MY TIRED POINT

MY TIRED POINT
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I laid my body on the bed, my head was very dizzy, probably because I cried too long at home momma Davin.


I remember what mom said, she said that davin never fell in love, and I was her first love. Their marriage occurred because of an incident that they could not avoid.


But I'm not at all happy to hear about the news.


All that can not be made an excuse, considering the age of their marriage is fairly long.


My eyes could not be closed, I was still thinking about what steps I should choose. My household problems are very complicated, Here I am still thinking about the fate of my son.


Ever since the lies of mas davin were exposed, he was not like he used to rarely ask me about my news, especially since his son was hospitalized yesterday.


Whether this is just my feeling, what is indeed mas davin has really changed. I've been feeling very sensitive lately, probably because of my pregnancy hormones.


I miss my former husband, the husband who always prioritizes his wife, no matter how busy he is.


My tears fell as I remembered our beautiful memories at the beginning of the marriage, until the lies of my own davin destroyed those beautiful dreams.


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It seems like I fell asleep for quite a while, my head was very dizzy when it came to opening these eyes. My hand felt on my right side, empty .. It looks like Davin didn't come home at two o'clock in the morning.


Are you starting to forget me? bathinku. I cried in my solitude.Something like this was betrayed by a partner we love. My chest felt like it had been pierced by a very sharp dagger.


I felt someone pegel my cheek, when I opened my eyes it was Davin's. She smiled sweetly at me, but I was reluctant to return her smile, I was really disappointed with her attitude this time.


I saw the clock on the wall at five in the morning. Apparently he just got home at this hour. I rose from the bed to the bathroom.mas davin looked at me questioningly.


I went to the kitchen to make food, when the davin mas again in the bathroom. indeed we have mbok sri as art at home. but about making food I will make it myself, I will make it myself, because davin loves whatever kind of food I cook. And that's as a sign of my service as a wife to her husband.mbok sri is only limited to help berberes only.


While I was struggling with the food I wanted to cook, suddenly mas davin hugged me from behind. Honestly, I really miss moments like this, but considering Davin's attitude lately often ignore me, I release this longing.


"Please mas .. I'm in a hurry! I said sniffle and then let go of the hand of the davin mas from my waist.


Davin turned my body back to face him.


"Why are you saying it's the same rough?" Davin paused his words.


"Okay mas wrong, I didn't tell you that I didn't go home."


"Apologies, huh?"


"Whatever you want!" I resumed my delayed cooking activities.


I heard a heavy sigh coming from the mouth of Davin.


"Please don't be guaranteed this way."


"What do you want then?" I stopped my activities, staring at the sweetness of davin's eyes.


"Please understand you, mas did not have time to contact you because the child entered the hospital.l


"so go .. take care of your son."


Davin rubbed his hair violently.


"Nadira ... at least until the child is healed is now in the treatment stage."


"Mas promises to divorce Vania after mas's son recovers."


"But that's not what I want."


"I don't care anymore, I won't stop you, we'll separate even if I don't care." My emotions began to be provoked.


"Till any time we won't be apart!"


Mas davin blocked my arm when I wanted to leave from before him.


"We'll see." My challenge.


"why are you so selfish now ha?"


Mas davin snapped at me, his clenched arms getting stronger in my arms, the clattering of teeth of the davin mas was very clearly heard in his ears as if he was trying to hold back his emotions, very visible flashes of anger in his eyes.


I wasn't afraid of that look at all, I was challenging him even more.


"It turns out this is your real sipat, huh mas?"


"And you hurt me." I took off the handcuff of the davin from my arm, then passed from before him, drop by drop my tears fell, finally the defense I was holding before the davin mas collapsed as well.


"Nadira ... Davin shouted to me.


"Mas hasn't finished talking."


Prsbng ...


I heard a shattering from behind me, I quickened my footsteps up the stairs to the room.


I curled up in the corner of the room, our household was not as harmonious as it used to be. Always the fights that happen.


I'm sorry, I know you love me so much, and I also know that we love each other.


But how we will continue this relationship, we do not have any other choice, mugkin by parting can solve everything.


MY TIRED POINT


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