MY TIRED POINT

recognition by davin

Bugh ... My body staggered a little back.

"Sorry sir." I said stammered without looking at the person I hit, I immediately turned around, not wanting anyone to see if I was crying, as I passed through the crowd I lowered my head.

Only an apology was spoken from these lips and I left the man, without hearing his words.

I still heard the babbling of that man who kept shouting calling out to me, I did not care for his screams. With a little running I left the grounds of Davin's cooking house, and I left the grounds of Davin's cooking house, my mind is not okay now I just want to get out of this place. This chest tightness makes it harder to breathe.

When I got in the car I screamed my tears fell without me preventing it. Many times I rubbed these tears still fell down more and more rapidly.

After this long cry, I promise not to cry before Davin. I will be a strong woman, let me bear this wound myself, let me cry in silence, but I will never show you a single tear in front of Davin.

I did not go home immediately, I pulled my car over the side of the bridge I passed, long I was pensive to look at the water flowing under the bridge.

What will happen with my marriage, I am really disappointed with Davin's lies, why do you have to do this mas, what's my fault.

My tears flowed more and more, I let it, if by crying I can calm down, then cry Nadira overflow all what you feel.

Then I decided to go home, maybe because I cried my head a little dizzy for too long.

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Gts ... Hc ..tok ...

"honey, please open the door." mas Davin knocked on the door.

I've heard it repeatedly against my bedroom door, but this leg is reluctant to step.

"It's not what you think Nad is." Davin kept talking out there.

"Please Nad, open the door first."

"give me a chance to explain everything."

"Dear Nadira, please." said mas Davin.

I heard Davin's frustrations, he was still banging on the door of this room before I opened it.

Looks like Davin won't give up, he keeps knocking on our bedroom door. I don't know how long he's been doing that until my head's so dizzy.

With a sense of laziness I set this foot towards the door. I'll give you a chance to explain everything.

Czech ...

"honey .." so Davin approached me, I clasped his hand that was about to grab this finger.

"Mas will explain everything." There was a sense of sadness as Nadira brushed my hand away.

I saw the tangled face of the davin mas, with a messy appearance very different from the davin mas I saw at the party. regardless of what he said, I walked towards the sofa in the room and followed behind me.

"Explain it!" I said short while holding my ass on the chair.

Mas davin immediately prostrated himself at my feet, he raised his head up looking at me with teary eyes.At the moment I was stunned to see my husband crying on my feet. but just a split second ago I tried not to be affected by her tears, I didn't want to look weak in front of my husband for the first time I saw him crying there was a great regret in his eyes..

"Mas can't lose you Nad, mas really love you."

I remained silent, without wanting to interrupt Davin's salacious remarks, I still wanted to hear what reason he was going to make.

"Mas know mas wrong, it should be before we get married and already take care of the divorce with him."

"But when I wanted to take care of our separation something unexpected happened, my first child was suffering from a serious illness, and he needs the figure of a father who is on standby to accompany him so I undo my intention to divorce him.

"Mas never loved her dear!" mas Davin is still crying on my leg.

"But not by marrying me like this." I can't accept such an unreasonable reason mas Davi.

He said he didn't love the woman, but why did their marriage last that long.

"And it can't be an excuse to betray your marriage." davin was totally selfish.

"Why did Mas sacrifice me here, and mas has reneged on the sacred promise of your marriage even without love but mas has chosen to marry him."

"And that makes me unacceptable, makes me the third person in your household.

Do I deserve to forgive the mistakes that made me the destroyer of other women's households, I'm not that kind of woman."

"I'm really disappointed in you!"

"Even dream I never mas to be a destroyer of other people's households, let alone we are both women, then what people's judgment will be against me, I can not imagine it."

"I was not ready to hear the gossip of people and I could not be an actor who boldly challenged his legal wife to get her husband to continue bravely facing the public as I often read in novels or that I often watch on tv soap operas.I'm not as brave as that mas!"

"Mas said he never loved her but eleven years is not a short time, you can keep him that long." Prustrating.

"Why should I go .. Why should I!"

Hit the chest of my husband's field.A drop I did not let out these tears I did not want to look weak as hard as I could hold my cry in front of the Davin mas.

"I'm sorry Nad, I'm really sorry."

I covered my face with both palms of my hands, this matter made my head very dizzy.

I stared at the sweet man of my heart, my first love, but this man also ruined my future.

"After everything I know, is it that easy for you to say sorry?"

"Tell Nad, what do you have to do to make amends." mas davin looked at me.

"I pushed Davin's crying body into my lap.

I'm tired of mas ...

MY TIRED POINT

BY: MIKHAYLA92