.

"What are you afraid of, Nad?" Lisa held my shoulder.

"I'm afraid of hurting a man as good as he is."

"Now I can't open my heart to any man, you know how much I love Davin's mas."

I hugged my best friend, my tears fell I couldn't stop.

"From now on try to forget about Davin, if you don't try when will you find your happiness Nad?"

"I'm working on it, Nad, but you see that face? I point at my baby, he always reminds me of Davin's mas."

"Then how? Do you want it to go on like this, or do you want to get back together with Davin again."

"If you really want to go back, you must be ready to accept the consequences."

"Nad, this is your way of life, I won't forbid you if you want to go or come back with Davin. Your life you live it, I'm sure you know what's best for you."

"I won't be back with Davin Lis, Davin's wounds are too deep."

"After iddah gave birth to me, I will file a court divorce lawsuit against Davin.

"Then learn to open your heart to Kenand." said Lisa.

"So you really already know if Kenand wants to get close to me?" I let go of my embrace staring at Lisa's sweetness.

"yes .. but your parents knew it first."

"W-what!" why would my parents know.