MY TIRED POINT

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Starting from an accident I was finally asked to marry a woman, the son of the man I hit. At first I refused but the sixty-year-old father begged me to fulfill his last wish.

They just live together, his daughter has no one but him and the woman is also not good at work.so far all the needs of the child alone puppets are met by him.

I finally fulfilled the father's request to marry his daughter. Before closing the age of the father married us religiously.

There was no intention of me to take care of our marriage religiously.

I took the woman named Vania to the house that I had been in for several years.

I treat Vania well worthy of her a wife even without love. I try to be the best husband for him as well as Vania he became a submissive wife figure. There is no reason to leave Vania.

The beginning of our marriage was fine and we had two boys.

Over time, I accidentally met a woman named Nadira Santika, the son of my business partner.

All this time I have never felt his name in love even though he had been traveling through the household nymphs with Vania, not a single bit of love for him.

But when I saw my heart beat so fast it was possible that this was called love at first sight.

Only Nadira was able to shake this heart, her gentle gaze while staring made me unable to forget it from my memory.

It turned out that my love did not clap one hand, the twenty-two year old girl also received my love even though our age was far away and here I was very lucky that I was her first love.

Since that meeting our relationship has been getting closer. And what makes me dizzy is how I tell Nadira that I'm family.

Since I was in a relationship with Nadira I have been determined to divorce Vania. It may sound very selfish but this is the only way for me to marry Nadira, she said, I don't want to lose the person I really love let alone nadira is my first love.

My marriage to Vania was not much known because we were married only religiously and I brought Vania to live in my home away from my work and my parents' home.

Asking for understanding with Vania, if this marriage can not be maintained anymore because I also want to be happy with the people I love. I will also be responsible for fulfilling every need even though we have divorced.

All this time I also realized Vania was trying to get close to me, trying to get my attention, but this chest was not pounding when near her unlike when near Nadira.

Vania initially refused, but due to my coercion she finally accepted it.

But our divorce was eventually annulled, our first child had a serious illness and he needed a father figure beside him.

Not wanting to lose my mind, I kept this truth hidden, my parents supported my decision.

It's not without reason that my parents accepted my decision, they knew before meeting Nadira I had never been in love. Moreover, I am their only child My happiness is the main thing for them.

And when I say I love someone, it's good news for them. I told him about my desire to divorce Vania they gave me all the decisions, provided I was responsible for the life of Vania and my two children, because Vania has no one left.

I am often haunted by guilt towards Nadira, but the fear of Nadira being left behind is greater, I do not want my first love to end because of my marital status.

MY TIRED POINT

BY: MIKHAYLA92