MY TIRED POINT

give up

When I got home, I ran straight to our main room on the second floor, for some reason from then on I felt bad. I hope what I have been thinking since has not happened.

empty ... when I open the door. I ran towards the bathroom, but Nadira was not there either. I started to worry that Nadira was really leaving me.

I walked straight to the wardrobe, fortunately Nadira's clothes are still intact there, I'm a little relieved now.

When I wanted to get out of the room to look for Nadira, I saw the balcony door slightly open.

I took my foot to the balcony maybe Nadira was there.

Long time I looked at my wife's back, long hair she let down in the night wind.I don't know what she's thinking right now.

I approached Nadira and hugged her from behind.

"What meda?"

"Night is not good for health."

Long time I let mas davin hug me from behind. The whip I always missed, I turned my body towards the direction of the davin mas.

Staring into my husband's bead.

"Mas ... let's just end this relationship!"

"Why are you talking like that nad?"

"Mas doesn't like you talking like that." I scooped up Nadira's cheeks, staring into my wife's eyes looking for the truth there.

"I'm tired ... I'm really tired."

"If anyone should back out of this relationship, I'm the one because I'm the third person in your household."

Finally the defense that I had been holding collapsed as well, I promised I would never cry in front of my husband, but today I was no longer able to hold it, I was already at my tired point.

A clear thread fell on both of my cheeks, I really could not continue this relationship anymore.

"No-no Nad, don't be like this."

I wiped my wife's tears, this is not what I expected. I was injured when I saw Nadira's tears.

I admit I was very selfish, I was only concerned with my feelings, never thought about Nadira's feelings when she learned of my lies at that time.

I was too overwhelmed with my love without a care when everything was revealed there was a heart that was hurt here.

"you want to make mad mas Nad, you must know how much love mas for you."

I can't lose Nadira, she's my life.

"The love of your children is that they need you most. let alone your first child, they need your special attention.

I turned this body back to the mas davin, staring blankly at the vast depths of the home estate that has been a witness to our love for the past two years.

"I'm sorry, baby."

I cried on Nadira's shoulders.why is it like this if from the beginning I divorced Vania my relationship with Nadira would be fine.

"Mas will find a way out."

"What kind of exit would mas look like? By divorcing Vania?"

"But that's not what I want."

"I don't want you to leave your family."

"Mas don't be selfish, we're both women if I'm in Vania's position I will also try my hardest to maintain my household, the father of my children."

"Learn to open your heart to Vania."

"It wasn't that easy as Nadira, the eleven years I lived with her, the feeling was never present, wasn't enough time as long as it presented my sense of attraction to her?"

"You don't know who Vania really is, she's not afraid of losing me which she's afraid of losing the luxury she's gained since marrying me.

"That's just the thought of mas, how do you know if Vania is not afraid to lose mas?"

I'm pretty sure Vania loves Davin a lot, even though she likes money but I can see there's a genuine love for her for Davin.

"And that you can't be an excuse to divorce Vania."

"just normal mas if he enjoys all of it, the money will not run out if mbak Vania is only limited to spending the gold for his personal needs."

"Unless Vania wants to take over all the wealth of the mas, it may be possible to make that excuse to divorce her."

"Mas will give some assets to Vania after we get divorced.agr she's not into the company."

"And for the children mas promise to be responsible for their next life.

"Please Nad, reconsider.retract your words to end our relationship."

"Darling .. mas please." I'm deepening my embrace.

"No mas .. although mas is responsible for the lives of children, the time will be divided. it is enough these two years mas ignore them. mas more often spend time with me before. Don't make your children lose their father".

I stroked my stomach slowly, but here too some will lose the figure of his father when he was born later, but I do not want to be a selfish Nadira, let this child I take care of myself, I will take care of it myself, as long as I don't destroy their little family.

I turned to face the davin mas, hugged him very tightly, cried in his presence. Very long position we like this mas davin also did not say anything we dissolve in our minds each.

Actually I want to say what has stuck in my heart but I hold it, I'm only the third person here if I don't back out then who else.

until I end it myself. release my embrace from the body of the davin mas.

"Try to love Vania mas?"

"If you can't, at least hold on to your kids."

I said before leaving the davin mas alone in the balcony of the room. Once again my tears fell and I could not stop and lay this body in the mattress. I let these tears fall as an expression if this heart is really hurt.

I let Nadira go, maybe he needs some time to be alone and I hope it's all just a momentary emotion for Nadira.

I've been standing alone in a balcony condemning my lies all along. I will do things to keep Nadira beside me

And I will still divorce Vania as I said with Nadira I will give some of my assets to Vania. I will not change my decision to divorce Vania this time even though rafa is still in the treatment stage.

I don't know how long I was alone in the balcony, when I went into the room, I saw Nadira was asleep.

I approached her sitting on the edge of the bed stroking my wife's hair, peeling her brow, and then wiping off the traces of tears on her cheeks. This is what you feel sorry for. sorry ... Sorry if I hurt you too deeply. Bathink.

I wiped my tears violently, afraid that my tears would wake nadira.

nadira is a kind and gentle figure, he cannot hurt others, but because of my selfishness, I ensnared her too deeply maybe at this time she thought she had made a mistake that had hurt someone else, let alone me make her a second wife.

In fact here I am the guilty one, Nadira knows nothing about any of this. I laid this body next to my wife and took it into my arms. And finally I closed my eyes beside Nadira.

when I woke up it was Nadira was no longer there beside, looking at the clock on the nightstand turned out to be eight in the morning.

I haven't had a chance to meet Kenand, actually his intention memeperkeperkejakan my wife.is this just a coincidence or something planned by kenand.

I went from my bed to the bathroom, I was late to the office if maybe Nadira was still angry until she did not wake me.

I saw that my office suit was neatly arranged on the sofa in the room, when I came out of the bathroom. Turns out Nadira still takes care of my needs, I make out a smile.

gurgas got dressed and ran down the stairs walking out of the house to the garage where my car was parked.

When going to open the door mbok sri came with a little run while calling me.

"what's wrong, mbok?"

Mbok sri thrust a lunchbox at me.

"So non Nadira message, this stock for den davin he said certainly den davin did not have time to eat at home."

"Because of non Nadira rush leave it on mbok." said mbok sri.

I received the food box, I know that's Nadira's only excuse. Surely he did not want to give it directly to me. I'm relieved that Nadira still cares about me as usual.

"oh yeah, let's say Nadira left at what time?"

"about half an hour ago with."

"Yes I've left first mbok, thanks for the delivery."

"yes, it's the same."

I entered the car and drove this four-wheeled vehicle slowly.

While Nadira is very busy with a pile of work. Looks like I'll be overtime again tonight, my bath.

Flashbacks ...

When I woke up, whether since when Davin was sleeping next to me, I looked at my husband's tired face, he was not disturbed at all when I stroked his face.he must be the same as me very hurt, very hurt, but our love the forbidden love nothing can be maintained anymore. I hugged my husband tightly, carrying this body in his arms.

Maybe later I could no longer feel a warm embrace like this anymore, and after being satisfied enough I let go of my embrace and looked at my husband's handsome face as fully as possible.

This face must be very much I miss when we separated later. I kissed my husband's whole face.

******

"In the next hour we have a meeting with one of the investors from Singapore at TEMARAM RESTO." When I get to the desk, Mr. Kenand.

"Are all the files ready?"

"Allah ... We're leaving now, we have to come first to welcome him, he's an important guest of our company."

I followed Kenand from behind.

"Why are you walking behind me Nadira?"

"You want to change your job from secretary to bodyguard" said Mr. Kenad.

What's wrong with this position. In a day there must be something in question.

Mr. Kenand pulled my hand and aligned my position walking beside him.

When we reached the main lobby, Mr. Kenand's private driver had waited and opened the door, we immediately entered.

there was no conversation between us, I chose to face out the window.

Half an hour drive to TEMARAM RESTO. We headed to the room that had been reserved specifically for this meeting.

After some time the door of the room opened, we also stood up to welcome the arrival of guests who had been waiting for us.

"Good morning, Sean." they shook hands.

"Good morning ... Am I late?"

"No ... We just arrived, too."

"Include him as my secretary." Mr. Kenand introduced me.

"Nadira" I said after reaching out as a greeting to our introduction. It turns out that this Sean is still young maybe only a few years different from my age.

"It's nice to meet you." Said Sean sir.

I just returned with a smile.

When talking about cooperation, several times I caught Sean often steal a glance at Nadira, surely this man is interested in the beauty of Nadira, Bathin kenand.

"Yet Nadira can I borrow your phone for a minute?" sean.

"My phone's battery's out."

Sean said as we finished discussing cooperation between companies.

I roll my eyeballs lazy, stale reason.

Nadira pulled out her phone.why this woman is so innocent once she did not realize it if this man was trying to get close to her

I'm sure it's just an excuse, surely he's looking for Nadira's mobile number, bathin kenand.

After I finished returning Nadira's phone, I still kept staring at the interaction of these two strangers.

"Thank you Nadira."

"Oh ... Yes sir."

"Sir Kenand I apologize first, may our cooperation run smoothly. Then we drove Mr. Sean out of the restaurant.

After sean's departure, I faced Nadira.

"Are you stupid like this?"

"Why did you say I was stupid? what did father mean?" I don't accept Mr. Kenand's words.

"Easy ... It doesn't matter either."

I gawked at my boss's words, you strange man. Narrator.

"You want to get back to the office by taxi, how long you're gonna be standing there. You think I'm your personal driver."

"Yes ... I'm sorry sir." I got in the car whose door was open, and the driver shut it back.

I have to be extra patient to face an arrogant boss like this, just talk as good as he wants. I wanted to hit him on the head, maybe his brain could have been shifted so not arrogant and turned into a kind man.

"Never think of hitting me." Said mr. kenand.

"i jumped."

Is she psychic, why does she know what I'm thinking right now.

"Where do I think that."

"I can read your mind." Mr. Kenand snapped his finger against me.

"Ac ... I hold the forehead

"Father of nothing, sick tau."

"That's why don't you ever think anything." I smiled very thinly, no one realized that. It turned out to be fun to also judge this Nadira.

I faced the car window, it wouldn't be finished if I kept arguing with this arrogant boss of mine.

When I got to the office, I went down first, but before entering the office lobby suddenly my head was dizzy, everything felt spinning. I can't keep up with my body anymore.

"Mayhone ... ! Shouted mr. kenand. He ran towards me before this body fell, his firm hand holding my body.

I faintly saw Kenand running to lift my body towards the car, after which my consciousness was lost.

for some reason I feel so sorry to see Nadira, when we got to know each other recently.he got entangled in Davin's life of a selfish man who was only selfish. And now he's obsessed with this woman.

I look at Nadira's pale face, whether you want to escape from Davin's love, I will be happy to help you.

The car entered the hospital grounds, I ran carrying Nadira in my arms. Some of the sisters pushed the cage towards me and placed Nadira on top of it.

I was so anxious waiting for the doctor to do the examination, actually what happened with Nadira, instead of just now she was okay.

A moment later the door of the room opened, the nurse prodded Nadira into the room.

The doctor asked me to his room.

"Your wife should not be much of a thought and fatigue yes sir, it can affect the growth and development of her fetus.

"What ... Pregnant doctor." I was a little surprised to hear the doctor.

"True ..did you not know, you should be more sensitive here because at the beginning of pregnancy such events often occur, such as this, moreover, pregnant women should not be depressed and excessive fatigue as experienced by the father's wife now."

"So now how's it going Doc?

"maybe he's conscious by now."

"Okay doctor, I'll excuse you first." the doctor prescribed the medicine to Nadira before I left the room.

I asked my driver to redeem the medicine the doctor had given me earlier.

When I arrived at Nadira's room.

Czech ...

nadira turned out that I was walking towards her.

"You're a wean?" Nadira nodded.

"Yes ... And thank you for bringing me here, sir."

"You're still our responsibility in the office." Said mr. kenand.

"The doctor says you're pregnant again, and you shouldn't be thinking too much. It seems like you're so exhausted, Is the job I'm giving you too much?"

"No sir .. The work is not too heavy, maybe I just lack rest." My word.

"does Davin know?" I frowned at me.

"About your pregnancy?" Said mr. kenand.

I forgot this, mr. Kenand seemed to know very well mas davin and I was afraid he was telling my husband about my pregnancy.

"Sir .. whatever your relationship I beg you not to tell my husband this pregnancy."

"alright, you rest."

"I'll wait outside, if you need anything just call."

I just nodded my head.

"oh yes sir ... Where's tasku? I need my phone to call someone."

I purposely didn't tell mom and dad I didn't want them to worry. I just told Lisa my best friend.

"Sir Kenand walked over to the locker in the room, took my bag from there and gave it to me.

"thank you sir." My speech.

"alright ... If I go out first."

"yes." I stared at the back of Mr. Kenand until he disappeared behind the door, it turns out he can be good too, I murmured.

MY TIRED POINT

BY: MIKHAYLA92