MY TIRED POINT

finding nadira

I've been allowed to go home today, Mr. Kenand visited me several times in the hospital.

His haughty attitude is now slightly changed, although sometimes the words that come out of his mouth still sound sniffy.

I don't know what made him intervene to help me directly, which I noticed lately all of his has to do with mas davin. I saw a fire of anger in the eyes of Mr. Kenand when talking about mas davin.

After undergoing several tests. This is where my parents brought me to their house.

my life feels empty without mas davin by my side, from now on I will learn to live my days without the figure of mas davin.

I spend more time in my room.

sayup I heard the sound of mas davin from the living room downstairs my house, mama same mas davin was struggling. I came out of the room and watched mama scold mas davin from behind the second floor wall.

I want to feel like I ran into the guy I missed yesterday, but I couldn't do it. I've decided to let go of the davin mas.

I held my sobs from being heard by her, my body slumped on the floor and my tears fell incessantly.

This is what it's like to be apart, we love each other but fate doesn't want us to be together. There is a gap we cannot cross.

"nadira, I'm sure you're here." Shouted mas davin.

"Go back baby, I don't want to lose you. We repair our relationship. If we need to get away from this city, we start all over again nad".

"Even if you leave the mas, the mas will never return with the vania.

"Mas sure you're listening to your words now".

I cried again to hear the words that came from the mouth of Davin. My little heart wanted to come back, but my mind asked me to stop.

Back or not mas davin with mbak vania it is no longer my business, which is clear now I have kept my words the other day to mbak vania if I will leave mas davin.

If I go back I'll make myself the same as the third guy out there. It is selfish to want to have a partner who has clearly owned another woman first. What a difference does I have with an actor who blatantly seizes someone else's property.

I don't want to be that kind of woman, I still have my pride. Let this love I bury with my wounds.

"You won't find nadira here." mama snapped.

"You think after what you did to Nadira, we can forgive you?"

"Now you go home and never come back here again."

"Nadira won't return, he's taken us away from this town."

"Mrs ... Davin please don't separate me from Nadira we love each other."

"Your love is wrong, there's nothing to defend anymore."

"Better you go back to your first wife, never expect nadira again."

Mama pulled Davin out of the house.

"I won't give up on you I promise I'll find Nadira wherever you hide it."

"you Davin, it's none of our business."

"I'm sorry ma, assalamualaikum."

"wa'alaikum greetings" replied the mother.

I put my feet out of Nadira's parents' house, I don't want them to hate me more.

Actually this morning I wanted to make a calculation with Vania, but considering finding nadira is more important I think I undo my intention to meet her.

"Mas davin .. I'm here mas,"

"I don't really want to lose you either, but I can't do anything about it, I really don't know how I can defend our household."

Stare at the davin until he disappears behind the door. I held my stomach which was cramping.

"Are you sad away from your father, son?while stroking my stomach.

Trying to calm this mind. For a moment I forgot about my pregnancy I was too lamenting about our relationship, whereas I shouldn't be thinking too much.

MY TIRED POINT

BY: MIKHAYLA92