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When a person has decided to love, there will definitely be pain at the end, the pain caused by separation, becomes a human imperative to accept it, just as the sun must receive the moon at night, that is the law of nature.

Zahra's eyes glared at the tiny droplets after the rain had stopped, and she sat in her backyard with a blank look, not knowing what was going on in her mind.

Silence often accompanies the days of Zahra now, although many people try to comfort her, but all that is not adequate with the departure of Aisyah who just walked one week.

The blue tasbih in her hand did not stop moving as her mouth whispered mentioning the asthma of God in a voice so softly inaudible, only it could strengthen Zahra at a time like this, he said, and also his family's unrelenting support always supported him.

"Mother... mother kangen Aisyah yes mother?" there was the sound of a child beside Zahra.

Hearing that Zahra instantly stopped the movement of her hand and turned her face, her eyes looking towards Nurul who had just asked, while holding her abi hand that was standing beside the door staring at her.

Zahra smiled looking at her nephew, he immediately subdued the powerless look with his nephew, he could not hide his longing feelings to the fruit of his daughter Aisyah.

Nurul removed his hand from Faisal, stepped slightly toward Zahra while holding both of Zahra's cheeks, Nurul gently rubbed the tears flowing down Zahra's cheeks.

"Mother do not cry, Nurul also sad if you cry like this, surely Aisyah is sad if you see your mother crying like this" said Nurul.

Hearing Nurul's innocent words, Zahra smiled with a sobbing that accompanied her cry, Zahra took Nurul's hands and kissed the back of her niece's hand.

"Mother does not cry, the mother's eyes are just a flickering." said Zahra with a smile makes Nurul smile to see Mother Aisyah in front of him.

"Nurul is very happy to see your smile, you will look very beautiful if you smile like this."

"Of course the mother will smile, because there is Nurul who always entertains the mother. "

Zahra hugged Nurul and kissed him on the cheek, making Nurul laugh as happy as Zahra needed, with her niece making a little bit of her feelings improve, with a joke thrown by Nurul for Zahra to smile.

"It turns out non Nurul here, mbak Intan from earlier looking for non" said mbak Intan who just came.

A few days ago, Mbak Intan returned home because of an important thing, so that he could not see the departure of Aisyah, but the Umi family hired Intan to take care of Nurul after the departure of Aisyah, so that Mbak Intan is still staring at Umi's house.

"What's wrong, mbak?" ask Zahra.

"This is bu. non Nurul has not eaten, I am looking for food" said mbak Intan.

"Honey eat first" said Faisal while staring at his daughter.

"Iya abi. mother Nurul eat first yes, later Nurul accompany mother again."

"Dear yes, eat a lot to make it big fast" said Zahra while rubbing the head of Nurul with affection.

Nurul approached Mbak Intan who was waiting for him. "Let's go." take Nurul.

After the departure of Nurul and Mbak Intan Zahra immediately looked towards Faisal, it seemed like this one and only brother wanted to discuss an important matter, because from earlier Faisal was just silent to see Nurul and Zahra without saying anything in front of Nurul.

"Yes, I want to tell you something, it's about your relationship and Adam's" Faisal said, approaching Zahra and sitting next to her.

"Say mas. "

"Do you want a divorce from your husband, you will not force your divorce, you will accept your decision if you stick with Adam, but I'd be very, very happy if you chose to divorce your husband" Faisal said.

Zahra took a breath and exhaled slowly, this was the end of all her struggles, it turned out to be so bitter, the end of her struggles none of her did get, and Zahra tried to make peace with everything that had been her destiny.

"Yes mas zahra wanted to separate from Adam, Zahra's struggle was over, and so was Zahra's marriage, nothing else could be fixed everything was destroyed."

As an older brother Faisal also felt the pain felt by his sister, the sister who was so well guarded and protected it turned out that she failed to protect him, so that her beloved sister felt the pain given by her husband directly.

"I'm sorry because mas failed to take care of you" said Faisal Lirih.

Zahra smiled looking at her older brother, who touched Faisal's shoulder and rubbed him gently.

"This is not a mistake mas..this is the destiny that Zahra must live, Zahra himself who has chosen Adam mas, whereas in the past Umi and Abah had banned the relationship between Zahra and mas Adam, and Zahra, who had chosen Adam, but Zahra did not listen to him, maybe this is karma because Zahra had denied the words of Umi and Abah. "

Zahra's mind floated where she stubbornly refused the arranged marriage that had been planned by her parents, at that time her heart and mind only had the name Adam.

"Zahra can't ask anything from you?" ask Zahra. .

"Of course you can. whatever you ask will definitely mas follow, if it can mas also." said Adam.

Zahra smiled at her brother's words, "Zahra only asked the public to take care of all the affairs of Zahra's divorce with Adam's mas as soon as possible, about the property of Gono-gini Zahrah wanted to be divided fairly." zahra said because Zahra did not want to give up her rights for Adam and Jihan.

"If that's your request, you will obey it, without you asking, you will immediately take care of your divorce as soon as possible" said Faisal confidently.

"Thank you, thank you very much because you are always there for Zahra, then defend Zahra and also help Zahra.

''No need to thank you. It has become an obligation and also a responsibility as your brother. After the divorce from Adam, if you may know what your next wish is?.''

Zahra was silent for a moment to hear the question from her brother, she had not thought about her life ahead, but from now on Zahra had to think about what purpose she wanted to do next.

''Stop mas.. Zahra did not know, right now all Zahra wanted to do was to be close to you, because this is where Zahra's heart was calm. ''

''You strong woman Zahra, you can definitely get through all this, just a little more.''

''Yes mas.''

''Soon I will take care of your divorce, you calm down.''