MY TIRED POINT

asking for an explanation from the in-laws

I came home at five in the afternoon. My arrogant boss don't ask me where he is, I certainly won't be able to go home if he's still sitting in his seat of power.

It turned out that working so drained my mind and energy. I should be able to get used to it, if one day I part from mas davin at least I already have work experience.

It seems that all this time I have been very dependent on mas davin, either in terms of material or from his gentle treatment of me.

I will prepare this heart to face the bitterness of my domestic life in the future.

Out of the main lobby I went straight to the parking lot. Looks like I'm going straight to mom's house.

Drove my favorite matic car split the streets of the capital that is very crowded and crowded towards my in-laws home.

The security guard at my in-laws' house opened the gate at the sight of my car.

"Sore mang ujang, his mother is there?"

"Sore is also non, mother is inside." said mr. ujang

"let's sir."

"yeah ... Please non." I got out of the car and headed for the entrance.

"assalamualaikum ma'am."

"wa'alaikumsalam." answered my in-laws from within.

"Eh ... nak nadira, alone? Where's davin? Kok did not go in." Mom dizzy looking for the whereabouts of Davin mas while kissing my right and left cheeks.

"Nadira is alone, it looks like Davin's still in the office."

"Let's go in, you rarely play at mom's house.

"Yes buk, it's rare. mas davin is very busy in the office so he doesn't have much time to invite me to visit my mother's house."

"supply mom knows I'm lonely at home if you go to the office."

"And davin never allowed me to go alone to my mother's place." Puck my lips.

Mother smiled at my behavior, our relationship was this close, mother treated me like her own biological child.

"Maybe davin doesn't want you to be exhausted son, you know keep your house very far from your mother's house."

"Mother rubbed my head." I was so lucky to have a mother-in-law as good as her mother was davin.

I was confused how to ask her about it with my mother.

"Right ... How daydreaming?" Mom patted my shoulder softly. I'm staring at him.

"Mom .. is there something you're hiding from me?"

"What do you mean, Nad?" mom frowned.

"About first marriage mas davin."

I saw my mother surprised to hear my question.

"What do you mean, son? What wedding?"

"Nlt ... Nadira please, tell Nadira the truth."

"Nadira already knows everything is buk."

"son ... where did you get that story?"

"Not from anyone, I know for myself, I heard a davin talking to someone on the phone."

"Because I'm very curious, so I follow where mas davin went."

"It turns out he picked up a woman and two boys, mas davin took them to the mother's house

"I hope you're not hiding anything from me anymore." I knelt in front of my mother.

I was crying in front of my mom. He let out a rough sigh, then mom helped me get up from and asked me to sit right next to him.

"nake ... Listen mom, whatever we're hiding is for the sake of both of you're happy."

"In fact when the truth was revealed I was not at all happy ma'am." Isakku.

"I'm like a woman who has taken the happiness of another woman, snatched the father away from her children."

"Are you aware ma'am, you made me the third person."

"Why would you do that to me mom?" I sobbed in tears remembering the lies of those I trusted so much.

"From the beginning Davin actually wanted to be honest about her status but after divorcing Vania."Said mother.

"But fate says otherwise, their divorce was annulled because Davin's first child had a serious illness.

"Because Davin didn't want to lose you, he finally asked us to hide everything from you."

"One thing you should know, son."

"Dad and mom were worried about Davin never falling in love until she was 30."

I glanced at the sweetness of mom's eyes.

"Mas davin never fell in love, so his marriage to Vania?"

"She married Vania for the sake of a responsibility son."

"Davin bumps into Vania's father, before breathing out her last breath Vania's father asks Davin to marry his daughter."

"Vania has only one parent, she has no one but her father."

"That's why Davin wanted to marry Vania, he married Vania for nothing more than a responsibility."

"Different from you son, he married you because he really loves you sincerely."

"But Davin's love is wrong ma'am, he shouldn't have married me after he married another woman."

"Love ... That's not all we're looking for in a household, but trust and complement each other."

"Mas Davin was very selfish, thinking only of his love, sacrificing me and Vania for his love."

"Why do you support Davin's mas plan, I'm really disappointed in you."

"Mother I thought of as my own real mother, but she lied to me."

"Son, I'm sorry Nad's mother was wrong for following Kenand's will."

"I don't know ma'am, I'm really disappointed in you guys."

"I'm sorry ma'am." I'm leaving Davin's mom's house. I didn't listen to his mother's voice when Davin called my name.

You realize, you've taken away all my trust.

I laughed at Davin's reasons for not loving Vania, but their marriage lasted long enough for them to have two children.

After I cried for my stupidity, I was stupid, until now I was still thinking to get rid of my disappointment, hoping it was just a dream.

I hope when I wake up everything will be okay.

Long time I was silent in the car, I rubbed my stomach, do we just retreat son, mom is really tired.

My tears are falling more and more, God, if Davin is not my soul mate please keep him away from me, and also remove my love for him.

It was late at night, but I was reluctant to go back home.

I turned the direction of my car that would return home to my favorite cafe.

When I choose a seat on the second floor, this place is my favorite place when I visit here.

Actually this is where lovers who want to spend their time here through a romantic dinner.

And this place is also my favorite place with Davin mas, from before we were married until we married even though we often spent time together here.

The atmosphere here is quieter, with music playing throughout the day.

While enjoying the atmosphere of the night here, a song lyrics brought by the guide here touched my heart.

I closed my eyes hearing verse by verse the song that was sung. The exact same song with the problem I'm facing right now.

this is a story about a wounded heart.

about disappointed taste.

Stay in a dilemma.

I want to be happy but sick.

I am tired because I have done everything...

Go hard survive the pain.

This story is bitter.

Until when do I accept that I'm always hurt..

Go hard, survive the pain.

The world feels narrow.

Wanted to leave but couldn't.

Because I still love.

This song is about what I feel right now.

MY TIRED POINT

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