MY TIRED POINT

nadira's Confession

Ever since Davin learned about her daughter's whereabouts, she's been coming closer to me, almost every day she visits, even for a little while, and her relationship with both of my parents begins to improve, mama who had been cold all this time began to be able to forgive Davin.

It's not that they agreed I'd be better off with Davin's mas, everything was for Davina's sake, and all their decisions were left to me.

Over the weekend, Davin often picks up Davina to take her to visit the oma and her sisters, and because of the frequent meetings that make the closeness of Davin's mas children with Davina closer, they love her little sister very much.

When I was going to the office, I saw that Davin was playing with Davina.

"Nad, leave now?" ask mas Davin, my forehead shriveled, what if I leave now, I murmured.

"Yes ... Why yes, mas?"

"Bargan ajah!" take me Davin.

"No need, my mom! I brought my own car." I refuse, actually I do not like the attitude of Davin mas like this

"This time is it?" pinta mas Davin, I can only breathe out slowly.

"This time, huh, ma'am? Tomorrow do not repeat again." who was replied with a nod by him.

"Ma ... Papa's gone?"

"Love!" reply mom.

"Nadira's leaving, ma?" I kissed my mama's back and was followed by Davin's mas.

"Why go to work first, baby?" while Davin kissed his daughter's cheeks, she simply returned Davin's words with a smile.

"Assynogaal?" say we together.

"Wa'alaikumsalam." Mama took us to the car.

Mas Davin drove his car to Kenand's office where I worked, but our destination was different, but he still meant to drive me.

"Tomorrow don't drive me, ma'am? Our goals are different, if you're late how?" said Nadira.

"It doesn't really matter, late in the office who dares to scold."

"But if you object, you won't force it." Davin smiled at me for a moment and looked back at the street, and Davin's car stopped in front of the office lobby

"Let's get her home!" Davin immediately drove forward without listening to the answer from my mouth, after I got out of the car, I could only sigh.

How do I explain with Davin's mas if I really can't go back, Nadira sneered at his temple.

"For Nadira?" adit said as I sat in my chair.

"For Adit sir!" I said while smiling at him.

I heard Adit's phone ringing, Adit glanced at me for a moment, then picked up the phone, I went back to work.

Adit secretly took a few photos of Nadira and sent them to Kenand, apparently monitoring Nadira has become an additional job for Adit.

"Nadira is at work, sir." fill in Adit's chat.

"And it looks like you should go back, sir?"

"What do you mean, dit?" ask Kenand.

"It looks like Nadira's ex-husband has started to move, lest you be late, sir!" ejek Adit's.

"Allah ... Love the info about them, and let no one be missed." ordered Kenand.

Adit breathed a rough breath, it was better for him to endure a lot of work than to be a stalker like this.

at 16:30, I reached the office lobby, and Davin was waiting next to his car.

"Nad Afternoon?" ask Davin while opening the car door for me.

"Sore .." I sat my ass in the car seat and followed by Davin's.

I saw the window of the car, actually I was a little awkward in the same car as Davin mas, and the more day the feeling of love that once stirred up now is really not restless.

Davin's car stopped in front of a child toy character, then asked me to accompany him to choose some toys for Davina.

"Nad, let's have a coffee, shall we?" ask me Davin.

Finally, Davin drove his car to a coffee shop not far from my house.

"Thank you, Nad?" Davin.

"Sama-sama, mas." I smiled at Davin.

"Nad, you want to say something?" said mas Davin while pulling my hand and holding it.

"Eh ... What's up, mas?" I was surprised by Davin's treatment.

"For this time please, think again about Nad?"

I know where Davin's talk is going, it's hard to get an understanding with him.

"Mas ... Do you know what my answer is?"

"Nad, aren't you thinking about our son?"

"We can raise her together, and that's our dream since the big time, Nad?"

It is true, from the beginning of marriage we dreamed of such a moment, but God has not entrusted us to have children at that time.

But after we were going to have her exams in the household we came so many times that it made me back out of my own marriage, even though I sacrificed a lot back then, sacrificing my love and separating my daughter from her father.

"Sorry mas! I've thought about it, but my answer remains the same, I can't." I shook my head slowly.

"I hope you understand, Mom! Love can't be forced." I pulled my hand back from Davin's fingers.

"Mas is trying to understand, Nad! But the sense of it getting bigger and bigger, what should I do?" said Davin bowed.

"Mas, I've been through that phase before, although it took a long time but I was able to get through it." Nadira tries to give as gentle an understanding as possible.

"No Nad! Just think about it this heart is already sick, how can you stop expecting you to come back.

Nadira to the point of running out of words, free to explain Davin mas answer remains the same.

"Sorry mas! I have to go back" Davin held back my hand that was about to step out.

"Nadira, have mercy! You really can't live without you! You are home for the mas return." said mas Davin memelas.

"Mas, understand! I can't live a household without love."

"I don't love you anymore!"

"But we can't live without you, Nadira! For so long we have been apart, and the end of that love has never diminished."

"But my love has diminished, mas! Even that love doesn't exist anymore."

"Why don't you want to understand me? Let me choose my own happiness, you've done enough to make me hurt, mas." Nadira's emotions began to ignite.

"Mas promise, Nad! After this is just the happiness you always get, you will be the queen of our little palace."

"Not that kind of happiness I want, I want to be happy in my own way."

"Seek Nad! Come back?" mas Davin knelt on my leg.

I rubbed a rough face, some people were cafe staring at us, fortunately the atmosphere of the cafe was not so crowded.

"Stand, mother! Don't embarrass yourself." Nadira helps Davin to stand up.

"If for the sake of fighting for my love, I would not be ashamed of Nadira, even though the whole world was looking at me."

"Listen, mom! Several times I pondered and considered it, but this heart refused it, mas." I pointed to this chest.

"Who, nad? Who made you forget your first love?" Davin stared intensely at Nadira's bead.

Once a breath .. then Nadira answered him firmly.

"Kenand ... Kenand has made me forget my first love."

MY TIRED POINT

BY: MIKHAYLA92